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I have gazed into the eyes of insanity and returne
My meditation (super stoned, dmt ride) last night has me very introspective with interesting thoughts to ponder. I don't often share snippets of my personal journal, but this feels worth sharing:
Maybe judgement day is not an event at the end of your life where you surrender to a dogmatic higher authority. Maybe you have always been that higher authority. Just maybe judgement 'day' is not an external event at all but an internal one -- one made up of every thought and perception you have ever or will ever have about yourself. Just maybe your perception of the world around you is a direct and perfect representation of your self image -- a perfect reflection internal to external. In this thought, be kind to yourself. Learn to forgive yourself. Learn to love yourself and watch the world around you reflect your internal image. When you see something in the world that you dislike, look at the internal reflection. Find the corresponding self torment and unwind it. Find forgiveness of your own imperfections and forgiveness of external imperfections must follow. The paintbrush that colors the world around you is the same one you used to paint your own portrait. Pick your paints well.
Maybe judgement day is not an event at the end of your life where you surrender to a dogmatic higher authority. Maybe you have always been that higher authority. Just maybe judgement 'day' is not an external event at all but an internal one -- one made up of every thought and perception you have ever or will ever have about yourself. Just maybe your perception of the world around you is a direct and perfect representation of your self image -- a perfect reflection internal to external. In this thought, be kind to yourself. Learn to forgive yourself. Learn to love yourself and watch the world around you reflect your internal image. When you see something in the world that you dislike, look at the internal reflection. Find the corresponding self torment and unwind it. Find forgiveness of your own imperfections and forgiveness of external imperfections must follow. The paintbrush that colors the world around you is the same one you used to paint your own portrait. Pick your paints well.