reconstruction

[teotenakeltje]

beautiful post...thank you!

 

[Jorkest]

this is because...YOU WERE PROGRAMMING IT

hey brother- can you go a little deeper on this for me? i think i follow but i'm a little cornfused :?

what was being programmed? me? the caapi? the cannibis? break it down for my thick skull.... :lol:

L&G!!

you were programming your love and gratitude...you were programming the BLISS from deep inside...to implant yourself with the seed of love...there is no emotion while programming...its structured...its logical...and logic then turns into creativity and love...through mathematical programming in hyperspace...how can you experience BLISS WHILE YOU PROGRAM IT???

 

[۩]

It's true...

Honestly,
sometimes I go so deep that the level of intelligence I am dealing with laughs at love...it seems primitive...
Don't get me wrong, I LOVE LOVE
but this is hyperspatial recalibration we're dealing with here...
Nicely put, Jorkest.

 

[SoCal]

this is because...YOU WERE PROGRAMMING IT

hey brother- can you go a little deeper on this for me? i think i follow but i'm a little cornfused :?

what was being programmed? me? the caapi? the cannibis? break it down for my thick skull.... :lol:

L&G!!

interesting. you seem genuinely perplexed by this one. you didn't feel anything malicious did you?

 

[antrocles]

J- thanks for the clarification...and it actually "feels" right to me....your theory, that is.... it was a strangely emotionless place, but not "cold" per se.

no, socal, no maliciousness at all....simply aN "alright kid, we're gonna take off the training wheels this time and see how you do" kinda vibe. purely an assessment of my ability to stand on my own in such a profoundly different dimension.

...and i feel very strongly that i "passed the test"!

i AM eager to go back....after a little more processing...there's lots to chew on to be sure. those lengthy pharma journeys aren't something you just say wow and move on from....they are the equivalent of having your entire structure broken down, cleaned, realigned and put back together....amazingly positive but certainly something to be sat with for a spell....

i think soulfood hit it on the head with this one-

Nice. There's nothing in this world more humbling than what you are having now

i could NOT be more humbled right now...and that's a GOOD thing!

L&G!!

 

[shoe]

this was my deepest.

the communication i was getting during my "surgery" was, "you are comfortable here now....you've been here many, many times and we have done our part to instill in you a trust and comfort with this world...but today we need to do some deep work and you need to stay focussed with us during it."

It wasn't those guys was it? Somone on the nexus told me that they are not all friendly, Trips with orange and yellow colours predominating are indicitive of vibrational levels where their intention is not good.

'those' guys had me fooled for a bit. SWIS was so excited to finally meet them, that he was talking and asking questions while they answered his questions in an emotionless, blunt kind of way. While he was busy being excited and asking questions, they were clearly 'working' on him...

SWIS didnt like it, It was only afterwards that he realised how he'd been tricked, and he won't be fooled again by them.

 

[shoe]

I have been working on trying to improve my dream quality and recall, with intent to eventually lucid dream

a dream diary will really help, nodoubt you'll have started that allready.
but, an interesting shortcut is calae zatechitichi. (click)

Make a strong tea from 3 - 4g of dried leaf, condense it down to a half a shotglass and drink. Smoke a
joint of the dried leaves, for added effect, then go to sleep.

I guarentee you will have dreams of flying, fighting dreams where you have "tank power" or other
superhuman strengths, dreams where you have relentless orgiastic sex, or whatever else. you can
basically live your fantasy in a lucid dream, because you are aware, within the dream.

Calea does that to you!


P.S I find the smell of calea z. to be extremely pleasant. It's aromatic and juicy smelling, like kiwi crossed with light fennel. My girl says its like 'general roadside shrubbery' but I think its quite distinctive. she's not a plant person. =P