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aftertoke

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I have only truly talked with a full-blown entity once while on a salvia trip. You can read about my experience here.

I'm extremely curious about what kinds of communication other people have experienced with entities while on dmt, salvia or other entheogenic substances. I especially want to know about the ones that either gave you some kind of wisdom to bring back with you or ones that helped you along your journey.
 
Forgive spelling/grammar errors, this is taken directly from my journal.

Dose ~50mg DMT

I decide to jump right in with the biggest dose yet. Suddenly, the minute details about colours and shapes become insignificant when compared to what happened this time. First hit, good. Second hit, can't remember too great...I got a huge rush from the first hit and the effects were coming on strong. I remember putting down the bong and then closing my eyes. This time, I held the smoke in while the trip was starting. When I finally exhaled I was already in a "room" and things were looking good.

I don't remember how, or when, or why...But suddenly it got dark. Everything got very dark, and so did I. Impossible to describe, "I" no longer existed, yet I was there. I was part of everything, my body was the equivalent of a practical joke in terms of my ability to realize it. Nothing mattered, nothing mattering didn't even matter.

I see shapes below me that looks like a pile of cubes. Colourful and vibrant. No idea what it was, but I think I came out of something like it, it was definitely around me somehow. I am aware of two beings, I knew right away they were different than before. One being was a huge joker face (smiling mask) with colourful outlines (shpongle resemblance). The other being was the female being that I always see. She was also huge this time, perhaps her true form? No real defining attributes, just a silhouette kind of thing. The joker was brilliant, genius, creative and funny. He was stunning. I don't know much about him yet, but he's definitely important.

The woman seemed to somehow reassure me about this reality. There were objects flying past me, time started to bend and twist, sound along with it. I saw a fraction of our reality, I noticed it was somehow divided up as infinite pieces all reflecting somehow. It flew past me and I realized it was a very intricate system, how time works for us. A few more objects were floating around me, I never really looked at them. There seemed to be a room to my right, but this place wasn't a room, this was somehow beyond a room...Perhaps the rooms are just a mask to help orient newcomers to what really goes on.

I kept feeling like the woman was somehow "watching" over us. I began to realize the christian ideas (although completely and utterly flawed) are not far from the truth. There is "someone" who is guiding this world, but not in the way we might think. Human value may not play into account here, we obviously have alot to learn.

I kept saying to "myself", whatever or whoever that was..."I get it! I finally understand, I've finally seen it!" It was pure bliss, and she seemed to encourage me when I said/understood this. I had the feeling she was trying to tell me not to worry about anything. Everything is ok, it's all going good, she is taking care of us. I can't speak for the rest of mankind, but I hope it means that what I'm doing shouldn't be done any other way.

Thoughts...Hunger, famine, pain...etc. It's completely meaningless. Yes, it's not very pleasant to feel pain, but we all die and we all exist...That's all that matters, human suffering is meaningless, our bodies are just big babies :p
 
I really liked reading that. What other things has this woman communicated to you? Or do you just see/feel her presence?
 
I can't really make sense of it yet, She appears in every trip I undergo. The first ever DMT trip is was as if I materialized into an "observation" room. She was just watching me, and she showed me a real hypercube and that's it. More recently, I've seen her in a lab coat while examining me with other beings in a lab room, and also a lecture room like at a university with just her in the audience. She always shows me an object from her reality if I cooperate in the trip...Meaning, if I stay calm and let them examine me I get rewarded. Much like a dentist rewards a child with a lollipop :p

I haven't taken DMT since that last breakthrough trip, but I might in a few weeks.
 
dmt really fascinates me. I can't wait to start exploring hyperspace (although from the hundreds of trip reports I've read it will most definitely kick me in the ass.) It's really interesting that a lot of people see similar things or have similar experiences. The examination theme seems to come up quite a bit, though some seem to be way more graphic than others. I don't know what I'd think after being dissected by aliens or ending up in a fiery hell-type realm (or getting into a fight with Captain Falcon haha) but I guess I'll have to wait and see what dmt has waiting for me :D
 
For sure. It takes a few runs to get accustomed to the intensity of it, especially if it's your first psychedelic. I suggest starting low, once you get accustomed the colours and shifty objects try increasing the dose. Of course it's different for everybody, but this worked well for me. Don't shoot straight for a breakthrough dose because it'll just eat your brain.

