I've had it several times, though the last time was probably 3 years ago.
I've had a presence, standing at the end of my bed, whose face I could not see. I felt terrified the first few times I had it. But the sound was always amazing, like a song, but so complex and otherworldy it must have been written by a demi-god.
Once I saw myself but I looked like deranged, fiendish elf, hunched over and trying to sneak away as though I had stolen something. When I saw myself seeing myself the elvish version of myself hissed and scowled and that scared my other self considerably. The paralysis was also terrifying. I remember trying to call out for help because I felt like something was really wrong, but I couldn't get my teeth apart, nor make any kind of sound.
I figured out how to get out of it by wiggling my toes eventually.
But now a days I'm not scared of it anymore. Recently I had it once and I was able to sort of shift my vision around the room, without moving. I saw myself lying next to where I thought I was lying, which was odd. Also my cognitive ability seemed impaired as my face looked distorted even though rationally I knew it wasn't. I tried shifting my focus and willing myself to move more, but ended up falling asleep again without any lucid dreams after that.
The last time I had it I had a window in my room where there was none and someone was trying to get in or trying to call me to come out. But when I tried to follow the call with my focus again I began dreaming and soon lost the awakeness.
There must be some kind of trick to holding on to it without waking up. I feel there is quite a bit of potential in these experiences. Unfortunately I haven't had any instances of it lately to experiment with.
On a different note, the band Dredg has made an entire album about sleep paralysis. It's called El Cielo; though I never did understand what the songs had to do with sleep paralysis other than some words coming from some of the reports they had in their booklet...
cheers
I've had a presence, standing at the end of my bed, whose face I could not see. I felt terrified the first few times I had it. But the sound was always amazing, like a song, but so complex and otherworldy it must have been written by a demi-god.
Once I saw myself but I looked like deranged, fiendish elf, hunched over and trying to sneak away as though I had stolen something. When I saw myself seeing myself the elvish version of myself hissed and scowled and that scared my other self considerably. The paralysis was also terrifying. I remember trying to call out for help because I felt like something was really wrong, but I couldn't get my teeth apart, nor make any kind of sound.
I figured out how to get out of it by wiggling my toes eventually.
But now a days I'm not scared of it anymore. Recently I had it once and I was able to sort of shift my vision around the room, without moving. I saw myself lying next to where I thought I was lying, which was odd. Also my cognitive ability seemed impaired as my face looked distorted even though rationally I knew it wasn't. I tried shifting my focus and willing myself to move more, but ended up falling asleep again without any lucid dreams after that.
The last time I had it I had a window in my room where there was none and someone was trying to get in or trying to call me to come out. But when I tried to follow the call with my focus again I began dreaming and soon lost the awakeness.
There must be some kind of trick to holding on to it without waking up. I feel there is quite a bit of potential in these experiences. Unfortunately I haven't had any instances of it lately to experiment with.
On a different note, the band Dredg has made an entire album about sleep paralysis. It's called El Cielo; though I never did understand what the songs had to do with sleep paralysis other than some words coming from some of the reports they had in their booklet...
cheers