New poster here utterly fascinated with the space...

[BlindCycles]

Hi everyone, my name is BlindCycles. I am many things in life, but generally a very inquisitive and artistic soul. A musician, designer, philosopher, friend, lover, and experiencer. I love all things psychedelia, alternative rock and metal, meditation, archery, studying ZPE, etc. I have lurked here as an anon for years, visiting on and off to learn what I could. I have quite a bit of experience dabbling in this realm of consciousness and altered states. I've come to learn much, and have seen much, but of course there's so much more to "see."

After a nearly two year break, I just dipped my toes back in the water this morning with my e-mesh. I had it loaded for two entire months now, and I have debated going back in the space every day for the last two years. Kinda silly as the pre-flight jitters, or straight-up fear, never fails no matter how much I try to think it through. It always seems to be a matter of pushing through those feelings and thoughts to "just do it."

I have much to say and share, but as of now, only a question for anyone willing to contribute to the conversation:
I have studied DMT for years now. The lore, chemistry, methods of administration, hyperspace wikis, taxonomies of entities, and by extension the topics of consciousness, remote viewing, Buddhism, the Vedas, etc. I understand that hyperspace can be filled with beings that appear to be aliens, angels, demons, jesters, God, etc. Now, in my experience, I seemingly breakthrough pretty easily. It has happened on pretty low doses. I sometimes wonder if they are true breakthroughs, due to the nature of the experience, but when it happens I just seem "to know." Oftentimes, I have had it be like: inhale and then 3...2...1...entities encounter. Maybe 10 seconds of "tunneling," but it is more like the space immediately morphs or shapeshifts, and then boom, entities. When the encounter occurs, it is always a similar experience. These alien beings immediately start examining me, seemingly in an aggressive manner, though they don't appear to attack, per se. The space is filled with light green and grey colors, on blacks (from what I recall). They seem to spin me around, try to touch me, get up in my astral face, or some equivalent to those actions in hyperspace. My immediate thought is "oh shit, this place is full of demons and they are trying to f@#$ with me, latch on to me, or something." Keep in mind, that was with going in with an open mind and heart. My mind is still open to all of this in fact, and I am trying not to make any particular judgements about it yet. But ya know, felt a bit like cosmic molestation.

My question is, is this common to anyone else? It happens alot for me, but not always. Once I blasted off and immediately arrived to a family of "aliens" that greeted me happily and as if they knew me. In that moment I had the automatic understanding that I knew them too. Then another time, I was erotically messed with by a female-like entity that I can only describe as Sekhmet. However, my experiences tend to be more with the aggressive guys I mentioned in the previous paragraph.

I understand that this is mostly subjective stuff, but I'm just curious if anyone else experiences these things, or have a pattern of experience that seems to repeat like this. I've read trip reports about people entering hyperspace heaven, and I've read reports about people encountering mf-ing Cthulu. For me, it's always like being abducted by aliens, in a way. I always feel that nice light and fluffy tryptamine glow at the end though lol...

Anyway, hello, and looking forward to chatting with ya'll

 

[CosmicRiver]

Hi BlindCycles! your pic is fascinating
i'm one of the few that never met interacting entities with DMT, except on Ayahuasca, so i can't really relate
Anyway welcome!

 

[BlindCycles]

Hi BlindCycles! your pic is fascinating
i'm one of the few that never met interacting entities with DMT, except on Ayahuasca, so i can't really relate
Anyway welcome!

Thank you, it is meant to represent a plasmoid . An amazing, perhaps world-changing, subject only now receiving proper scientific study (publicly anyway).

Interesting that you've never encountered entities. I've heard this from personal friends and such too; it's not entirely uncommon. Entities themselves are very curious...we must wonder if they are real, imagined, within us, outside of us, or if those definitions even matter when describing things in terms of hyperspace. Pretty cool (and confusing)! Entities or not, I'm sure you've had some incredible experience on Aya. I, myself, have never tried it, but someday will I'm sure.

Thanks for the welcome; glad to be here!

 

[Here&Now]

Hey there, welcome.

Sounds like you have some cool interests. By ZPE, you mean zero-point energy?