Best of luck, the members on this site are always willing to help you if you decide to extract. They were very patient with me :p
 
The first entity/being or what have you that i encountered was on saliva. It was this funny smiling orange tan huminoid face that appeared at the top of some pine tree giant gravity wheel i was in. By gravity wheel i mean those strange salvia trips where your awareness seems to merge with nonliving matter in all sorts of impossible ways. The wierd thing is i later saw this same exact being on dmt.

My first few dmt trips were very strange with no beings in full view. It took me a while to perfect my smoking method. During many sub-breakthroughs this humanish creature would often come into view from afar and greet me at the beginning of the trip with something in front of him moving rapidly and so my initial reaction was an indifference toward him tinted with fear. It looked like many things, and if i maintained a stance of fear towards it i could watch it morph into all sorts of disturbing things this guy was carrying. I just had this idea stuck in my mind that i was sick of only being able to encounter this particular being with his usual games so when this happened he would disappear and i'd be stuck with another unsuccessfull attempt

On a high dose of dmt i encountered this jester creature again. After the last toke i looked up and among some visuals was this face again but this time these hands that were playing with some sort of fluorescent floating liquid that he was controlling. He had a very whiley and strange expression. I wasn't sure what was going to happen and then some blue female presence appeared from my right and liften me up above my body, off to the right some. I could feel a female presences sorounding my consciousness and they where playing with my thoughts and feelings like i was some sort of instrument made of different frequencies and color. I felt many thoughts and emotions that they were playing with in a synesthesia of colors that i wish i could remember more. It was the most loving comforting and strangely familiar feeling. Afterword i thought it was interesting that my salvia had been sitting just to the right of me.

The next time i did dmt in this spot the jokester being appeared again but in full form and i began to figure out a lot about him. I left my eyes open and he suddenly cartwheeled into the room in such a comical way i burst out laughing. It was very intense and the female presence came from the right wrapping its love around me comforting me. The guy began running around my room at the speed of a fast forwarding movie and made other rooms or dimensions branch off of my room and he started playing with these objects that was coming out with them. i could sort of zoom in and watch, but I couldnt make out what they were and memory of it is bad.

At one point during this i thought about that disturbing thing he kept coming at me with during sub breakthroughs and at that exact moment of the thought he ran at me with his hands shaking extremely fast in front of him, and then in the same split second he got back to what he was doing. I realized oh shit that's what it was this whole time! Turns out he would do this when i had bad thoughts about his intentions, which weren't really bad at all. After this i sort of centered myself trying to relax and understand and he mimicked what i was doing mocking me from across the room on my bed with a mischievous smile.

I laughed and some other things happened but the strangest part of it all was when i zoomed in on his face and I realized he looked exactly like me atleast for those few seconds. I was sort of flabergasted and started contemplating the idea of different aspects of the psyche and future selves and what not, but he was always changing color and form slightly so i figured it was probably one of his games.

I've seen a few other beings but this has been the one i encountered first and most often. I've only been able to journey twice since then and its been a few months since I have at all!:cry: And i don't like using it when i'm not 100% so I haven't been able to in a while, but hopefully this week with thanksgiving break that will change! :d

PC & Love
 
I had my first entity experience two trips ago. It was fun, extremely playful, and erotic. It was the first time I had seen any kind of discernible figure. There were large gem shaped geometric shapes layered on each other, spinning and shimmering similar to those novelty wind-chimes. These arms and legs started to reach out, from behind the layers, and dance. All symmetrical and only shoulders and thighs were seen. The arms would reach out at me, pinch a point in space, and literally rotate the time and space around me in step with the rotating shimmering gems of dancing arms.. @_@ That memory always makes me smile..

The last time was a female figure too, but this time she was a slow moving silhouette of different geometric shapes. She turned, distinctly to me, bent over and blew me a kiss.

Needless to say I look forward to seeing her again, and frequently. We have a lot of catching up to do. :)
 
all very strange, isn't it?

the first few times, it was glimpses of other people, usually adults.

then i began seeing children every time i broke through.

i am often transported to a sort of steam-punk style workshop. the children are running around pulling antique levers and turning brass knobs, as if busily directing the visions i see. one time they were all jumping rope with bright rainbow ropes of energy. once in a while they will approach me and gesture but it's never very clear what's happening.

the most elaborate contact was this: i found myself being transported in the back of a helicopter. i was prone on a gurney and the children were crowded in with me. they were playfully taunting me, pointing out the open side door as we flew above the valley i live in (i could see the redwood trees outside the helicopter door). there was no verbalizing, but the message i got was they were saying, "so, you didn't think we were powerful? check this out."

i used to read so many trip reports all over the net and frankly I was skeptical. all the entity stuff - elves, tykes, etc. - the playful teasing nature of the these children, the communication, flying in strange vessels, being probed. it was all so similar. it sounded like people were just embellishing their experiences after reading T McKenna. so i was FLOORED when all these things began happening to me. i don't attribute any of it to anything supernatural - i reserve my judgment for now - but i'm truly fascinated by how pervasive some of these experiences are.
 
