HappyHippie
Rising Star
Hello!
Quick question here about heart palpitations (i.e. uncomfortable awareness of the heart beating) and psychedelics. I've been very aware of my heartbeat since I was around 13 - it abrubtly began one night and never really stopped. After a trip to my GP, then to the nearest hospital, my EKG/X-ray/blood pressure/pulse rate all came back normal and I was sent home again. After a while of the continued awareness I put the cause of this down to anxiety, and I was able to ignore it.
This all changed when drugs came on the scene, specifically psychedelics... For some reason whilst tripping (generally on the come-up and come-down) I become incredibly anxious about my heart (I can literally see it beating through my clothes). It's odd because mentally I feel so peaceful and euphoric, but my heart says the opposite. Obviously I'm not asking for medical advice here, I've been told my heart is fine, I was just wondering if anyone has any experience with anxiety/over-awareness of the body and how to possibly overcome this? I feel like I can never quite let myself go and relax into the experience, it's like my ego is screaming "if you let go of me your heart is going to explode!". Sounds mad I know, but it's very distracting
Anyways, if anyone can offer any advice that'd be lovely! Many thanks guys!
Peace
Quick question here about heart palpitations (i.e. uncomfortable awareness of the heart beating) and psychedelics. I've been very aware of my heartbeat since I was around 13 - it abrubtly began one night and never really stopped. After a trip to my GP, then to the nearest hospital, my EKG/X-ray/blood pressure/pulse rate all came back normal and I was sent home again. After a while of the continued awareness I put the cause of this down to anxiety, and I was able to ignore it.
This all changed when drugs came on the scene, specifically psychedelics... For some reason whilst tripping (generally on the come-up and come-down) I become incredibly anxious about my heart (I can literally see it beating through my clothes). It's odd because mentally I feel so peaceful and euphoric, but my heart says the opposite. Obviously I'm not asking for medical advice here, I've been told my heart is fine, I was just wondering if anyone has any experience with anxiety/over-awareness of the body and how to possibly overcome this? I feel like I can never quite let myself go and relax into the experience, it's like my ego is screaming "if you let go of me your heart is going to explode!". Sounds mad I know, but it's very distracting
Anyways, if anyone can offer any advice that'd be lovely! Many thanks guys!
Peace