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Second experience. Think of others more.

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nexusian

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Hi,

Find below description of my second psychostimulative experience.
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I have been practicing intermittent fasting and meditation lately. Also studying geometry which was shown to me during the first trip as the language of the universe. And I have been very much looking forward to my next step into the psychoactive realm.

After I woke up, I quickly finished a work-related duty, took a shower and then ate 30 grams of truffles Psilocybe Atlantis. And then began to meditate and think about questions for which I would like to receive an answer. (Neither of my questions was answered.)

During the trip, I don't listen to any music. I feel that silence has a lot to say. Similarly, I try to restrict the visual stimuli and focus only on thought. It helps to close eyes.

I began to think about my current life, relationships etc. Somehow this line of thought felt too little, too human. After all, I came for much more?

The theme of beautiful forms has reappeared. We recognize and appreciate the beauty. The conventional understanding of beauty is very different from what is revealed as beautiful while observing the world on larger scale.

I was thinking of starving and suffering people of the world. It felt as if thinking of the less fortunate has the power to share all the good from our lives with them. This was an extremely joyful moment. The main theme, a take-away.

People do not think of others very much. When we stop thinking in terms of me, the world becomes more paradisiacal. I am not sure if this is the ego loss. I felt utter sadness for the state of world. And I cried. This all was followed, maybe rewarded, by joy, bliss.

It was not particularly easy to think of others. It takes effort to rewire oneself. But I tasted the fruits of being less me - every thing has become much more beautiful.

I thought of heroic acts and experienced its beauty. Eventually, I found the courage - I was ready to die should it make the world a better place. I am still here, hence I am probably more useful alive. But it felt as if I was reborn. I understood we can be reborn any time. Anyone can change. We all can make the change here and now.

The universe appreciates acts of selflessness. Our time here is limited. Using that time to think of others, to share the love, is the key?

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What do you think? Any thought and opinion is welcome. Thank you.
 
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