Yes, iv only gone in fully once. That being said recently i have been taking a dose that allows me to straddel here and wherever its taking me. But i always start the session with the intention of going fully in. Like you say through and iv started realizing this aswell i am gaining a better capacity for going back by doing this. I think one day in the near future il be able to take the plunge entirely. Through the refinening of my administration technique, but more importantly refining my monkey brain to a state where its easier for me to let go of it.

Thanks for replying. What you have said has actually help me alot in my process. More then you could imagine i think.:d