Un-welcome?! Never felt that way.  I felt like I was being messed with at times.  I felt like I have had some rather negative experiences but I never felt like I was not welcome.  I guess I never took anything personally.  I figure whatever it is that I am experiencing is happening for good reason and I pay attention.  If I feel fear, I try and feel it all.  If I feel happiness, I feel it all.  I have no preference anymore.  I accept whatever happens with as much grace as I can muster.

When I first started exploring DMT I did it fairly often.  I was excited to do it and for me it was like figuring out a puzzle or something.  I needed more information. All the information I received from many journeys create a definite cognitive dissonance for myself.  I hit a wall. Some of it was boredom. Some of it was confusion. But most of it was living in a way that did not jive with my heart.  My DMT experiences changed me fundamentally.

When you live in a way that does not jive with what you believe deep down then that can create a recipe for negativity. I really don't know how to explain.  It is like something was shown to me through these experiences and I did not feel content or happy until I started to live my life in accordance with what I was shown on DMT.  For instance, love, I felt this very real connection with all living things, a true feeling of love, genuine.  I would normally not give homeless people money.  But there it was, that feeling.  So I give some money to the homeless guy.  The next and so on.  I started giving them bottles of water. Started learning there names.  These people are placed in front of me.  I will not ignore them.  I began to feel a connected with everyone I see everyday.  I began to help wherever I could. And it changed my life to be honest.  I would not have been able to have these experiences in this life now without first having had the DMT experiences.  They opened this up in me in a very real way.  I have a hard time explaining the profundity of it all in my life.

Not sure if that answers anything but that is how I feel about it.  Again language is so limited and the feelings that come in are very strong.  I key in on the strong positive vibes and follow that.  I stay aware of the negative vibe and embrace it like a friend if it comes.  Everything is a lesson.