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Rising Star
Return from Cube Land
Wow. It has been a week since my first experience. Last week I dipped my toe into the water, you can read about it in my introduction essay.
Today…or lets say a hour ago, since I came back….I went deep into the void.
A good friend of mine was my tripsitter. He did not smoke any DMT and also does not have the desire to do so.
I (it´s hard to use “I” now) prepared the whole day. Workout this morning, stayed in a fasted state all day. After work, I went a big walk with my dog (he will come into play later)
Using white salvia to clean the room of negative Energies.
Meditating a hour before the first hit, calming down. Vaping Method : Dabbing, Titan nail.
First hit
Plan was to start low dose and work my way up… The first one was 8 mg, the overwhelming sensation got me again, but this time I was very comfortable with it, my friend sitting next to me. Knowing that this will not last forever. It was smooth, few visuals, felt great.
I listened to Icaros on youtube, there is a video that plays shamanic icaros for 90 minutes.
The second hit
15 mg
When coming down from the first hit I took the second, felt super relaxed, so I went for it.
Super smooth come up, visuals got intense, holy geometry on my wals when eyes opened, and when closed as well. It became stronger and stronger, a room opened, a tunnel formed. I asked if I may entered and a hand came from the tunnel, using the pointing finger like when you want to signalize someone “come here” (sorry don’t know how to explain in English. At the same time a voice appeared, saying “ come its all good, but you haven’t had enough yet.
The tunnel and visuals disappeared again.
As soon as I realized I come down again, I loaded
The Third hit.
30 mg
Wow.
Last thing I noticed, my dog came to me and sat down next to my head. (When I smoked the room with the white salvia he left the room) As if he noticed what I am going to see and stay with me to protect me.
The Icaros took me somewhere, everything vanished. I saw myself, something was doing a surgery on me, a friendly little thing, looking like professor gecko, used some huge helix like machine on my heart. I just told him to go ahead, I love you and keep going.
I had no body anymore. I had no Ego anymore. I did not breathe. Piece per piece, everything that I am , was shaved off. Layer by Layer.
I was conscious, but everything that defined “me” was gone. Then I flew away.
I, or the essence of what was left of me, travelled through a cube land, everything was cubes, in astonishing sizes and colors, I just looked at everything. I did not know what time was , I did not know anything.
From there something called me… a shiny, orb like being that showed me the greatest cube maschine thing of all…”look look look”
Things started to vanish…I heard the Icaros in a distance, coming closer, I came back to (my) reality…I started to breath again… never before I breathed so deeply and full of joy.
I felt my body again, opened my eyes and all I saw was pure coded energy, everywhere.
Everyhing was code, colorful, shiny energy code.
I am writing this and cannot believe what I just experienced.
Thank you I love you all
Wow. It has been a week since my first experience. Last week I dipped my toe into the water, you can read about it in my introduction essay.
Today…or lets say a hour ago, since I came back….I went deep into the void.
A good friend of mine was my tripsitter. He did not smoke any DMT and also does not have the desire to do so.
I (it´s hard to use “I” now) prepared the whole day. Workout this morning, stayed in a fasted state all day. After work, I went a big walk with my dog (he will come into play later)
Using white salvia to clean the room of negative Energies.
Meditating a hour before the first hit, calming down. Vaping Method : Dabbing, Titan nail.
First hit
Plan was to start low dose and work my way up… The first one was 8 mg, the overwhelming sensation got me again, but this time I was very comfortable with it, my friend sitting next to me. Knowing that this will not last forever. It was smooth, few visuals, felt great.
I listened to Icaros on youtube, there is a video that plays shamanic icaros for 90 minutes.
The second hit
15 mg
When coming down from the first hit I took the second, felt super relaxed, so I went for it.
Super smooth come up, visuals got intense, holy geometry on my wals when eyes opened, and when closed as well. It became stronger and stronger, a room opened, a tunnel formed. I asked if I may entered and a hand came from the tunnel, using the pointing finger like when you want to signalize someone “come here” (sorry don’t know how to explain in English. At the same time a voice appeared, saying “ come its all good, but you haven’t had enough yet.
The tunnel and visuals disappeared again.
As soon as I realized I come down again, I loaded
The Third hit.
30 mg
Wow.
Last thing I noticed, my dog came to me and sat down next to my head. (When I smoked the room with the white salvia he left the room) As if he noticed what I am going to see and stay with me to protect me.
The Icaros took me somewhere, everything vanished. I saw myself, something was doing a surgery on me, a friendly little thing, looking like professor gecko, used some huge helix like machine on my heart. I just told him to go ahead, I love you and keep going.
I had no body anymore. I had no Ego anymore. I did not breathe. Piece per piece, everything that I am , was shaved off. Layer by Layer.
I was conscious, but everything that defined “me” was gone. Then I flew away.
I, or the essence of what was left of me, travelled through a cube land, everything was cubes, in astonishing sizes and colors, I just looked at everything. I did not know what time was , I did not know anything.
From there something called me… a shiny, orb like being that showed me the greatest cube maschine thing of all…”look look look”
Things started to vanish…I heard the Icaros in a distance, coming closer, I came back to (my) reality…I started to breath again… never before I breathed so deeply and full of joy.
I felt my body again, opened my eyes and all I saw was pure coded energy, everywhere.
Everyhing was code, colorful, shiny energy code.
I am writing this and cannot believe what I just experienced.
Thank you I love you all
