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Intro
I did not mix the Changa myself so I'm not certain about the ratios but the mix included Blue Lotus and Mullein. So I tested the mix by taking a bowl of around 7mg-10mg I took approx 4 or 5 bowls on xmas day over a 3 hour period. I do not recall a full break through point as such but had a very intense afternoon.
I did get locked in to loops and had to work through some negativity that I thought I had dealt with. Stormy seas at first clearing to calm waters, remembering to breath and smile were the simple lessons learned, and so tempered my intention for a deeper journey with (Rue and Changa)
Among the things I do recall, watching my dog struggle with his arthritis. His body jerked and cracked loudly as he struggled to get around, this was difficult to watch and there appeared to be some dark energy around/in his body. At another point I felt that I was in the same space but in a different dimension, a more clinical representation of the room. While in this space my appearance also changed. I could only see my arms as I was not capable of standing. At first my arms began to change colour which is a common occurence for me and an indication that I'm on my way. I dont usually stay focused on my appearance but did this time as my skin changed colour and tone. It was like I could see the processes that were occuring both in my skin and undermy skin. It looked look like data and light was being transported in the form of tiny unrecognisable symbols. I cannot recall any of the symbols or chracters. I also had a bit of a chat with the trees outside and I could sense how young they were but persisted in wanting to know them. This was all fairly amusing. I felt lighter and refreshed after this journey.
Rue Tea and Changa Report.
PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set[Positive]:
(physical condition) Set[Healthy]:
Setting (Quiet, Relaxed, Private):
time of day[22:00]: (12 or 24 hour system, daylight? starlight? overcast?)
recent drug use[Nothing in last few weeks]: (list also any kind of medication)
last meal: (Cereal Almond Milk)
PARTICIPANT
Gender: (m)
body weight[65kg]: (in kg pls)
known sensitivities[None]:
history of use: (experienced, novice, first timer - in general and for this specific substance/form)
[Novice]
BIOASSAY[/u]
Substance(s)[Syrian Rue Tea and Changa]: (list all taken substances)
Dose(s)[Rue approx 5gr Changa approx 80-100mg]: (in the same order as Substances pls, use metric system i.e. g/ mg/ �g)
Method of administration[Rue was crushed then brougth to boil slowly then simmered for around 30 min, added vinegar lemon caffir lime leaves and some honey. Changa was smoked in Orbitor]: (dissolved in water, capsuls, insufflated, vaporized...)
EFFECTS
Administration time[Changa was smoked approx 90min after drinking tea]: T=0:00 (expand this if you used delayed administration for multiple substances or the same substance with multiple doses. Use indices.)
Duration[approx 3-4 hrs]: (x hours)
First effects[Almost immediate and verticle rise into the dome]:
Peak[15min-45min but uncertain]: (estimate a time range and note as e.g. T=2:00-4:00 for a range of 2 hours beginning 2 hours after administration)
Come down[2-4hrs]:
Baseline[Fell asleep approx 02:00 still blissed out]:
Intensity (overall)[3-4]: (use HRS-like scale i.e. 0-4: 0 = "Not at all;" 1 = "Slightly;" 2 = "Moderately;" 3 = "Quite a bit;" 4 = "Extremely.")
Evaluation / notes[Intense and cathartic]:
OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: (4 most pleasent experience so far)
Implesantness: (0)
Visual Intensity: (2-3)
AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover[1 next morning]: (0-4 ; what type of impleasantness ; duration)
Afterglow[3 felt like I had removed a heavy layer of negativity and that my recall and ability to interact had advanced]: (0-4 ; what type of positive effects ; duration)
REPORT
(This was by far the most enjoyable experience I've had to date, even if I was the butt of the joke. The Syrian rue had a very mellow and calming effect, combined with the mellow tunes, soft light, incense and a view into the garden.
