I don't mean to dig up this relic of a thread, but I thought this would be an appropriate place to start posting on the forum. I've been a long time reader but since the DMT entities are what is most puzzling to me about the psychedelic experience, I figured this would be a good place to start.
Almost all of my trips have had contact with some type of entity or another, whether direct contact or simply being aware of another presence, so perhaps I should just start at the beginning.
My first psilicybin trip I was sitting on the couch with my girlfriend and I sort of phazed into a rainbow colored wave that I was surfing on. During the time, I was convince this was heaven and I had died but was quite happy about this revelation. My girl nudged me slightly and brought me back to earth and I said to her 'where the hell was I just now?'. As I was saying these words in my peripheral vision I noticed a shadow being. Shadow being might be slightly misleading as I didn't feel this was a negative entity, it merely appeared as a silouhette in my living room. It had a strange shape, sort of like a dragon man (he had a very large dragon-esque tail, perhaps one of these lizard entities people see sometimes). As it turned to leave by walking through the wall of my house, he sent me some sort of telepathic message which only had one word in it's content: 'Magellan'. This was a personal message that I have since figured out what was meant by that word and since it would have no bearing on anyone else's experience, I won't share what it meant but it had to do with my childhood.
My second entity experience I was tripping with a close friend of mine and we were laying next to each other on my bed and when I looked at her body, dozens of gnomes were hammering and doing things to her body. It was almost like her body was a city they were hard at work constructing. They took no notice of me, but they were the classical looking gnomes with pointy hats, large jolly bellys, and beards. I said, in a half trance to my friend 'Hey... X... you got gnomes on you...' lol.
Another time I was struggling during the pre-breakthrough phase and was having a very difficult time letting go of my ego when I sort of tore into hyperspace suddenly. As I did this, to my astonishment I saw a perfect representation of one of santa's elves sitting against a rock cave wall that made up the back of my head. This is incredibly hard to explain, but if my face were essentially hollow, on the opposite side of my eyes was a rock cave wall and this elf was pressing himself up against the wall, like he was trying to get a peak at my world. As I burst forth into that realm, my sudden appearance must have startled him because he stared at 'me' in wild eyed surprise, like he had been caught in the act. Probably the cutest little bugger I've ever seen.
Yet another time, I didn't actually see these entities, but as my eyes were open I heard a telepathic message that was clear as day say (and it didn't seem directed at me, but it was ABOUT me). "The problem with this one is he remembers he's perfect, but when he looks in the mirror he doesn't see that person so he thinks he's lost, but he doesn't realize he's been right here the entire time!" This actually brought me to tears because I understood what was being said about me and I have always felt a strange emptiness when I look in the mirror, like I've always thought 'Is that REALLY who I am?'
The most profound and recurring entity encounters I've had though are with a specific being I've referred to as Teo (after Teonanacatl, the aboriginal term for the mushrooms I had ingested when I first encountered this being). Teo is an odd and wonderful creature. He is very jovial and knowledgable and seems almost like a big brother to me, like he's responsible for my education while I'm here on Earth. When he first appeared to me, he was a radiant green and looked so similar to the pictures of Teonanacatl you can find on the interent that's what prompted me to refer to him as 'Teo'. Anyways we had a riveting conversation in which I asked about the nature of god and who I am underneath my skin. He taunted and joked with me about it throughout the entire conversation by saying, 'well, what do YOU think?' and I'd come up with dozens of things like 'god must be a self reflecting mirror that stretches into eternity and we are just on this one side of the mirror, is that close to it?' and Teo would reply 'well, it's sort of like that, and at the same time your 100% completely wrong. Rule #1 and let's take it from the top: who you are, cannot be described!' Everytime we would arrive at this impasse music would flood into my inner space and Teo would dance like a maniac which brought great joy and excitement to me. This encounter reminds me very much of the episode of Futurama where Bender meets 'god' and says 'well maybe your not god but the remains of a satellite that collided with god' to which the god entity responds 'that seems probable'. It was like any answer I gave was correct and wrong at the same time, the meaning being god must be everything so there isn't a totally correct way to language what it is/isn't.
I'll close with my most profound encounter with Teo. On the largest dose I've ever taken, I was rocketed through hyperspace and got waaaay further 'out' then I've ever been before. I think I may have toured other realities or something, but they were strangely familiar to me and I haven't sorted out what that was all about. However, I ended up in this... place that was like an organic green color. I'm sure some here might know what I'm referring to when I say it's sort of like a green liquid (but not totally liquid) membrance that was sort of ciruclar, circular as in it encompassed the area where 'I' was at. To the bottom of my field of vision was some sort of hyperspacial object that I took at the time to represent out universe and that it actually was very, very tiny when looking at it from the outside. Teo was directly in front of my field of vision, and behind him were 3-4 others that looked just like him. They had bright neon green bodies that where translucent, very much resembling the heat pattern you can see when you look at hot pavement. Their heads had no discernible features, but they were sort of pointy. I heard someone else explain they had a similar encounter with these entities and they had described them as having heads 'shaped like a 4-pointed star' That's the closest description I've ever come across so I'll use it here. Anyways, the other beings behind Teo sent out a telepathic message 'Is he ready to come with us?'. Teo looked at 'me' then responded with 'no... he's not finished playing his games yet.' At this point the other 4 beings began to leave and I was saddened, unbelieveably saddened, that I could not go with them, wherever it was they were going.
Whew! So sorry for such a long first post, but I've never gotten a chance to disucss these encounters with anyone who doesn't just tell me its a trick of my mind (which, as I'm sure others can relate, when you're having these encounters there is absolutely NO question that they are 100% real. Realer then real if that makes sense). Thanks for taking the time to read what I put.
, fully 3D and rotating round slowly gently touching my face with her tenticles. There was also a ring of writing and signs rotating round with her. After a while she gifted me with these little plastic spheres of impossible complexity (a bit like spherical rubix cubes), but I clearly wasn't worthy enough.. So she folded back up into her plant bud form and moved on.
