cheers dude will start very very slow and see what happens i guess i will need to work on my journey and myself before i take the plunge.
I'm sensing a TON of hesitation and almost any excuse u can find to put off or delay your "taking the plunge"
obviously you know yourself and your headspace better than any of us here ever could but dude.. "i guess i will need to work on my journey and myself before i take the plunge" is gobbledygoop. your journey is just fine and there's no amount of "work on yourself" that can prepare you for DMT. frankly i always kindof cringe when i hear someone say "i need to work on myself before i do "insert psychedelic"". like isn't the "insert psychedelic" supposed to
be the work? also there's no level of "readiness" that you just reach that makes it like "ok, readiness achieved now. someone hand me the pipe. i've reached peak readiness to insure a guaranteed successful DMT trip".
just do it or don't. you can prepare and psyche yourself up and read and research forever and never feel "ready". shit, or ever
be ready honestly. but overthinking and spinning your wheels on it doesn't help. that, i promise.
you clearly have the intention to experience what DMT has in store for you bc you went through the effort of performing your own extraction. the only thing left to do now is throw you balls over you shoulder (or ladyballs) and load the pipe and experience nirvana. it WILL be ok. i assure you. and even if it's not, it'll only be not ok for like 10 minutes. but even a rough 10 minutes on DMT is better than weeks/months of wrestling with anxiety and hours and hours spent reading trip reports and watching youtube videos on how to "prepare" for your first DMT trip or looking for some magical mantra that will 100% ensure your trip goes perfectly, all while your first extraction's yield sits there losing potency to oxidation.
i'm not saying don't be safe and informed and go into this experience blind. but based on what you've already said here i don't think you are. i think you're plenty ready. and you just need to get about your business my son.
but in your specific case based on the questions you've asked and the info you've given this is what i would suggest ( "i" being a stranger on the internet who is not a doctor nor a shaman. but i have done a s**tload of DMT... )
i also was wondering about coverting it to a salt i am not sure i am able to get fermric acid
is it possible to use same method but turn to hlc with some 32-36% or what over acids can be used
i don't know anything ab that. if you have managed to extract some straight freebase DMT though that's all u need. going further with more teks to convert x to y or whatever is just more time to push it off. don't complicate it.
i have a bunch of inner demons already i i guess would be good to work on that and eat clean and pure
do you think detox from cannabis is a good idea as i am a wake and bake user but dry herb vape 99.99% of the time i know the sensible reply to this is probably yes
i mean, we all have demons bud. if you're waiting until you successfully get to 0 demons you're never gonna try deems. i mean if you're currently in the middle of a schizophrenic episode or in a state of delerium then like.. yea, obviously not the time to try DMT. but if you're just like, feeling emo today or whatever then you're all good man/wo-man.
eating clean for a few days i'm sure can't hurt but in my experience i don't think that's the kindof thing your trip is gonna hinge on. heck. just a few days ago i ate a full rack of ribs covered in bbq sauce w/ a side of fries dipped in ranch dressing and had a GLORIOUS trip later that evening.. so take what you want from that.
also detoxing from weed is a great idea. but not for anything related to preparation for tripping. that's just another little roadblock you can give yourself to push off "taking the plunge" from what it sounds like.
so brake through will be a loss of sense of the body I am guessing is ego death common on breakthrough
is 20mg about the dose people go for even experienced users or do they feel the need to take more as it can be difficult to brake though
also are there always enteritis at this dose I am guessing 20+ or can that happen at the lower dose like 10-15
not that I am eagerly looking to contact anything just to know what to expect i guess will have to remember
yes breakthrough will most likely be a loss of sense of body. yes ego death is common on bt but not like a 100% guarantee type of thing. no there is no dose that entities always show up at. it's usually at the higher doses (30+mg) where entity contact becomes more common but they often don't show up at all in breakthrough states. quit looking for definite answers on this stuff. they don't exist. the bulk of these experiences are highly subjective. sure there are some vague commonalities but it's best to avoid having a ton of expectations. DMT is all about surrendering and letting go and being open to being shown. setting expectations runs counter to this.
for your dosing question. i'm guessing you're asking if 20mg is the typical "breakthrough" dose. honestly you've got it alittle backwards as far as the experienced users part of the question. ime the breakthrough dose was higher early on bc of technique for vaporizing it being poor until you get the hang of it or get better tools to smoke with. for the first little while it was more like around 30+mg to try for a bt and that was still hit or miss. bc you waste vapor, maybe burn a little bit of it, can't hold all the smoke in long enough, can't bring yourself to take follow up hits, etc.. as time goes on though (main difference maker was getting a gvg for me instead of the classic oil burner pipe) your technique gets better and you're able to maximize the efficiency of your spice. now i can pretty much reliably breakthrough with 20mg taken in 1 big hit or 2 medium sized hits from the gvg.
one more question will be be ok to dose alone on 3 to 15mg.... is a sitter mostly in-portent for the brake-thought
just i cant think of any suitable people they all weed smokers and mumble drill music type that will not understand or mock me if anything
also i stay on 4th floor i dont want to think i can fly and give it a go lol maybe best i go ground floor somewhere i am sure the 3mg - 5mg wont be a issue but its something i need to think about
lots of ppl suggest sitters for your first go. but i'm gonna venture out a bit here and just tell you from my own direct experience. hopefully i don't anger the gods too much.
i've only had a sitter once in all my trips. and that was my very first trip and i was going in head first attempting a breakthrough with 30mg. and if i'm totally honest it didn't help really bc i was self conscious ab them watching me and was alittle in my head ab it and that just made it harder to let go and surrender to the experience. but i don't necessarily regret having a sitter that first time just in case. but again, 30mg bt dose with no idea at all what to expect.
for you though, again not trying to anger anyone, but i think you're totally fine to go it alone seeing as you plan to start low and work your way up. you're not going to freak out beyond control on low doses. and frankly the quality of sitter matters and the pot head mumble drill types you mentioned aren't it. the last thing you want is some dip shits intentionally trying to freak you out while you're on DMT. you can handle it bro. start low. work up. have someone you can call if you feel overwhelmed but don't let a sitter be the thing that stands in you path.
as far as the 4th floor thing. i've got somewhere over 100+ trips and have never felt the classic "i can fly" urge once.. DMT typically immobilizes you. now, if you have a comfortable familiar 1st floor setting that you can be totally free of interruptions in without risking getting yourself into trouble (so not like your car in your apartment complex parking lot) then sure. why not. but ultimately you're an adult (hopefully) and will just have to determine your own acceptable level of risk and comfort.
bottom line though my dude. you're seeking a level of guarantees that just don't exist with these types of things. you want someone to give a way to ensure a positive experience or an out to not have try it at all bc you're not quite "demon free" or 100% ready. i don't think anyone is gonna give you either of those here. but good luck man. i look forward to your first trip report when you get past the research phase and on to the "just give me the damn pipe" phase.
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