Man I hate pissing on peoples parade sorry. As some may know I have not seen or met any entities in decades of trips. When I say entity by this I mean a intelligent being, who is able to communicate in a matter that I could be sure was not of my own mind. A external intelligence beyond myself if you will.

I am not sure how we define these things:roll: that is why we discuss it. I see visions of people, geometrical patterns that resemble living things, cartoon beings passing by ect. To me these are NOT entitys but merely scenes in my mind. Are the images I see on a TV set entities? I say no way.

Maybe there has been a intelligent entity who contacted a DMT tripper but the message was obscured by all the other scenes playing out in the minds eye or imagination if you will.

So WTF is a entity? Maybe I do see them all the time on TV, my minds eye, at the movies or in the mirror behind me :shock:
I just saw a entity that looked just like me:shock: Im scared:( .....:lol:



PEACE
MV
 
MagikVenom said:
Man I hate pissing on peoples parade sorry. As some may know I have not seen or met any entities in decades of trips. When I say entity by this I mean a intelligent being, who is able to communicate in a matter that I could be sure was not of my own mind. A external intelligence beyond myself if you will.

I am not sure how we define these things:roll: that is why we discuss it. I see visions of people, geometrical patterns that resemble living things, cartoon beings passing by ect. To me these are NOT entitys but merely scenes in my mind. Are the images I see on a TV set entities? I say no way.

Maybe there has been a intelligent entity who contacted a DMT tripper but the message was obscured by all the other scenes playing out in the minds eye or imagination if you will.

So WTF is a entity? Maybe I do see them all the time on TV, my minds eye, at the movies or in the mirror behind me :shock:
I just saw a entity that looked just like me:shock: Im scared:( .....:lol:



PEACE
MV
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The entity I'm talking about hasn't spoken to me. By entity I think most people are inferring to a presence. The feeling that you aren't just looking at a bunch of shapes, but that you're sharing the physical space with something tangible/intangible.
 
Thanks for your reply. I have felt a intelligent presences as well but I am not really sure that I consider that a entity as I could not confirm any real communication. I guess there is some ambiguous aspects to the term "entity". I would be very interesting to know a official Nexus definition I will check the Wiki maybe it is already there and I an ignorant of the proper definition.

A interesting topic possibly one of the most interesting aspects of the DMT experience. I would be curious to get a better understanding of this aspect of the psychedelic experience as reports of this psychological phenomena seem common to most. I have not been able to generate very much information with my own experiences in spite of the large number of attempts over a considerable period of time.


Peace
MV
 
The entities I have seen that I actaully concider intelligent entities, weather of the mind or not..seemed to actaully be in the room with me and spoke either literally or telepathically to me..and it was always things of importance, messages about our culture and my own personal development etc...

I have had visions of people and whatnot as well..but these are different from the actual "contact" type of expereinces..and it never ever manifests unless I take a decent dose and lay down through the peak in a dark room..mescaline and LSD dont do it for me..though I dont take mescaline in the dark.. Ayahuasca, psilocybin, DMT and salvia are the only ones that get me there, and with bufotenine I have seen these shadow like nymph things on 2 occasions now and they seem to actaully be trying to get my attention to show me these "things"..strange but I seem to be having something similar to terrences trip when I take enough bufotenine with MAOI's..
 
fractal enchantment said:
The entities I have seen that I actaully concider intelligent entities, weather of the mind or not..seemed to actaully be in the room with me and spoke either literally or telepathically to me..and it was always things of importance, messages about our culture and my own personal development etc...

I have had visions of people and whatnot as well..but these are different from the actual "contact" type of expereinces..and it never ever manifests unless I take a decent dose and lay down through the peak in a dark room..mescaline and LSD dont do it for me..though I dont take mescaline in the dark.. Ayahuasca, psilocybin, DMT and salvia are the only ones that get me there, and with bufotenine I have seen these shadow like nymph things on 2 occasions now and they seem to actaully be trying to get my attention to show me these "things"..strange but I seem to be having something similar to terrences trip when I take enough bufotenine with MAOI's..
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That is very interesting I wish I could get myself. I just had a interesting experience the other night I locked right into the "distinct voice in the head" trip but it was a one way conversation. I could hear it getting louder after the second hit it encouraged me to load up a bit more and go all the way witch I did. I experienced a time split if you will.

