Before the end of college I had been a bit more outgoing and gregarious. Towards the end of college until now, that's been lost. Lots of reasons why. We have to spend time finding ourselves.
I'd like to do more. I'd like to break my shell a bit. But I question and doubt myself. There's plenty I'd like to do and plenty that's been recommended to me to do: write a book, start a YouTube channel, fitness model while training, speak more on psychedelics and guidework, etc. I guess part of me also doesn't want to be like others I view unfavorably. A fine line.
Maybe I'm too beyond myself. Perhaps too considerate. Perhaps too caring. Maybe I should just care a little less and just do it (thanks Shia and Nike
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I'm just rambling. Thanks for reading. All love.
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I'd like to do more. I'd like to break my shell a bit. But I question and doubt myself. There's plenty I'd like to do and plenty that's been recommended to me to do: write a book, start a YouTube channel, fitness model while training, speak more on psychedelics and guidework, etc. I guess part of me also doesn't want to be like others I view unfavorably. A fine line.
Maybe I'm too beyond myself. Perhaps too considerate. Perhaps too caring. Maybe I should just care a little less and just do it (thanks Shia and Nike
![Rolling on the floor laughing :rofl: 🤣](/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/nexus/unicode/64/1f923.png)
I'm just rambling. Thanks for reading. All love.
One love