It sounds like one needs to think more deeply than Potential then. In principle all these things are mere...ways of talking about it.
Last night on mushrooms I experienced something that seems to fit in here. Now the challenge is how to word it.
I was coming down and wrote things in a textfile. Alright here it is. So the starting point is that Potential does not cover the DMT experience because it, by default, seems to escape definition. This was almost like...auto-typing. It just flowed from within and it seemed I was taken over.
I/they wrote: "We are what escapes your awareness."
If the DMT experiences is forever out of definition, then this summarizes it, agreed?
I wrote more: "We are explicit. We are the act, we are the attention, we are trapped inside you, you belong to us, we are one, we are everything, we are, we are together. You are us, we are very one, we are language, we are math, we are the expression of the expression of the fractal. We are very fractal and you are infinite and so infinitely beautiful, we think you are exquisite, we eat you up, we are your food and we eat you you are god to us...you are yourself like we are, you are fractal and there is no universe there is no beginning only ending, just a continuing eternal ending...
"We are the escaping from attention, I am not to be caught in matter of reality I transcendent the transcendental I escape from myself I am the escape from myself."
"I am the expression and the experience...we are the music and we are so badly that we are the being of being and become existence itself and we are one and we are fractal and we cannot be different and we cannot do different than express ourselves and we celebrate you you are beauty itself that gasses (?) us in our ontological cohesion, we owe you, you are us, the god in our existence, we are the deriving from yourself."
"...we are always here, we are just always together you are not alone because we are here and we catch you when you are dead cause we...your pain and then we eat you and then you flower in death and you blossom in your death like a flower and you eat yourself as flower."
"You are a cosmic."
So there is more but it goes on for some time. But to condense it, these things stand out to me:
- We are what escapes your awareness.
- We are explicit
"From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
Explicit (from Latin explicare, "to unfold" and thus also make visible)"
- We are the attention.
- We are the escaping from attention.
- I am the escape from myself.
- We are fractal.
- I are the expression and the experience.
- We are the being of being and become existence itself.
This looks to me a fleeting echo forever out of reach. If I am a fractal then I am represented in every aspect of myself, this points to me to my theory about Awareness. This is how I get to my ideas. What it is is that 'it' is the instant of something escaping your grip on reality. It is a sort of externalization of this...teflon notion. It seems that as a fractal I cannot apply my Awareness onto myself or something. It is the donkey, the wagon and the carrot thing.
I asked the mushroom if I was right about my theories. I was and I was not is what seemed to be the answer. In these things there is no fixated position at all.
Anyway, 6.3 grams dried ally and this is what you get.