Re-occuring lifeless, synethtic minecraft like open eye environment

[Global]

It's amazing but at the same time just such a disconnected feeling. The way that everything transforms into intense blocks of visuals. Linearity yields to jumpy visual frames, body movements seem robotic and glitchy.

Remember, something to keep in mind is that you're beholding certain features of hyperspace. Beyond that, we know little else so that when you're seeing these computeristic environments, glitchy movements, etc...we know that these are potential features of hyperspace, but not necessarily reality. Surely it may have certain implications in regards to the illusory nature of our reality, but it's not a given that you have this crossover. I can relate to all of these details you describe, and jumpy visual frames and robotic and glitchy things seem to tend to happen IME either when you're burning the spice, or when you've somehow managed to disconnect yourself partially from the experience. If you're not listening to music, make sure you have utmost silence. Make sure if you're doing it inside your immediate surroundings are neat.

Another thing is you must condition yourself to remember that no matter how fast it comes on, or however drastic the change in reality is, everything will always manage to put itself back together in usually less time than you'd expect. Tell it to yourself all day, and then again right before journeying. You want your mind to subconsciously reflexively offer you up this piece of advice the next time you go to panic without having to dig for it.

 

[HumbleTraveler]

Very good point Global I do need to get that point on a subconscious level knowing I will return

 

[Massengill77]

This is recurring. It just happened again. Im beginning to really question why I keep getting this. Am I not going far enough and Im getting stuck in this void-like space between here and 'there', or what. Because its frustratingly bothersome.

15mg freebase, GVG, sittin outside looking up at the night sky. Crickets chirping, it was nice and peaceful. I took in about 2 hits, probably around half of the total dose, sat back closed my eyes and rode the geometry displayed on my eyelids for about 2 minutes. It was nice. No OEV's, just solid smooth CEV's.

I decided to finish off the disc to attempt to go a little further, and, welp, it didnt go so well.

The rest of the dose hit me HARD and fast. In the previous thread I made about a pretty much identical scenario months back, I began to freak out but all I could think was "well, I kinda got what I pushed for again"

I only slightly lost it this time, its such an intensely overwhelming feeling that I literally CAN NOT calm myself. I was like OKAY Im just going to get up and go inside. All I feel is like I was watching everything on my street turn to plastic. The trees, the car across the street, the house, everything just became lifeless and fake looking. I felt like I was made of plastic, like I no longer existed, and that the concept I believe as "me" did not exist, never did exist, and that Im really just the imagination of myself. I jumped up from the chair from being overcome by this environment and feeling like I was scrambling to make the trip end by looking for something that looked familiar. Luckily within a minute, everything was back to almost normal.

Has anyone else encountered a scenario like this frequently? Is this "standard"? I really had a very clear mind and had no negative thoughts coming into it. The identical experience happened months and months ago and I feel as though I had come to terms with it and if it happened again, I would just ride it out and be ok with it. But the in the moment feeling is SO unbelievably intense and overwhelming I just cant seem to shake it and tell myself, "this is the most powerful hallucinogen, just relax and ride it out".

Is it the fact that freebase is just an unforgiving prick and I should reeeeeally bite the bullet and make myself some changa? Or what? Because this whole plastic lifeless void I keep experiencing on moderate doses is becoming quite a pain in the butt.

Yes I know exactly what you are talking about. My hands look like plastic and fake. This is an open eyed trip. Plus I’m seeing In HD, everything looks digital or video gaming.