Remembering childhood with psycheadelics?

[goodone22]

What is the proper drug for remembering childhood or old days?
Does LSD or DMT do this kind of Hallucinations?
Does it help to see what you did in childhood?
if yes,how about dosage?do higher dosage make more of this effect?

 

[Tomtegubbe]

I have had this life review experience (scenes of life flashing like a film) while on breakthrough DMT trip. I was going through a phase where I seriously questioned the point of living and I was shown some beautiful parts from my childhood. DMT did that trick, but I wasn't anticipating it.

Before that I remember that cannabis had a very psychedelic effect on me the first time I took it and it remember going through lots of video game and animation content I used to watch as a kid and what I had and have since forgotten. Also I remember how it felt to be scared and alone as kid.

You could try listening to some regression tape from YouTube while on mushrooms if there is something you are looking for. Of course be ware that the memories are not objective pictures of what has happened. This kind of work can be useful in emotionally connecting with the child you once were and who you still are carrying with you, but I'd be very cautious about trying to find objective information on who did what.

 

[Hyper Turtle]

Psychedelics can do that. A friend of mine has reported this several times after we did oral dmt or mescaline. He had severe childhood trauma though, and i think processing and healing that was why the trips brought it up. It's noteworthy that it wasn't always the traumatic events of childhood, sometimes he remembered happy moments that he had forgotten about.

Personally, i don't often have childhood memories on psychedelics, it's more something that happens when i'm really stoned

If you (suspect that you) have serious childhood trauma, i wouldn't recommend going for high dosages straight away. While a high dose might break down the barriers we build up around trauma, i feel like it's prudent to first find out if we are ready. Even small doses can go deeper than expected if we allow / create the environment for it. If you've done smaller to medium doses and felt like you're on the brink of accessing something but would have to go deeper, that's when i'd consider a bigger dose.

In the case of DMT, vaping too large a dose can lead to you not remembering anything from the trip.

 

[goodone22]

I have had this life review experience (scenes of life flashing like a film) while on breakthrough DMT trip. I was going through a phase where I seriously questioned the point of living and I was shown some beautiful parts from my childhood. DMT did that trick, but I wasn't anticipating it.

Before that I remember that cannabis had a very psychedelic effect on me the first time I took it and it remember going through lots of video game and animation content I used to watch as a kid and what I had and have since forgotten. Also I remember how it felt to be scared and alone as kid.

You could try listening to some regression tape from YouTube while on mushrooms if there is something you are looking for. Of course be ware that the memories are not objective pictures of what has happened. This kind of work can be useful in emotionally connecting with the child you once were and who you still are carrying with you, but I'd be very cautious about trying to find objective information on who did what.

what do you mean by they aren't objective pictures of what had happened?
do you mean it's like you see some pictures and videos reviewing old days within the hyperspace around aliens without feeling of being in childhood?

Psychedelics can do that. A friend of mine has reported this severa....

Thankyou for your guidance i know how much it is dangerous and i don't plan to use it,i'm just searching for answers

 

[Tomtegubbe]

I mean, there is the memories are our interpretations of the events and valuable as such, but there is a risk of false memories if you try to find out what "really" happened. It can complicate things.

 

[strtman]

Salvia. That’s the way back to childhood.

 

[Cannabiss]

What is the proper drug for remembering childhood or old days?
Does LSD or DMT do this kind of Hallucinations?
Does it help to see what you did in childhood?
if yes,how about dosage?do higher dosage make more of this effect?

Magic mushrooms (p.tampanensis especially) or salvia divinorum.
But in my opinion Psilocybe Tampanensis is the best choice for these kinda feeling.
And they are very easy to grow, producing sclerotia.
Salvia is suitable as well but is more cold, can be intimidating and very strict.

 

[L-dreamer]

What is the proper drug for remembering childhood or old days?
But in my opinion Psilocybe Tampanensis is the best choice for these kinda feeling.
And they are very easy to grow, producing sclerotia.
Salvia is suitable as well but is more cold, can be intimidating and very strict.

