There are some threads here about very high doses of DMT. My own experience is that large amounts can be quite scary. In an instant everything seems to lose it's meaning and not just in the external world. There s nothing you can hold on to because everything you would want to hold on to instantaneaously becomes 'unreal' or 'meaningless'. On the other hand i have experienced that often when you feel incapacitated you are most of the time not actually as incapacitated as you think you are.
I had the experience of feeling totally incapacitated once with LSD and i decided to regain some confidence in myself and how much in touch with reality i was. i had a calculator lying around and i decided to do some calculations and check out whether i had done them correctly...It was unbelievable to discover that i was still capable of doing calculations like '37 times 53' without the use of pencil, paper or fingers, but just the head while this had seemed an impossible task.
With extremely high doses of DMT this would be quite a different story but i remember one time that i had to go to take a pee and it felt like i had just climbed mount everest when i finally reached the bathroom, because i feared before that i would never be able to make it.
So the point is that you can be capable of more then you think you are, even when you feel very unable to do anything.
However, still it happens that the power of DMT surprises us. Sometimes a quite normal dose suddenly feels like it's ten times as much just because of in what state we're in at the time. Stuff whe ate, how much sleep we had last night, etc.
I was wondering what 'techniques' to regain focus people use when they suddenly appear to be in much deeper water than they intended to be.
My last trip i tried a tried a combo of ayahuasca and theobromine, jorkest described in his 'whao, whatch out theobromine overdose' report and i had that feeling like 'oh shit, this time i realy went too far'. So i'll be a little more carefull not to overdose the next time, but still i wonder; what do other people do when they find themselves in such a state?
The thing that helped me was, that i was still able to make a distinction in my head between positiveness and negativity, right and wrong, the things that realy matter. But it still scared me how 'abstract' even the most basic things had become.
I had the experience of feeling totally incapacitated once with LSD and i decided to regain some confidence in myself and how much in touch with reality i was. i had a calculator lying around and i decided to do some calculations and check out whether i had done them correctly...It was unbelievable to discover that i was still capable of doing calculations like '37 times 53' without the use of pencil, paper or fingers, but just the head while this had seemed an impossible task.
With extremely high doses of DMT this would be quite a different story but i remember one time that i had to go to take a pee and it felt like i had just climbed mount everest when i finally reached the bathroom, because i feared before that i would never be able to make it.
So the point is that you can be capable of more then you think you are, even when you feel very unable to do anything.
However, still it happens that the power of DMT surprises us. Sometimes a quite normal dose suddenly feels like it's ten times as much just because of in what state we're in at the time. Stuff whe ate, how much sleep we had last night, etc.
I was wondering what 'techniques' to regain focus people use when they suddenly appear to be in much deeper water than they intended to be.
My last trip i tried a tried a combo of ayahuasca and theobromine, jorkest described in his 'whao, whatch out theobromine overdose' report and i had that feeling like 'oh shit, this time i realy went too far'. So i'll be a little more carefull not to overdose the next time, but still i wonder; what do other people do when they find themselves in such a state?
The thing that helped me was, that i was still able to make a distinction in my head between positiveness and negativity, right and wrong, the things that realy matter. But it still scared me how 'abstract' even the most basic things had become.