I haven't been writing in my dream journal lately. I just don't have the time anymore. My dreams are usually vivid and I have better than average recall So What might have been a short dream takes an hour And many pages to fill!
I haven't gotten around to purchasing anymore inducing herbs as I've been indulging on other life projects. I wae able to get a calea plant growing though so hopefully I can put it to use someday soon. Today I also noticed 2 of my silene capensis seeds had germinated
so I can play with that someday far away.
My insomnia started to creep up again a few weeks ago And I became sick around the same time. I too nyquil to fall asleep And have been since then. It knocks my out in like 8 minutes where it usually takes me 30+ without an aid. And let me tell you, that dxm has a powerful effect on dreams! The other day (Friday? The day people spoke of in the what happened this Friday thread) I had a huge breakthrough. I won't go into detail because there is way to much, but a few things happened that I have never experienced or I became more experienced in...
-I became lucid and and remained calm. Usually lucidity wakes me up as I start freaking out. I even freaked out And was still lucid.
-In the timeline of the dream, I was lucid for THREE DAYS
-I thought to myself, this must be what salvia is like. I'm the only one aware of what's really going on.
-At one point, I became irritated with some of the events in my dream and with what my girlfriend was doing In it. I had had enough and grabbed her arm and said 'this isn't real'. And repeatedly told her to wake up. Normally when I wake myself up whether it be from freaking out in a dream or just wanting to abort it, the world pulses, shakes and shimmers, the dream losing form. It does this pretty quickly and eventually everything crumbles and I experience myself being aware of the dream, being aware of waking up, the transition of the dream state and waking state blend, I wake up, And I recall all of it. In the case of this dream, as I told my dreamstate GF to wake up, I experienced it again. After I woke up, I turned to her sleeping form next to me And waited. She awoke seconds later.
Now I'm not all that surprised with that last statement. One would think that making Someone else wake up simply by telling them to while In a sleep state is rubbish. I'm certain I did this though. Why? Well a few months ago, on the day of the first snow, my GF and I both experienced something we'd only heard of.
We were again sleeping normally. In my dream I was at a huge flat grassy area, surrounded by trees, that felt like a graveyard to me. There were no headstones though, just grass. I think the fact that all the people with me there were dead, as far as waking life is concerned is the cause for the graveyard feel of it.
I was there with a friend of mine that has visited my dreams 3 times now. He passed a year and a half ago. We were waiting for something, I don't know what. I was going to introduce him to my girlfriend but she was late in arriving. So I called her using wavelength 60 (a brainwave associated with the WAKING and conscious state). When she answers, she sounds like she just woke up. Although it's probably irrelevant she was hanging out with Simon pegg. I asked her when she was coming and she said She is on her way. I wait. And wait. And wait... eventually I see her car coming down the hill that list next to the 'graveyard' but I feel like I'm beginning to wake. I calm her And tell say, "hurry, hurry!" Which becomes,"did you make it?", then, "wake up. Wake up. Wake up. Wake up. Wake up. Wake up..." As I'm saying this I feel myself begin to soil into the waking state. All the while I'm silently telling her to wake up. I experience the transition again And I continue to tell her to wake up.
Lying there, now conscious, I still mentally tell her to wake up. After a minute, she stirs And opens her eyes. I ask "did you make it?" Thinking she'll have no idea wtf I'm talking about I start to regret the question. Instead she asks, "were there trees And a field?" I do a mental shit-flip! She then begins to describe to me the other stuff In the scene. It takes a minute to sink In but when it does we both start to laugh hysterically. We just had a SHARED DREAM. My brain practically pops. I have no idea how that happened but I will never forget it. For the rest of the day we are playing psychic guessing games with scary accuracy. Guess a number between 1-100. We either get it right immediately or the next try after. We decided to go further and simply ask, What am I thinking of? Again, the accuracy is astounding. Holy shit! is the only way to describe that day.
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