so how do those who experiment with dmt and creativity go about doing so? obviously, under normal circumstances, you cant very well do much after smoking freebase dmt. i would be an exception to that logic because i am in a pretty extreme blockout mode, dmt does different things for me altogether. i use it in excess, but im beginning to suspect that that is when it really begins to transform your life, and remap the neural pathways, and end the cycle of depression.. im also thinking that i may be experiencing dmt as a hardcore shaman might. i could just about operate a vehicle after a large dose of freebase dmt. i really gotta get some cappi and other things and move into the changa.
anyway, for me, it plays some really strange tricks with your mind. if i wasnt confident, aware, and able to identify the effects of the spice, i could see how someone even slightly unstable, or paranoid would be sent over the edge by the type of halucinations i experience.. everything will feel and seem pretty normal, like im having no effects at all, but then ill see some crazy stuff that looks pretty legit, but is absolute halucination. first couple times it happened, i kinda made a fool of myself by trying to explain to someone whatever kind of activity i was seeing until i finally had to take them in the direction of the activity only to realize that they couldnt see it because it wasnt there.
but this has evolved into a very creative tool. im building a pond and waterfall in my back yard. the waterfall begins with a falling sheet of water, about 2 feet wide, falls from a mossy bluff, over some boulders into a small pool and then cascades over about 3 feet of sloping river rocks situated in about 120 degrees of a circle. 2 foot radius maybe. at this point it settles into the upper pool, that i have plumbed a rocket stove heater into, and can be made hot in about 2 hours.
theres a pump in this pool so that i can keep the waterfall running during hot soaks. but just below this pool is a much larger final pool, about waist deep and very beautiful. there is a larger pump in this pool that makes the experience pretty awe inspiring when its running.
the whole thing is built from river rock, a couple magnificent boulders, and cement.....and a lot of hard work.. and is fed by a very small trickle of water that comes from a spring at the spot where it begins. you can drink from this water.
i literally smoke spice while i work. take a hit, put down the pipe, and either let it show me which direction to move in, or get up and keep working.
anyway, for me, it plays some really strange tricks with your mind. if i wasnt confident, aware, and able to identify the effects of the spice, i could see how someone even slightly unstable, or paranoid would be sent over the edge by the type of halucinations i experience.. everything will feel and seem pretty normal, like im having no effects at all, but then ill see some crazy stuff that looks pretty legit, but is absolute halucination. first couple times it happened, i kinda made a fool of myself by trying to explain to someone whatever kind of activity i was seeing until i finally had to take them in the direction of the activity only to realize that they couldnt see it because it wasnt there.
but this has evolved into a very creative tool. im building a pond and waterfall in my back yard. the waterfall begins with a falling sheet of water, about 2 feet wide, falls from a mossy bluff, over some boulders into a small pool and then cascades over about 3 feet of sloping river rocks situated in about 120 degrees of a circle. 2 foot radius maybe. at this point it settles into the upper pool, that i have plumbed a rocket stove heater into, and can be made hot in about 2 hours.
theres a pump in this pool so that i can keep the waterfall running during hot soaks. but just below this pool is a much larger final pool, about waist deep and very beautiful. there is a larger pump in this pool that makes the experience pretty awe inspiring when its running.
the whole thing is built from river rock, a couple magnificent boulders, and cement.....and a lot of hard work.. and is fed by a very small trickle of water that comes from a spring at the spot where it begins. you can drink from this water.
i literally smoke spice while i work. take a hit, put down the pipe, and either let it show me which direction to move in, or get up and keep working.