My intention was to surrender, not take myself so seriously. I contemplated my intention for a while and focused on my breathing. I acknowledged the plants, the gift of life, I paid respect to ancestors of this land and requested safe passage. Then I launched. I inhaled the bowl with one hit at a slow steady pace, taking the Changa deep in to my lungs feeling my body begining to relax as I rose in to the tryptamine dome. The next thing I recall is that I became aware of my sitter who was sitting close by but still blissed out on his own journey. I remembered his name Brian but could not recognise his face, 'Who is Brian' i could not envision his face 'Who am I' was my next thought and then it felt like my sense of self was jumping between our 2 bodies ultimately landing on the realisation we are the same person and it didnt matter.
It got even more interesting from here and this part of the journey felt very much like an ego trip and or test. Objects and ornaments in the room and on the walls began to move around. It was being relayed to me that I had the power to control the objects and the room, I thought this was amusing but was also apprenhensive and may have very briefly bought into this idea before questioning how this could be. There was definitely communication with an unseen presence. The room then became the theme as I moved through different dimensions/locations all the time the room was with me in some form. I was in a shack observing the entity in control, it was me then it wasn't then I was somewhere else. A plain in a valley, a celebration I was among many friends entities. I was back in the room, then they appeared, the plant enities were there on mass. We are here for you was the message was comforting calming. Entities or spirits were moving round the room small and dark and again it looked like my dog's body was the focus of at least some of this energy. Another entity appeared, small and composed of light and appearing in and of a bamboo plant. This entity may have been observing for a while before I noticed it. I can't recall any direct communication but I was in awe of how translucent and ephemeral it was, it appeared more alien than organic. The intensity began to drop after this. I was drifting for hours and felt like I was in a space in which I could work through some issues or just acknowledge or dismiss others. The journey combined the intensity of straight Spice hit coupled with the medicinal, personal and introspective aspects of an Aya ceremony. I recently attended a ceremony and report will follow. A cathartic educational and healing journey. I felt like I was being reintroduced to my ego/self, which I now believe I have been suppressing to my own detrement. I had tried to kill my ego in my teens while experimenting with Mushrooms and LSD and have always identified ego with negative connotations. I feel like a veil has been lifted and that I am becoming more comfortable and confident with my sense of self. I still feel lighter positive and more relaxed, envigorated and looking forward to the rest of my journey inner and outer.
Peace, Light and Love to all)
I did not mix the Changa myself so I'm not certain about the ratios but the mix included Blue Lotus and Mullein. So I tested the mix by taking a bowl of around 7mg-10mg I took approx 4 or 5 bowls on xmas day over a 3 hour period. I do not recall a full break through point as such but had a very intense afternoon.
I did get locked in to loops and had to work through some negativity that I thought I had dealt with. Stormy seas at first clearing to calm waters, remembering to breath and smile were the simple lessons learned, and so tempered my intention for a deeper journey with (Rue and Changa)
Among the things I do recall, watching my dog struggle with his arthritis. His body jerked and cracked loudly as he struggled to get around, this was difficult to watch and there appeared to be some dark energy around/in his body. At another point I felt that I was in the same space but in a different dimension, a more clinical representation of the room. While in this space my appearance also changed. I could only see my arms as I was not capable of standing. At first my arms began to change colour which is a common occurence for me and an indication that I'm on my way. I dont usually stay focused on my appearance but did this time as my skin changed colour and tone. It was like I could see the processes that were occuring both in my skin and undermy skin. It looked look like data and light was being transported in the form of tiny unrecognisable symbols. I cannot recall any of the symbols or chracters. I also had a bit of a chat with the trees outside and I could sense how young they were but persisted in wanting to know them. This was all fairly amusing. I felt lighter and refreshed after this journey.
Rue Tea and Changa Report.
PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set[Positive]:
(physical condition) Set[Healthy]:
Setting (Quiet, Relaxed, Private):
time of day[22:00]: (12 or 24 hour system, daylight? starlight? overcast?)
recent drug use[Nothing in last few weeks]: (list also any kind of medication)
last meal: (Cereal Almond Milk)
PARTICIPANT
Gender: (m)
body weight[65kg]: (in kg pls)
known sensitivities[None]:
history of use: (experienced, novice, first timer - in general and for this specific substance/form)
[Novice]
BIOASSAY[/u]
Substance(s)[Syrian Rue Tea and Changa]: (list all taken substances)
Dose(s)[Rue approx 5gr Changa approx 80-100mg]: (in the same order as Substances pls, use metric system i.e. g/ mg/ �g)
Method of administration[Rue was crushed then brougth to boil slowly then simmered for around 30 min, added vinegar lemon caffir lime leaves and some honey. Changa was smoked in Orbitor]: (dissolved in water, capsuls, insufflated, vaporized...)
