Hello everyone, currently SWIM has 800ml of basified solution containing some good ole spice. SWIM can not wait until he is in front of the most interesting thing.
Before he types this up, he wants to let you know, he is really bad at english.
SWIM just got out of his teens, and is regretting how selfish and unthoughtful man he was. Maybe still he is. But he wants to stop being a fake man, a man who has no value of life. He was just one of those guys you see at high school, who just talks about basically nothing. Recently he sees life now, as just suffering, and is just confused what life holds for him. He didn't put any true feelings to anything that he come across along the road so far. Recently he has been attending many church seminars and listened to many people speeches. But for somewhat reason that he can not explain, he can't find any answers.
He is hoping basically to change his morality to a good way, to better understand who he really is. He is tired of going to partys and doing stupid things with people that doesn't seem fun at all. Its not who he truly is. He wants to see his reflection and change it to help him feel good about himself.
He believes dreams HAS to mean something. He has read many articles about the "spirit molecule". He is intrested on not abusing, but to use its potential to help him save from himself from the plague of greed and the never ending of wanting. He has heard many stories, read upon many glorious things people see upon there journey, but also heard many dreadfull scary things also. He understands the consequences to what might happen, he previously has studied psychology, and knows it can scare the living hell out of him. But, he believes it won't.
To his conclusion, he basically wants to wake up from this hell.
Before he types this up, he wants to let you know, he is really bad at english.
SWIM just got out of his teens, and is regretting how selfish and unthoughtful man he was. Maybe still he is. But he wants to stop being a fake man, a man who has no value of life. He was just one of those guys you see at high school, who just talks about basically nothing. Recently he sees life now, as just suffering, and is just confused what life holds for him. He didn't put any true feelings to anything that he come across along the road so far. Recently he has been attending many church seminars and listened to many people speeches. But for somewhat reason that he can not explain, he can't find any answers.
He is hoping basically to change his morality to a good way, to better understand who he really is. He is tired of going to partys and doing stupid things with people that doesn't seem fun at all. Its not who he truly is. He wants to see his reflection and change it to help him feel good about himself.
He believes dreams HAS to mean something. He has read many articles about the "spirit molecule". He is intrested on not abusing, but to use its potential to help him save from himself from the plague of greed and the never ending of wanting. He has heard many stories, read upon many glorious things people see upon there journey, but also heard many dreadfull scary things also. He understands the consequences to what might happen, he previously has studied psychology, and knows it can scare the living hell out of him. But, he believes it won't.
To his conclusion, he basically wants to wake up from this hell.