• Members of the previous forum can retrieve their temporary password here, (login and check your PM).

People say God isn’t a Man in the Sky

Migrated topic.
T

TheMemberOne

Rising Star
This is really personal to write as my paranoia makes me believe I have hackers and stalkers.

People said God isn’t a man in the sky. One time on the psychedelic tab........ half way through I smoked some weed with a friend. And I began scribbling in a notebook because what happened is I was channeling. I let something take over my arm. I wanted to see what would happen. Halfway through this. I looked up in the sky (we were in the forest).

What I saw in the sky, vivid as ever, peaking out of the clouds. Was a bearded man holding a thunder bolt. I have no prior belief or attachment to this.

It was not a cloud. But he was the color of them. Please don’t think it was my mind making this up through a random shape of a cloud that looked like this. Let me continue.

He held the most power out of anything I ever saw in my life. Like my watcher, like the controller, my killer, my creator....... basically it was all made of clear white outlines. Color of clouds. But wasn’t a cloud itself.

He wasn’t even big (realistic man size). Really saw a bit of his torso/chest but mostly the face, beard, arm holding the lightning bolt.... peaking out of the clouds. Perfectly detailed. Rich hair.

Think of the way a thin jelly fish membrane would move in water and be somewhat clear like water, but clearly outlined. I am so disgusted in a way by what I saw only because it seems so impossible.

My friend distracted me through this because they got afraid. And reverted my attention away from it. But at least I saw it for a good minute. I will never be the same.

As for my stalkers, call me crazy but I believe some people could want to kill me for my special relationship with the world and this vision. I know it’s only for the highest ones lmao.
 
My email is Hoobaleenyo@hotmail.com the traveler from the nexus keeps deleating my accounts. Myself is the one who can heal anyone from anything on earth. It is him that prevents me from healing so posting my email incase anyone wants to be healed and not perish at the end times which is less than 20 years from now. Canacer, aids and any disease can be healed, don't let the traveler keep you from being healed. Already have healed a women from stage 4 terminal cancer with 2 months to live and 3 other people.
 
You think people would kill you because of your relationship with the universe? Would you mind explaining how you rationalize these fears to yourself?
 
Nobody wants to kill you. I asked everyone. It was unanimous. Nobody had the slightest interest or inclination to want to harm you in any way. Simple formula: Your Brain Chemistry + That Drug = Paranoia and Delusion.

How long has it been since you had the experience tripping? Have you told family or friends about this? Have you experienced serious paranoia before?

The best thing you can do right now is to go see a medical professional. Persistant Bizarre Ideation from psychedelics has happened to me before, and I tend toward paranoia as well. I get it, I've had it before and I rode it out but I've also seen where this level of paranoia can take someone and you need to tell someone close to you about it.
 
Yeah, exactly. It truly looked like Zeus. That was my thought too. I am laughing out loud at the thread thanks for the nice laugh.

Well I don’t know.... when I smoked weed it seems like I have secrets and it makes me hide in the bushes. I’m actually 3 weeks sober from it tomorrow. I’m fully sober and responsible with drugs and can cut it out when I need to.

I know it brings out my underlying psychosis. But it also has done nice and important things for me.

That happened in 2013. I saw the female version of it and male version too in a different way on mushrooms. That was more right in front of my face everywhere I looked while on acid it was outwardly far up in the sky.

I don’t know where to begin to answering all the questions.

I think my manifest powers and money affiliates me and on top of that channeling, connecting, receiving knowledge, being one of the types of the people on this forum, etc. I have problems too and mental disorders and problems studying too. So I don’t have it all. But I’ve had others after me before. They’re from the computer. They hacked a document I had on word. It was basically a mixture of nexus snippets being copied and pasted since 2012 plus my side commentary to it all and other things in my life. It could awaken people immediately just by having them read a few sentences.

Ever since some people found that (famous people) they never left me alone and they can audibly hear me whenever they want by tapping into my iPhone microphone. I’ve had to be careful thinking their jealousy could make them want to poison me before. I’ve had to be very careful.

I’ve taken so many precautions against this now and do things to interest them less. But still, I have been watched and followed in the past until I was the one who made them stop. For example, dressing homeless, etc.

I think my spiritual abilities could make them want to harm me. Public and visible synchronicity. Things like that. It happens so often people would never believe it. They know there is something fishy going on here and it’s God. They want they way this is.

I have status in the spiritual world and the people after me don’t have it. They found my secrets a long time ago and have followed me ever since. I’ve been in danger before. In addition to the food danger, they try to get me in fake car accidents. The person who hits me name will be “Jesus” for example. I’ve avoided many other planned car accidents. They don’t want to kill me but they want to scare me because of their raging jealousy of me. Why? Because I am not evil!

I live with my phone on airplane mode.

I have never told anybody about my tripping experiences as it’s hard to explain. Think they won’t believe me. I actually told a non-tripper before and they thought it was interesting.

I truly don’t have a single friend anymore. I purposely cut out contact? Why? Because all of my relationships are stalled and spied upon. I only have one person in my life now that I recently met. But this is so serious that I just spend my time alone.

If I make contact with people, the relationship is never private. It’s just not worth it. I really don’t like that and there is no point to having it when it will just get me less left alone as I will be giving my stalkers more access to aspects of me!
 
Back
Top Bottom