Half of my visual field remained normal I could see my cat curled up at the foot of my bed and the normal room. The voice was booming in my head a computer voice not a human tone. The other half of my vision was me as a being morphing thru very uncomfortable places almost like experiencing death once each second as fast as they could flash by for about 5min. I did not find this unpleasent because it was pretty mild compared to most missions I am used to these strange things.

The voice was a mix of nonsensical rhymes and single sentence statements that made no particular sense at the time or a week later in spite of multiple attempts to duplicate the experience and learn more. Fasting, extended meditation, proved of no use in deciphering this interesting experience.

This is one reason I dont post to many reports my trips would scare most away from DMT. They are very weird and disturbing in there very nature I am used to it and continue to return trying to make some concrete sense of it all. There are benefits beyond a doubt I just wish I could pin them down and integrate them more efficiently.

Peace
MV
 
I have had a few entity contacts during my travels, but only one really sticks out at me. This was when I first started testing the waters, just learning the effects of DMT. I was sitting in my yard looking out at the field next to my house in the middle of a very sunny warm day. After I took the hit (maybe 10-20 mgs) I just closed my eyes and let the visons envelope my conciousness. This was by no means a break through dose, it barely had any OEVs, but when I closed my eyes, my phosphenes had rearanged themselves into the out line of a spinnig wizard with triangular fractals flowing out of his head. It seemed as though a being was tring to contact me, but I was so far a way from hyperspace they could only make their precense known. But this whole time I could tell the wizard was trying to tell me something, but I was afraid if I got up and smoked some more I would loose contact with him. I sat there for a good 45 minutes just focusing on the connection I had with this being, and trying to will him into our dimension.

That is the only time I have ever had entity contact on a sub breakthrough dose, but I have met the same entity on a breakthrough dose and he was eventually able to tell me what he was trying so hard to. Hes the only reoccuring subject in all of my DMT travels, I see him as my guardian in that relm. When ever things get too heavy, I give up control to him and he convices hyperspace that I am worthy.

Before DMT I was not a spiritual person at all, I am conpletly aware that it is just a chemical restructuring of your brain, but it still feels like there is somthing more to it than that.
 
Well I think a few of you may have read about my encounter already, but anyway...

My only 'entity experience' so far was incredibly vivid and unique...I haven't experienced anything like it before or since in all my journeys.

I had ingested 2g of Rue and 10g of fresh Copelandia cyanescens 'Hawaiian' mushrooms, in the comfort of my best friends room, quite a few years ago now...

I was in a state of incredible, nirvana like bliss, and quite suddenly, from the mass of fractals and colours, this central point formed in the centre of my vision, and from this emerged a fantasically vivid, alien, alive, bioluminescent octopus, humming with energy. It was clearly having a good luck at me, and as it ectoplasmed up the wall like a giant alien amoeba, it spat out colours and fractal forms accross the room towards me, almost like some bizarre attempt at communication. The octopus remained for half a minute or so before dissolving back down that central point from which it had emerged.

Was quite a magical experience, and one I won't forget. And its weird as octopoids seem to crop up in other peoples experiences as well now and again.
 
One thing that strikes me is always the tangibility of entity contact, especially the sensation of touch.

Experiences can become very frightening if one tries to fight them, rather than just relaxing, and accepting... getting groped by all kinds of things from other dimensions. :shock:
 
I really liked these posts... I can't wait until I start experiencing dmt for myself. I even have a few friends that want to try it after having been shown some of the posts on the Nexus.

How many of you have experienced an octopoid? I've read a few reports of this nature. Bancopuma, if I run into that octopus in my travels I'll be sure to say hi for you :D
 
aftertoke said:
I really liked these posts... I can't wait until I start experiencing dmt for myself. I even have a few friends that want to try it after having been shown some of the posts on the Nexus.

How many of you have experienced an octopoid? I've read a few reports of this nature. Bancopuma, if I run into that octopus in my travels I'll be sure to say hi for you :D
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Let go of any notion you have of this kind of rendezvous.

Hyperspace itself IS the entity. It is infinitely dividable and alive.

It will use your memories, like a shape-shifter, to inhabit the space where you escape.

Within this universal scaffolding exists the reflection of every possible being...

The possibilities and programs executable here are Endless.
 
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