EFFECTS
Administration time[Changa was smoked approx 90min after drinking tea]: T=0:00 (expand this if you used delayed administration for multiple substances or the same substance with multiple doses. Use indices.)
Duration[approx 3-4 hrs]: (x hours)
First effects[Almost immediate and verticle rise into the dome]:
Peak[15min-45min but uncertain]: (estimate a time range and note as e.g. T=2:00-4:00 for a range of 2 hours beginning 2 hours after administration)
Come down[2-4hrs]:
Baseline[Fell asleep approx 02:00 still blissed out]:
Intensity (overall)[3-4]: (use HRS-like scale i.e. 0-4: 0 = "Not at all;" 1 = "Slightly;" 2 = "Moderately;" 3 = "Quite a bit;" 4 = "Extremely.")
Evaluation / notes[Intense and cathartic]:
OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: (4 most pleasent experience so far)
Implesantness: (0)
Visual Intensity: (2-3)
AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover[1 next morning]: (0-4 ; what type of impleasantness ; duration)
Afterglow[3 felt like I had removed a heavy layer of negativity and that my recall and ability to interact had advanced]: (0-4 ; what type of positive effects ; duration)
REPORT
(This was by far the most enjoyable experience I've had to date, even if I was the butt of the joke. The Syrian rue had a very mellow and calming effect, combined with the mellow tunes, soft light, incense and a view into the garden.
My intention was to surrender, not take myself so seriously. I contemplated my intention for a while and focused on my breathing. I acknowledged the plants, the gift of life, I paid respect to ancestors of this land and requested safe passage. Then I launched. I inhaled the bowl with one hit at a slow steady pace, taking the Changa deep in to my lungs feeling my body begining to relax as I rose in to the tryptamine dome. The next thing I recall is that I became aware of my sitter who was sitting close by but still blissed out on his own journey. I remembered his name Brian but could not recognise his face, 'Who is Brian' i could not envision his face 'Who am I' was my next thought and then it felt like my sense of self was jumping between our 2 bodies ultimately landing on the realisation we are the same person and it didnt matter.
It got even more interesting from here and this part of the journey felt very much like an ego trip and or test. Objects and ornaments in the room and on the walls began to move around. It was being relayed to me that I had the power to control the objects and the room, I thought this was amusing but was also apprenhensive and may have very briefly bought into this idea before questioning how this could be. There was definitely communication with an unseen presence. The room then became the theme as I moved through different dimensions/locations all the time the room was with me in some form. I was in a shack observing the entity in control, it was me then it wasn't then I was somewhere else. A plain in a valley, a celebration I was among many friends entities. I was back in the room, then they appeared, the plant enities were there on mass. We are here for you was the message was comforting calming. Entities or spirits were moving round the room small and dark and again it looked like my dog's body was the focus of at least some of this energy. Another entity appeared, small and composed of light and appearing in and of a bamboo plant. This entity may have been observing for a while before I noticed it. I can't recall any direct communication but I was in awe of how translucent and ephemeral it was, it appeared more alien than organic. The intensity began to drop after this. I was drifting for hours and felt like I was in a space in which I could work through some issues or just acknowledge or dismiss others. The journey combined the intensity of straight Spice hit coupled with the medicinal, personal and introspective aspects of an Aya ceremony. I recently attended a ceremony and report will follow. A cathartic educational and healing journey. I felt like I was being reintroduced to my ego/self, which I now believe I have been suppressing to my own detrement. I had tried to kill my ego in my teens while experimenting with Mushrooms and LSD and have always identified ego with negative connotations. I feel like a veil has been lifted and that I am becoming more comfortable and confident with my sense of self. I still feel lighter positive and more relaxed, envigorated and looking forward to the rest of my journey inner and outer.
Peace, Light and Love to all)