Your description of DMT entities' actions does sound pretty typical to me, based on personal experience and others' trip reports. I have no idea why they're often so spastic, and their motivations are quite a mystery. Like you mentioned, DMT trips can range from heavenly to hellish. The deciding factor that determines which way any particular trip will go is unclear. It's probably controlled by some deeper aspect of ourselves which isn't easily visible to our everyday awareness.

 

[CosmicRiver]

Thank you, it is meant to represent a plasmoid . An amazing, perhaps world-changing, subject only now receiving proper scientific study (publicly anyway).

thanks you sent me in a wikipedia rabbithole new things learnt

Interesting that you've never encountered entities. I've heard this from personal friends and such too; it's not entirely uncommon. Entities themselves are very curious...we must wonder if they are real, imagined, within us, outside of us, or if those definitions even matter when describing things in terms of hyperspace. Pretty cool (and confusing)! Entities or not, I'm sure you've had some incredible experience on Aya. I, myself, have never tried it, but someday will I'm sure.

just some black humanoids on changa (like Ben 10's Alien X if you watched it) but they didn't speak to me or touch me

Yes Aya has been incredible and the only time i interacted with entities. Not like the ones you met though. I met some human/animal hybrid circus figures that kind of mocked me but without bad intentions. And a Goddess that i associate with the Aya plant's spirit

 

[BlindCycles]

Hey there, welcome.

Sounds like you have some cool interests. By ZPE, you mean zero-point energy?

Thank you!

Yeah, I'm all over the place with hobbies and interests. Yes, I meant zero-point energy (ZPE). An important topic mentioned across physics and sci-fi, but that carries very real paradigm shifts and deep implications for life on earth. The topic is actively re-emerging at a growing rate, which is wonderful to see. I'd bet the folks in hyperspace would have more to add, but alas, in the form of a 4D sandwich.

Your description of DMT entities' actions does sound pretty typical to me, based on personal experience and others' trip reports. I have no idea why they're often so spastic, and their motivations are quite a mystery. Like you mentioned, DMT trips can range from heavenly to hellish. The deciding factor that determines which way any particular trip will go is unclear. It's probably controlled by some deeper aspect of ourselves which isn't easily visible to our everyday awareness.

I appreciate your response. It's true, there are so many mysteries regarding these 'encounters.' I agree that there is some control mechanism within our minds that affects the experience, whether the experience contains actual external conscious agents or not. I am open to these weird encounters being a part of my specific subconscious, a remix of layers of my conscious experience, or true external beings, but the experiences sure are inexplicable. Such is life! Perhaps programs like DMTx or others will reveal more. Regardless, I intend to explore more as the experience, while semi-traumatizing, did me no harm (as far as I can tell) and just left me with more curiosity. Last time I had no icaros or meditation music on, and went in with more fear than is ideal. I think a 20min meditation beforehand with some intention setting will help improve the experience greatly. Perhaps increasing dose will help to potentially catapult past those guys, or to at least extend the experience duration, as the last one felt like 2-3min.

 

[BlindCycles]

thanks you sent me in a wikipedia rabbithole new things learnt


just some black humanoids on changa (like Ben 10's Alien X if you watched it) but they didn't speak to me or touch me

Yes Aya has been incredible and the only time i interacted with entities. Not like the ones you met though. I met some human/animal hybrid circus figures that kind of mocked me but without bad intentions. And a Goddess that i associate with the Aya plant's spirit

Haha, you're welcome! Keep going! Lots of good material out there. Definitely look into the Martin Fleishmann Memorial Project on YouTube for more recent findings, if interested.

That's very cool and interesting about the black humanoids. I feel like I've heard similar from others in the past.

It's also interesting how it seems common that people how take Aya encounter more fantasy-like entities (goddesses, dragons, hybrids, etc.) arriving with fun-making, helpful, teaching and/or loving intentions. I've heard that in many cases. Such a beautiful mystery...

 

[Here&Now]

Yeah, I'm all over the place with hobbies and interests. Yes, I meant zero-point energy (ZPE). An important topic mentioned across physics and sci-fi, but that carries very real paradigm shifts and deep implications for life on earth. The topic is actively re-emerging at a growing rate, which is wonderful to see. I'd bet the folks in hyperspace would have more to add, but alas, in the form of a 4D sandwich.