Funny that you mentioned it, I know someone else that took sclerotia and saw memories from childhood in great detail.
Speaking for myself, once on pharmahuasca I saw a vivid memory of just a few seconds of me from when I was a child playing outside in the summer night, I was basically again reliving the moment. Usually on the comedown of my pharma trips I get a lot of introspection from events in my younger days

Generally the kind of effect OP is asking about can't be triggered on demand or by carefully controlling the dosage and psychedelic used

 

[Cannabiss]

Funny that you mentioned it, I know someone else that took sclerotia and saw memories from childhood in great detail.
Speaking for myself, once on pharmahuasca I saw a vivid memory of just a few seconds of me from when I was a child playing outside in the summer night, I was basically again reliving the moment.

Yes, because it works :d
It's not even like reviving it's just like to return there and see the world as child.
You're just happy, happy to observe the world, don't think about problems, and of course can reviving as well.
I just wanted to say it's something more.

And something about strains, in my opinion Tampanensis and Galindoi are the most suitable, they are actually the same. Tampanensis Galindoi, not real Galindii from Mexico, then I'd choose Psilocybe Mexicana but they're different.

I am sure about Tampanensis Galindoi because I had a lot of trips with them and can observe this pattern.

Salvia is more like DMT, more cold and intimidating.
Sclerotia are no fear, just energy and kindness, love and beauty.

I very recommend to try to grow sclerotia on rye berries for about 3-4 month at least.
And then to trip with 20-30 grams of fresh row sclerotia. Just prepare them in boiling water (put them into the hot water for about 15-20 min, vacuum flask is ok) to improve the taste, chew very honestly and swallow
It's okay to eat them with orange juice... But to chew them is very important, eat them like porrige, not just swallow the stones.

 

[brokedownpalace10]

Salvia made me feel like a small child again kind of reliving the experience. I mean a small child still crawling.
I'm thinking that it might be hard/impossible to integrate or remember accurately.
Just a thought.

 

[goodone22]

Salvia made me feel like a small child again kind of reliving the experience. I mean a small child still crawling.
I'm thinking that it might be hard/impossible to integrate or remember accurately.
Just a thought.

how was your experience?was it altered and changed with other memories?was it your exact situation you were before or not?

i have heard bad things about salvia i don't think its a good choice for me.
i have many fears and salvia make people frightened more than usual.

But in my opinion Psilocybe Tampanensis is the best choice for these kinda feeling

maybe mushrooms...
i'm not sure...does mushroom make people panicked?i have heard some when someone takes a lot they go psycho.

And then to trip with 20-30 grams of fresh row sclerotia

are you sure or is it a joke?from what i know 20 grams of mushrooms can kill a man.
i have used mushrooms 2 times i don't know the species but i just ate 0,5 grams every time and nothing happened.maybe it was fake.
i don't want my memories disappear forever or having new fears after using that.so i have doubts.

 

[Cannabiss]

Well, mushrooms like any other psychedelics have to be taken pure, not mixing with another substances.
Otherwise it can cause psychosis.
I don't recommend to smoke weed with any psychedelics. No nicotine, no weed, no coffee, no tea, no alcohol. Clear and pure.


Not mushroom makes people paniked but people (not very clever people) makes paniked themselves.
First rule of tripping - Set & Setting!!!
They've never heard about it probably. You and only YOU setting your trip.


20-30 grams fresh raw sclerotia, yes. What's wrong? Just take it and trip in the quite suitable place, meadow or some forest is nice to trip. Not at home, tripping at home is not the best choice.
Find out something about shrooms and don't talk with people who tells such nonsense about "20g of shrooms can kill a man". That's absolutely bullshit.
There is no place to joke about dosages, I recommend what I've experienced and answering your topic's question.


You need to find out and learn what mushrooms are and grow them at home.
Only homegrown shrooms are shrooms you can be 100% sure.
And Tampanensis sclerotia are the most kind shrooms I've tried, so just grow them for 4 month and try them.

 

[brokedownpalace10]

Salvia made me feel like a small child again kind of reliving the experience. I mean a small child still crawling.
I'm thinking that it might be hard/impossible to integrate or remember accurately.
Just a thought.

how was your experience?was it altered and changed with other memories?was it your exact situation you were before or not?

i have heard bad things about salvia i don't think its a good choice for me.
i have many fears and salvia make people frightened more than usual.

I felt like I was very small and on the floor. A female was watching me and commenting to someone about me. She was commenting in some way about how I was clueless and learning, but also in a very loving and protective way. Feelings I had not felt since I was a small child passed through my mind.

