V01D
Rising Star
I'll start this off by saying I kinda of went into this experience head-first without the briefest inkling of what DMT was like. I will also say that because of the really small dose of DMT, the effects felt may very well have been mostly the harmalas. So, without further adieu...
Dose:
200mg Syrian Rue Extract in HCl form
50mg DMT Fumarate
I started by taking the rue first with a little bit of bread, and then 20 minutes later taking the DMT (both in gelcaps). After I took the DMT I went for a short walk with my wife around our apartment complex. We didn't get too far without me starting to feel the effects of the dose... I felt a little sick and had to walk slowly. After maybe 10 or 15 minutes I realized we need to get back to the house.. and fast. Right before we got back (5 minute walk if that) I started noticing stings of light coming from the trees and the whole world was undulating like a high-dose LSD trip. Right as I walked into the door, I collapsed and started having the beginnings of my visions.
It started with hearing music like trumpets and drums, and seeing CEVs like I was at a rave or something like that. Strobing white light everywhere. After about 10 minutes (guessing at this point because time was irrelevant) I tried to listen to some electronic music, and could not stand it for more than a single song because it was too harsh and artificial. Then I ambled my way into bed, where I would spend the rest of the experience.
After I got on the bed I collapsed again, and closed my eyes... I started to feel like I was about to die, so I just let go and did not fight it. There seemed to be a telepathic message being relayed to me that what I was doing (selling methylone at the time) was hurting people and that I should stop. (I didn't listen and later got caught, but that's irrelevant to the story right now). After that I felt like I was transported to the place we all go to after we die, and repent perse to the morally sketch things we've done in life. It was a place of infinite love and compassion. A place where what appeared to be a spirit of a spider taught me about the infinite connection of everything in the universe, like a spider's web. I also realized that all religions in their pure form pointed to the truth of the experience I was receiving.
After some immeasurable time I started to come back to 'reality' and I opened my eyes to see my room undulating in a fashion that I related to the way an insect might see the world. My alarm clock was dots moving in fractal patterns of light, but everything else seemed kind of normal. This is why I'm not too sure the DMT had that much of an effect on the experience. Maybe some people with more experience can comment on the matter. But during this 'come-down' phase I felt like I understood everything. This persisted for a few days after the experience, and also the feeling that I had 'died' that day has persisted even until today, over a year later.
Dose:
200mg Syrian Rue Extract in HCl form
50mg DMT Fumarate
I started by taking the rue first with a little bit of bread, and then 20 minutes later taking the DMT (both in gelcaps). After I took the DMT I went for a short walk with my wife around our apartment complex. We didn't get too far without me starting to feel the effects of the dose... I felt a little sick and had to walk slowly. After maybe 10 or 15 minutes I realized we need to get back to the house.. and fast. Right before we got back (5 minute walk if that) I started noticing stings of light coming from the trees and the whole world was undulating like a high-dose LSD trip. Right as I walked into the door, I collapsed and started having the beginnings of my visions.
It started with hearing music like trumpets and drums, and seeing CEVs like I was at a rave or something like that. Strobing white light everywhere. After about 10 minutes (guessing at this point because time was irrelevant) I tried to listen to some electronic music, and could not stand it for more than a single song because it was too harsh and artificial. Then I ambled my way into bed, where I would spend the rest of the experience.
After I got on the bed I collapsed again, and closed my eyes... I started to feel like I was about to die, so I just let go and did not fight it. There seemed to be a telepathic message being relayed to me that what I was doing (selling methylone at the time) was hurting people and that I should stop. (I didn't listen and later got caught, but that's irrelevant to the story right now). After that I felt like I was transported to the place we all go to after we die, and repent perse to the morally sketch things we've done in life. It was a place of infinite love and compassion. A place where what appeared to be a spirit of a spider taught me about the infinite connection of everything in the universe, like a spider's web. I also realized that all religions in their pure form pointed to the truth of the experience I was receiving.
After some immeasurable time I started to come back to 'reality' and I opened my eyes to see my room undulating in a fashion that I related to the way an insect might see the world. My alarm clock was dots moving in fractal patterns of light, but everything else seemed kind of normal. This is why I'm not too sure the DMT had that much of an effect on the experience. Maybe some people with more experience can comment on the matter. But during this 'come-down' phase I felt like I understood everything. This persisted for a few days after the experience, and also the feeling that I had 'died' that day has persisted even until today, over a year later.