Very nice; ZPE is an interest of mine as well. Not as much regarding the physics (where I'm kind of a dunce), but rather the practical implications, as well as how it ties into spiritual realities. An infinite wellspring of energy that sources from the most base-layer fabric of reality has some very interesting parallels to descriptions in mystical traditions.

I appreciate your response. It's true, there are so many mysteries regarding these 'encounters.' I agree that there is some control mechanism within our minds that affects the experience, whether the experience contains actual external conscious agents or not. I am open to these weird encounters being a part of my specific subconscious, a remix of layers of my conscious experience, or true external beings, but the experiences sure are inexplicable. Such is life! Perhaps programs like DMTx or others will reveal more. Regardless, I intend to explore more as the experience, while semi-traumatizing, did me no harm (as far as I can tell) and just left me with more curiosity. Last time I had no icaros or meditation music on, and went in with more fear than is ideal. I think a 20min meditation beforehand with some intention setting will help improve the experience greatly. Perhaps increasing dose will help to potentially catapult past those guys, or to at least extend the experience duration, as the last one felt like 2-3min.

I've been following DMTx a bit as well. That's awesome how they're pushing the limits and exposing humans to extended states in hyperspace. I'd be really curious to hear about their ultimate conclusion. Personally, it's my opinion that much of what's experienced on DMT is objectively real, even if on a more subtle level of shared consciousness that's only accessible via psychedelics or awareness-based techniques.

How much experience do you have with psychedelics in general? Any others besides DMT?

 

[BlindCycles]

Very nice; ZPE is an interest of mine as well. Not as much regarding the physics (where I'm kind of a dunce), but rather the practical implications, as well as how it ties into spiritual realities. An infinite wellspring of energy that sources from the most base-layer fabric of reality has some very interesting parallels to descriptions in mystical traditions.

Awesome. I am in a similar boat, though I am learning the physics bit by bit. You put it well though, there are clear connections and parallels, dare I say "hints," in many ancient texts and structures. The geometries found in many structures are the most important guides, it seems.

I've been following DMTx a bit as well. That's awesome how they're pushing the limits and exposing humans to extended states in hyperspace. I'd be really curious to hear about their ultimate conclusion. Personally, it's my opinion that much of what's experienced on DMT is objectively real, even if on a more subtle level of shared consciousness that's only accessible via psychedelics or awareness-based techniques.

How much experience do you have with psychedelics in general? Any others besides DMT?

Great, and indeed! I cannot fathom spending an hour in hyperspace (yet), but I am sure there is much that will be discovered in those journeys. I agree with your opinion about DMT experiences being objectively real, at least under more evolved definitions of reality. Is there such a huge separation between mind and material; imagination and the conscious waking state? Methinks that there is less separation than most would be comfortable with considering.

I have quite a bit of experience, I suppose. Mainly with the fungi, having taken multiple high dose journeys with PE, in particular. Similar story with Lucy, though I have not pushed that too far so as to avoid unpredictable permanent effects that I've seen with others. The fungi is my main tool, and I almost always have a positive experience. I will say though, the experience has evolved after Dimitri entered the story. Now the experiences with PE are much more like a positive breakthrough experience (at least with closed eyes), often involving massive fractal dragons...but that's another story. The only other psychedelic I've tried was salvia, once, decades ago. I became the sofa in Al Bundy's living room from Married with Children... so I never did it again lol.

How about yourself?

 

[Here&Now]

Awesome. I am in a similar boat, though I am learning the physics bit by bit. You put it well though, there are clear connections and parallels, dare I say "hints," in many ancient texts and structures. The geometries found in many structures are the most important guides, it seems.

Great, and indeed! I cannot fathom spending an hour in hyperspace (yet), but I am sure there is much that will be discovered in those journeys. I agree with your opinion about DMT experiences being objectively real, at least under more evolved definitions of reality. Is there such a huge separation between mind and material; imagination and the conscious waking state? Methinks that there is less separation than most would be comfortable with considering.

I'm right there with you.