Mom? The Shepherdess? You tell me.

This was my only really strong Salvia experience. It was early in the game, before people knew how overwhelming it could be.

So this was a surprise and I was indeed, terrified (in general, that aspect of it was actually rather comforting). I also had a lot of fear anytime I pushed the limits of Salvia thereafter.

Yes, fear would work against an integrative and positive experience. However, a minority of people don't much get the fear on Salvia. A friend of mine was like that, I always kind of envied him.

 

[MAGMA17]

Not mushroom makes people paniked but people (not very clever people) makes paniked themselves.

Surely telling them that they are dumb will help them feel more comfortable...

20-30 grams fresh raw sclerotia, yes. What's wrong?

You can't recommend such a high dose to people. There are people with different sensitivities than yours. What you experience with 20 g, someone could experience with less than half.

 

[Cannabiss]

Surely telling them that they are dumb will help them feel more comfortable...

I'd tell them - remember the set&setting rule.
Why not very clever? Because when you decide to try some substance you gotta learn everything about it and know what you are doing. To know how to take, how much, what to do, what to expect. Isn't it?

You can't recommend such a high dose to people. There are people with different sensitivities than yours. What you experience with 20 g, someone could experience with less than half.

It's not a high dose. It's like 2-3 g of cubensis. Normal middle dose.
Because when you'll try the little dose, like 10 g of raw truffles and less, you'll get just little anxiety and buzz but not the normal happy trip. Wasting of shrooms and time.
Man, I've tried it. And I have normal sensivity.
Tampanensis is not a strong shroom, especially after 3 month of maturing.
20-30 g gaves you just middle trip.

With lower doses you'll never get to the childhood states (as the OP asking).
Just grow Tamps and try it.

So, I just answered the questions. Fair answers.

 

[MAGMA17]

I'd tell them - remember the set&setting rule.
Why not very clever? Because when you decide to try some substance you gotta learn everything about it and know what you are doing. To know how to take, how much, what to do, what to expect. Isn't it?

So what you are saying is if the set and setting is taken care of, and a lot is known about the subject, you will not have anxiety and for sure you will have a beautiful trip. It's not that simple. We are all different.

 

[Cannabiss]

What is not simple? Describe.
Just don't complicate it and it will be simple.

 

[MAGMA17]

What is not simple? Describe.
Just don't complicate it and it will be simple.

I have to describe it? I just said that it is not simple and can't be schematized. There are hundreds of factors that revolve around the psychedelic experience. I don't have the solution.
If you think you have it, there are two options: either you are an enlightened being and you and a few others in this existence have found the aforementioned solution, or you are mistaken in believing that what is valid for you also applies to others. Or am I the only fool who has not understood anything, it can be that too.
Anyway, I don't want to argue

 

[Voidmatrix]

What is not simple? Describe.
Just don't complicate it and it will be simple.

I have to describe it? I just said that it is not simple and can't be schematized. There are hundreds of factors that revolve around the psychedelic experience. I don't have the solution.
If you think you have it, there are two options: either you are an enlightened being and you and a few others in this existence have found the aforementioned solution, or you are mistaken in believing that what is valid for you also applies to others. Or am I the only fool who has not understood anything, it can be that too.
Anyway, I don't want to argue

I'm jumping in specifically at this point.

Cannabiss, what's simple for one may not be simple for another. It's highly subjective, meaning different for each person.

I've been doing psychedelics for over a decade. In the past three years I've been dealing with a very mysterious and confusing anxiety around using psychedelics that is very hard to explain. And the explanation, based off of my observations of the phenomenon, is not simple.

One love

 

[Cannabiss]

I've been doing psychedelics for over a decade. In the past three years I've been dealing with a very mysterious and confusing anxiety around using psychedelics that is very hard to explain.

Same as me! Completely same. I understand you.
I think the reason is chemtrails everywhere in the past three years.
They wasn't poisoning us like that before, now I see the fog and trails in the sky almost every day. So, this is about environment and how the organism reacts.
It's really horrible and influence the health.

Today I wanted to trip but I feel anxious so much and I didn't, maybe later.


But overall Tampanensis is a very kind shroom, I can only recommend.
It helps a lot.