Mimosa_Man
Rising Star
So I apologized to my spice and promised to treat it with the proper respect it deserved.
I loaded a bowl with 20mg and vaped a small-medium hit. I started to get scared I was gonna be hyper slapped again and then it started. Extreme anxiety entities yelling at me literally SLAPPING me with energy bolts. I cried and apologized more down on my knees. That trip only lasted about two minutes.
Half an hour later I worked up the courage to vape the rest of the 20mg I had previously loaded. 2 massive hits later and I am saying in my head " I apologized I respect you now. Please show me what you want me to see." Over and over I thought this while staring at a collage of beautiful twisting colors (I had my eyes shut).
All of a sudden I'm in a bright white room and there are all sorts of strange sounds and I feel like I am surrounded by "people" waving their hands in front of my closed eyes. I feel like the sound/music is their voices welcoming me and thanking me for finally coming to see them, even though I couldn't see them.
The only thing I could discern was some sort of a metallic/clear/white liquid, it flowed around all over the place. I was amazed and dumbfounded at how easy it had been to finally break through.
I didn't pay attention to much, but before I came back to my body completely I asked " why do we always forget how we. Are connected to you?" To which I was answered "that's just how humans are, you've all got too much going on to focus on the minute things in your life, but we're constantly connected. You don't need "dmt" to come and be with us just focus and will it to happen and you will be here. You're always here and we are always there. Everything is everything else all at the same time. I am you you are me and we are all each other. You will see. Come back soon."
I spent the next half hour watching my roof dance for me while I thought about all of the love and joy I had just experienced. I can't wait to go back there.
Thank you everybody for the encouraging words. I didn't think I would ever be able to let go and break through
I owe my success to you guys and to DMT showing me the right way.
I loaded a bowl with 20mg and vaped a small-medium hit. I started to get scared I was gonna be hyper slapped again and then it started. Extreme anxiety entities yelling at me literally SLAPPING me with energy bolts. I cried and apologized more down on my knees. That trip only lasted about two minutes.
Half an hour later I worked up the courage to vape the rest of the 20mg I had previously loaded. 2 massive hits later and I am saying in my head " I apologized I respect you now. Please show me what you want me to see." Over and over I thought this while staring at a collage of beautiful twisting colors (I had my eyes shut).
All of a sudden I'm in a bright white room and there are all sorts of strange sounds and I feel like I am surrounded by "people" waving their hands in front of my closed eyes. I feel like the sound/music is their voices welcoming me and thanking me for finally coming to see them, even though I couldn't see them.
The only thing I could discern was some sort of a metallic/clear/white liquid, it flowed around all over the place. I was amazed and dumbfounded at how easy it had been to finally break through.
I didn't pay attention to much, but before I came back to my body completely I asked " why do we always forget how we. Are connected to you?" To which I was answered "that's just how humans are, you've all got too much going on to focus on the minute things in your life, but we're constantly connected. You don't need "dmt" to come and be with us just focus and will it to happen and you will be here. You're always here and we are always there. Everything is everything else all at the same time. I am you you are me and we are all each other. You will see. Come back soon."
I spent the next half hour watching my roof dance for me while I thought about all of the love and joy I had just experienced. I can't wait to go back there.
Thank you everybody for the encouraging words. I didn't think I would ever be able to let go and break through
I owe my success to you guys and to DMT showing me the right way.