Hello fellow travellers
I am somewhat of a seasoned psychaut, with at least 15 trips to hyperspace, a regular microdoser of LSD and a seasonal mushroom tripper, and I want to tell you guys why I'm here.
I'll be straight up, I have bipolar disorder, had been in and out of institutions for over 10 years when i met Dimitry for the first time. First contact was strange and maybe a bit risky for someone in my situation but he absoloutely blew my mind wide open. I remember clearly coming around afterwards and thinking to myself; I need to think in solutions and not focus on my problems. Right there and then I knew this was something that i needed to do again. Sporiodical visits to hyperspace really helped me put things into perspective and take control over my condition.
Early in my studies of this strange world, a being channeled to me the phrase "life is love" and it has stuck with my ever since, feeling and relaying compassion like I had never experienced before. I had a problem with self respect and often ignored things like sleep and medication, which led to many bad things. Slowly but surely I integrated this philosophy into my lifestyle and started to learn how to love myself for who I am. Things started to work out for me and my mental health improved to a point where today I have not been hospitalized for 3 years.
About 2 years ago I remember coming out of a session full of awe and a feeling that i must share this amazing thing with the world and spread the message of love. Knowing myself, a manic psychadelic user, I know that some of the ideas i get might be grandiose, but there was something inside of me that kept me focused on this mission. With all my history of grandiose ideas I feel myself oft bearing the curse of Cassandra, as I have seen a "vision" of the future, but noone belives me.
So I needed to rid myself of this curse. Gain people's trust and respect. How? Lead by example. I've spent all my available effort into becoming the happiest version of myself that ever existed. It has taken a lot of work and self examination. Realisations of what is important and what not. This combined with my history of dealing with unhappiness through traditional medicine gives me a deep well of information and understanding that i would truly like to share with other so they can find happiness as well.
As of today it is still an ongoing process, but i am 4 months deep into writing a book on well-being and have taken on 3 "students" in an attempt to improve their lifes. Success has been moderate, but I am still learning how to be a good teacher. The students are aware of this and enjoy being part of my mission.
I like where my life is headed and although I can't reccomend DMT to everyone, it has been a powerful tool of self discovery that I would like to have a lifetime access to. Where I live only suitable plant for extraction is Phalaris grass and I would like to become proficient in extracting for personal use. Maybe not something I feel confident in doing tomorrow, but maybe with participation in this board it could happen in a few years.
One Love
Alter3go
TL;DR
Smoked DMT, found meaning in life, starting a cult, want to extract from Phalaris someday
I am somewhat of a seasoned psychaut, with at least 15 trips to hyperspace, a regular microdoser of LSD and a seasonal mushroom tripper, and I want to tell you guys why I'm here.
I'll be straight up, I have bipolar disorder, had been in and out of institutions for over 10 years when i met Dimitry for the first time. First contact was strange and maybe a bit risky for someone in my situation but he absoloutely blew my mind wide open. I remember clearly coming around afterwards and thinking to myself; I need to think in solutions and not focus on my problems. Right there and then I knew this was something that i needed to do again. Sporiodical visits to hyperspace really helped me put things into perspective and take control over my condition.
Early in my studies of this strange world, a being channeled to me the phrase "life is love" and it has stuck with my ever since, feeling and relaying compassion like I had never experienced before. I had a problem with self respect and often ignored things like sleep and medication, which led to many bad things. Slowly but surely I integrated this philosophy into my lifestyle and started to learn how to love myself for who I am. Things started to work out for me and my mental health improved to a point where today I have not been hospitalized for 3 years.
About 2 years ago I remember coming out of a session full of awe and a feeling that i must share this amazing thing with the world and spread the message of love. Knowing myself, a manic psychadelic user, I know that some of the ideas i get might be grandiose, but there was something inside of me that kept me focused on this mission. With all my history of grandiose ideas I feel myself oft bearing the curse of Cassandra, as I have seen a "vision" of the future, but noone belives me.
So I needed to rid myself of this curse. Gain people's trust and respect. How? Lead by example. I've spent all my available effort into becoming the happiest version of myself that ever existed. It has taken a lot of work and self examination. Realisations of what is important and what not. This combined with my history of dealing with unhappiness through traditional medicine gives me a deep well of information and understanding that i would truly like to share with other so they can find happiness as well.
As of today it is still an ongoing process, but i am 4 months deep into writing a book on well-being and have taken on 3 "students" in an attempt to improve their lifes. Success has been moderate, but I am still learning how to be a good teacher. The students are aware of this and enjoy being part of my mission.
I like where my life is headed and although I can't reccomend DMT to everyone, it has been a powerful tool of self discovery that I would like to have a lifetime access to. Where I live only suitable plant for extraction is Phalaris grass and I would like to become proficient in extracting for personal use. Maybe not something I feel confident in doing tomorrow, but maybe with participation in this board it could happen in a few years.
One Love
Alter3go
TL;DR
Smoked DMT, found meaning in life, starting a cult, want to extract from Phalaris someday