scared of my own medicine + escaping bad vibes

[lsrvnt]

Thank you so much for sharing. That was beautiful and I am very happy to hear how DMT was able to pull you out of that liminal space. Sounds like a lingering effect from that particular batch of LSD potentially.

I've spoken several times about my issues getting into the space (even though I tend to "low" dose relatively often (I never know what going to happen (as in depth and intensity-wise) most times)). For me, I've been able to dwindle the reasons down to a few select things; increase in sensitivity (and already highly sensitive), mental health (the "complicated" factor), been to some relatively dark places, and it seems to only get weirder over time (even milder experiences) for me.

Yet, here I am... :twisted: (I smoalked an itty-bit this evening. It was nice)

Sharing "This Thread" seems appropriate; SMAOLK MOAR

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[lsrvnt]

thank you lol.

as much as I say this w so much confidence it seems as though I have already forgotten because I am already scared to go back again lmao.

I think its just my body making sure that I do go at the right time by giving me signals. altho its very frustrating lmao because I want to go back to hyperspace Im trusting my body to send me at the right time.

sometimes its hard to even low dose when you know how sacred the substance is I think we just naturally tend to stop just messing around with it.

 

[Voidmatrix]

thank you lol.

as much as I say this w so much confidence it seems as though I have already forgotten because I am already scared to go back again lmao.

I think its just my body making sure that I do go at the right time by giving me signals. altho its very frustrating lmao because I want to go back to hyperspace Im trusting my body to send me at the right time.

sometimes its hard to even low dose when you know how sacred the substance is I think we just naturally tend to stop just messing around with it.

Oh, yes yes yes, I know this pattern all too well. I'm dealing with it now as I consider a small journey after work today :lol:

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