I want to make my intentions here clear…
You may have stumbled on something that is highly sought after. People spend lifetimes (in my belief, in the plural - lots of them) - seeking bodhi. Bodhi is conceptualized in different ways by different Buddhist traditions. I’m going to speak strictly from a Buddhist perspective here. But one thing that the traditions have in common is: skepticism regarding attainments. Each and every one of them shares this. The reason is: when you embark on the religious life, howsoever it be constructed (and it is constructed - with the hope of it ending construction entirely), you are almost guaranteed to attain things on the way. What I love about my religion is the basic recognition of the vast plethora of possible spiritual attainments - none of which, short of bodhi itself, are bodhi. They can certainly appear like bodhi though.
Now, if you have in fact attained something - anything at all - that’s good. Rebirth as a god or an angel is not exactly frowned upon, it indicates great merit. However, if the attainment is not bodhi, but is taken as bodhi, this does not negate the attainment - but it does mean that, when it eventually fizzles out (probably in the next life as some exalted being) - you’ll be back where you are, possibly none the wiser.
For this reason, study is important. I can give examples.
Ajahn Mun, the founder of the Thai Forest tradition, was reputed to have been enlightened. But his enlightenment was not what his tradition understood enlightenment would be. He consulted a scholar monk he knew, who looked through the canon - and found examples in the Buddha’s teaching that appeared to confirm what Mun had found, and which the tradition’s interpretations had missed. Another example: Ajahn Maha Bua, Mun’s student, after Mun died, believed he had attained Nibbana…. But in his confidence, he held onto his skepticism. He looked, very carefully…. And on a deep, subtle level, realized there was a slight effort in his mind to sustain the attainment, meaning it was conditioned, which is not Nibbana as Theravada understands it - the unconditioned. Later, he claimed, he did attain, but even in the moments of utmost confidence, these monks checked to make sure. I cannot cite the exact passage by memory, but I have seen it cited, that the Buddha himself did the same - he checked to make sure - is this the unconditioned, the deathless?
That’s Theravada. Different traditions have different perspectives. But this is shared. Dogen, when he became enlightened, was recognized by his teacher - and he protested! He said no, wait, let’s see if it’s the real deal, don’t confirm me too soon. He later became confident that he had, in fact, been enlightened.
In the Tibetan tradition - boy. Philosophical understanding is unbelievably central to that tradition. They practice too - but the traditional geshe degree (kind of like a PhD, on steroids) takes an average of 20 years to attain (nine if you are a prodigy, but it’s a rare human who can do it) - and then, upon completion, there is a three year, three month, and three day solitary meditation retreat. Someone brings you food and leaves it an area where you will go to collect it - but you will never see that person. Utterly alone, meditating - armed with decades of learning. That’s their general approach. Whenever I’ve spoken to students of Tibetan teachers and asked how they differ from other traditions, they always mention how many books they expect their students to read.
If you are departing this life and have found enlightenment, well done. If you have attained, perhaps not enlightenment, but something, anything - also, well done. But either way - be very skeptical, and be mindful that in traditions where people are enlightened - really are, including the Buddha -! - skepticism is part of it. If you have attained something but it’s not enlightenment, that’s still progress, and that’s good. If it is enlightenment - really is bodhi - you are to be bowed to. If it isn’t though…. Progress is progress. Meditate more. Even Buddhas continue to meditate, so what the hey.