STFU&LOVE
Rising Star
This is so far the most bizarre phenomena I've run across. I have searched around and found only one reference that was second hand to a particular physical sensation that's been gradually becoming more apparent in my last 4 experiences.
It feels like beads, about size of a BB dropping onto my body similar to the feeling of rain except that every single one lands and bounces 3 or 4 times before coming to a rest. Usually they land on my chest and face and once my mouth was filled with what felt like hundreds, obstructing my breathing, while I had the weight of something like thousands on my chest.
The first few times I experienced this I wasn't sure if I actually had because it was only about 4 or 5 so it was easy to dismiss. However my last 2 experiences were much more centred around these beads and shared a few similarities, that are also new to me. First being a feeling of the presence of people, or something, as I cannot see them, standing over me. I feel as though I am being zeroed in on and there is a brief target like geometric shape. A womans voice then says something to the effect of "aaand he's here" Followed by "There you go" which is repeated with every bead I feel. This phrase repeats faster and faster to the point of it sounding like only the word "go" is being said in high speed, as they begin to rain down on my body by the dozens if not hundreds. All the while, repeating, there are 2 parts of an oscillating tone, first going up, followed by about a second long break, then down, repeated. In between the tones I hear beeps that remind me of a something like a hospital environment.
My initial impression is that a point is trying to be proven with gifts(that I amusingly interpreted as elf poop once) to help me grasp a particular aspect of the experience. It feels both silly, serious, and loving but it baffles me to no end.
I have only recently started seriously exploring this space so I am still in the process of navigating the experience in a way that allows me to take in what I am being shown as thoroughly as possible. I have thought that I might be able to physically handle these beads while they are there, however actually doing any such movements has not been possible. I was unaware that DMT was known for such physical effects so this has really taken me by surprise and given another dimension to the experience to admire and ponder.
It feels like beads, about size of a BB dropping onto my body similar to the feeling of rain except that every single one lands and bounces 3 or 4 times before coming to a rest. Usually they land on my chest and face and once my mouth was filled with what felt like hundreds, obstructing my breathing, while I had the weight of something like thousands on my chest.
The first few times I experienced this I wasn't sure if I actually had because it was only about 4 or 5 so it was easy to dismiss. However my last 2 experiences were much more centred around these beads and shared a few similarities, that are also new to me. First being a feeling of the presence of people, or something, as I cannot see them, standing over me. I feel as though I am being zeroed in on and there is a brief target like geometric shape. A womans voice then says something to the effect of "aaand he's here" Followed by "There you go" which is repeated with every bead I feel. This phrase repeats faster and faster to the point of it sounding like only the word "go" is being said in high speed, as they begin to rain down on my body by the dozens if not hundreds. All the while, repeating, there are 2 parts of an oscillating tone, first going up, followed by about a second long break, then down, repeated. In between the tones I hear beeps that remind me of a something like a hospital environment.
My initial impression is that a point is trying to be proven with gifts(that I amusingly interpreted as elf poop once) to help me grasp a particular aspect of the experience. It feels both silly, serious, and loving but it baffles me to no end.
I have only recently started seriously exploring this space so I am still in the process of navigating the experience in a way that allows me to take in what I am being shown as thoroughly as possible. I have thought that I might be able to physically handle these beads while they are there, however actually doing any such movements has not been possible. I was unaware that DMT was known for such physical effects so this has really taken me by surprise and given another dimension to the experience to admire and ponder.
or....(if you see this: you did right) :thumb_up: a more serious accusation would be: (someone be) feeding the pearls to the swine..., perhaps one should reject both of these space toffee interpretations (floating parasols,victory banners, floating damaroos, rains of flowers & jewels, pearls & incense...etc) they may be just another of these happy tests, but we don't know STFU&LOVE's youniverse for sure...
..we like your verses, perhaps the space ppl did like'em too. :thumb_up: 
