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[lexhr]

Hello to everyone at DMnexus from my dragon and i,
its been a while, after many breakthrough's my dragon just had a long dmt break - years ago he stopped, in a manner it was as if when he started using dmt instead of getting answers he just got more and more question but through prolonged usage it seems to me dmt just somehow slowly closes a circle and in the end all the questions one had before starting using it - are somehow answered.

Its interesting to observe how these initial questions each person has before usage (even if subconscious) determine somehow the experiences - many friends of dragon just wanted "the fun / the visuals" and thats all they got, the dragon had some deep ass question and so he had some deep ass experiences.

Anyway in the end he abused the substance out of routine / boredom, with no questions at all and i guess he paid some kind of price for it with the worst trip ever (loops + disgusting visuals + hell).
This was years ago however now it seems to me new questions have slowely created and he is up for it again.

My dragon never bothered with extraction but hes getting into it now, he is also in tech so he is considering making some harm reduction project and since he cant really type on a keyboard ( he just gets pissed and burns the whole thing) he asked me to become a full member her at Dmt nexus in order to get the most info out of this crowdsourced knowledge-base, so please help me out i think i am starting to piss him off too.. very moody dragon.:twisted:

 

[Matoskah]

Welcome to the field of strawberries, lexhr.

Its interesting to observe how these initial questions each person has before usage (even if subconscious) determine somehow the experiences - many friends of dragon just wanted "the fun / the visuals" and thats all they got, the dragon had some deep ass question and so he had some deep ass experiences.

Our mind's constructs are much like water; they can either be solid, liquid, plasma, or gas. Meaning a concrete or even abstract experience we've had earlier today, or last week etc. can take any form or shape while we're bathing in the subconscious.

Anyway in the end he abused the substance out of routine / boredom, with no questions at all and i guess he paid some kind of price for it with the worst trip ever (loops + disgusting visuals + hell).

This is a good example of how our mind works. I can sleep without remembering ever having dreamt that night but it doesn't mean that I didn't dream. Boredom is generally a symptom of a greater affliction whether it's temporary or continuous. Not to judge you in anyway of course but you can consider the following advice before your dragon returns once more:
What's you relation to boredom? How does it make you feel and why and when do these feelings surface?

As a child I was actively taught about boredom (I was and still is a very intense person at times) and I cannot recall ever being bored again beyond those moments of being lectured about boredom in my childhood.

Safe travels, friend.

 

[FranLover]

Welcome, nice intro !

 

[Achilles]

Welcome lexhr I like you profile pic

 

[lexhr]

Welcome to the field of strawberries, lexhr.

Our mind's constructs are much like water; they can either be solid, liquid, plasma, or gas. Meaning a concrete or even abstract experience we've had earlier today, or last week etc. can take any form or shape while we're bathing in the subconscious.

I agree, i try not to take experiences personally but just let them sit and see what develops in time, a good experience might not have good effects and a bad one might not have bad ones in the end.

 

[lexhr]

Welcome, nice intro !

Thank you, nice pics