I have this tendency to withdraw into this anti-society isolation and I just want to be alone which means I can't and won't do public tripping. I am prone to come up anxiety and nausea and I just want to be in a nice comfortable dark room to minimize simulation, and have access to water, fruits, and regulated room temperature. I live with roommates who are most certainly not trippy people, and would probably take me to the hospital against my will if they witnessed me tripping not knowing what's going on with me.
I was thinking about renting out a hotel room to trip out in. I would prepare in the afternoon by doing some vigorous exercise followed by a light meal of fresh fruits. Renting out the hotel room in the evening and eating the shrooms once I get "comfy". The lights go off and I would simply meditate until it's time.
I have some concerns with this but I don't know if they are worth getting hung up about.
Such as I will be alone. I'm worried about getting into a laughing fit and possibly people in adjacent rooms could hear me? I am also honestly afraid of the dark. I never had the chance to trip out in a dark room before. Are people still afraid of things that go bump in the night when they are tripping? I'm fantastic at staying put when I'm peaking because I'm lost in my mind but once I get out of that phase I know I will probably want to venture out of the room to go outside but I'm also concerned about getting lost within the hotel and causing a scene.
I was thinking about renting out a hotel room to trip out in. I would prepare in the afternoon by doing some vigorous exercise followed by a light meal of fresh fruits. Renting out the hotel room in the evening and eating the shrooms once I get "comfy". The lights go off and I would simply meditate until it's time.
I have some concerns with this but I don't know if they are worth getting hung up about.
Such as I will be alone. I'm worried about getting into a laughing fit and possibly people in adjacent rooms could hear me? I am also honestly afraid of the dark. I never had the chance to trip out in a dark room before. Are people still afraid of things that go bump in the night when they are tripping? I'm fantastic at staying put when I'm peaking because I'm lost in my mind but once I get out of that phase I know I will probably want to venture out of the room to go outside but I'm also concerned about getting lost within the hotel and causing a scene.