Okay so for a few weeks now I have been dabbling with low doses such as 10mg-20mg quite often to the point of where I am very comfortable with those doses. I would get the very high shroom visuals, OEV, and very strong closed eyes visuals almost to the point where I couldn't tell if my eyes are closed or opened...
On one of my 15mg trips, after exhaled I stared at the sun and as it shined on my face I closed my eyes and saw the visuals like those of alex grey art. Like the crazy fractals and it was a closed eye visual light show, but I was knew I was there and I can open my eyes if I wanted to or whatever....
Then three nights ago, after being relaxed off of some valium I grew some balls and loaded up a sandwich of 29-33mg of DMT into a pipe..... I pretty much perfected how to light the sandwich method without burning so I know inhaled most of it.
Quick setting: my bedroom, next to a opened window, very dimly lit, very comfortable and relaxing. cool breeze out the window.
Okay so heres my trip report
So Three seconds after exhaling... it hit me so fast! I remember seeing like millions of tiny red, blue dots everywhere then all of a sudden I don't remember exactly after that. Then I remember thinking " oh shit the valium isn't going make you forget this" or " this is it now" then my whole mind completely disintegrated!!
At one moment I wasn't even in existence anymore or I forgot that I did DMT. I remember it feeling like it was stripping pieces of my ego.... I felt my girlfriend being stripped away and other stuff I can't think of. Then I remember feeling like I was flying through like a twisted version of my reality sideways or something. it was crazy!! At the moment of remembering myself I remember thinking " I can't wait to get back", " i want my girlfriend" etc.
Then some other crazy stuff happens.
I remember lifting my head once on my bed and opened my eyes then put my head down then I fell/turned into like a billion pieces of goldish material into really black darkness, then I remember seeing for like a instant goldish brown gears spinning.... then I remember flying through complete darkness with these white plane looking things that leave neon streak trails as its moving and I was just flying with them for what seemed like a while...
After it ended it felt like I was coming down into my body from my window. I remember seeing my window then it like slowly dawns to me that I'm me its was a freaking weird feeling!!! I open my eyes and everything in my room is like shiny white diamonds glistening sparkling with complete black darkness and a blue tinge.
When I got back I freaking felt like I came from outer space or transported somewhere!!! It was 4am and I wanted to call my GF ASAP tell her just what the f just happened! I hugged my floor and was so happy to be back!!!!
Most of my trip I remember actually turning into something else like becoming a piece of the universe. I remember this being the most distinct feeling right after getting out of the trip. Once my ego was gone, I turned into like some other material or something! then I remember the stuff above..
Its definitely the craziest experience ever, and I can't wait to try it again!!