I have quite a bit of experience, I suppose. Mainly with the fungi, having taken multiple high dose journeys with PE, in particular. Similar story with Lucy, though I have not pushed that too far so as to avoid unpredictable permanent effects that I've seen with others. The fungi is my main tool, and I almost always have a positive experience. I will say though, the experience has evolved after Dimitri entered the story. Now the experiences with PE are much more like a positive breakthrough experience (at least with closed eyes), often involving massive fractal dragons...but that's another story. The only other psychedelic I've tried was salvia, once, decades ago. I became the sofa in Al Bundy's living room from Married with Children... so I never did it again lol.

How about yourself?

lol, that's a great description of salvia. What a zany wildcard that one is. I actually don't have personal experience with it, but I've read a lot of trip reports that make me wonder what kind of bizarreness it's trying to reveal.

Yeah, sounds like you've got experience with most of the classics. I'm pretty similar, with the addition of the popular RCs (4-HO-MET, 4-HO-MiPT, 5-MeO-MiPT, etc). As far as I can tell, I think I've at least tried every psychedelic worth trying, just to see what they each bring to the table.

The reason I asked is because I noticed you mentioned above about catapulting past entity contact. For that particular goal, there are a few psychedelics that might better serve you. Have you ever come across any reports that describe an experience of a non-dual, ego-death kind of whiteout? Or have you maybe had this experience yourself? When discussing what's on the far end, past entities and endless variety, I'd point to that experience of the infinite singularity. With that goal in mind, 5-MeO-DMT, 5-MeO-MALT, and high doses of LSD would be your primary tools. I may be telling you something you already know, but your statement compelled me to offer up some advice from someone who had/has the same considerations.

Incidentally, I suspect there's a strong connection to the concept of ZPE tied into that state of existence. Perhaps it's the first-person consciousness-based expression of it.

 

[BlindCycles]

The reason I asked is because I noticed you mentioned above about catapulting past entity contact. For that particular goal, there are a few psychedelics that might better serve you. Have you ever come across any reports that describe an experience of a non-dual, ego-death kind of whiteout? Or have you maybe had this experience yourself? When discussing what's on the far end, past entities and endless variety, I'd point to that experience of the infinite singularity. With that goal in mind, 5-MeO-DMT, 5-MeO-MALT, and high doses of LSD would be your primary tools. I may be telling you something you already know, but your statement compelled me to offer up some advice from someone who had/has the same considerations.

Incidentally, I suspect there's a strong connection to the concept of ZPE tied into that state of existence. Perhaps it's the first-person consciousness-based expression of it.

Cool that you've experienced so many of the substances! I am curious to try more myself, but have no access to the RCs and such. Perhaps one day.

As for the non-dual whiteout experience: no, I haven't exactly had that experience yet. At least not from a psychedelic like 5-MeO-DMT and the others you mentioned. I've never had access, though I would definitely try it. I have certainly learned a bit about it. Never heard of 5-MeO-MALT, but I'll dig into that soon; thanks for mentioning! The really high dose LSD is daunting. I have an absolutely great life that I love now, and fear that high dose LSD (a 10 strip or something) would be risking my mental health. Never had issues with psychedelics and my mental health, but I'm wary of pushing the limits too far.

I also suspect your suspicion is right on point! That state of unification and oneness that folks report on 5-MeO-DMT sounds a lot like becoming one with that zero-point. This of course implies consciousness as fundamental, which I 100% believe as true.

 

[Here&Now]

As for the non-dual whiteout experience: no, I haven't exactly had that experience yet. At least not from a psychedelic like 5-MeO-DMT and the others you mentioned. I've never had access, though I would definitely try it. I have certainly learned a bit about it. Never heard of 5-MeO-MALT, but I'll dig into that soon; thanks for mentioning! The really high dose LSD is daunting. I have an absolutely great life that I love now, and fear that high dose LSD (a 10 strip or something) would be risking my mental health. Never had issues with psychedelics and my mental health, but I'm wary of pushing the limits too far.

That's a good intuition on your part; I would basically never recommend LSD as the method to get there. I should have mentioned that in my other post. Besides such a long time commitment, it also seems like a less direct road to that particular state, and no guarantee you'll even end up there. Though it's a lot more likely than most other psychedelics, maybe due to its particular effects on brain receptors.

I also suspect your suspicion is right on point! That state of unification and oneness that folks report on 5-MeO-DMT sounds a lot like becoming one with that zero-point. This of course implies consciousness as fundamental, which I 100% believe as true.