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Rising Star
A friend of mine gave me this report with some questions to post it here:
The effects came quickly after about 30 minutes and then increased steadily for some time.
I had some fast changing and moving closed eye visuals which were not very strong and colorful but definitely opened up a special space where aspects of other beeings were somehow present. I also had the feeling that someone is making fast oscillating and pulsing sounds changing with the visuals.
My body and mostly the brain slightly felt like it got sweeped by some little flying and rotating beeings. Which did something on the borders of my awareness. I tried to not react to much and just observe what was happening. After some time I had to somehow shake my body and lough a bit uncontrollable. This happend again from time to time during the trip but I tried to stay in bed.
After this phase of visionary lightness and joke there came a phase of catharsis, where many of my recent negative experience bubbled up in me and visited me giving me a chance to let them go. Roughly in this time my body started to gag and I tried to puke but couldn't. This was somehow interconnected with the intensity of the bad feelings I experienced at this time.
I tried to let the things happen in me without reacting to much to them. Simply let them flow through me. This was very exhausting and it felt like I somehow passed away into a dream or sleep like state where I was not really aware of my self and time and space. Thinking about it afterwards it feels like a protective reaction somehow. But who knows.
All in all I had a quite heavy body load and felt quite sick after the middle of the trip with a sore throat, running nose, changing body temperature, dizziness and nausea.
I remember that the trips I had with mushrooms in the past where never that heavy for the body in the past. Even with the use of Syrian Rue. But I also never did it alone and in the dark, and maybe it never got so personal before.
I think my body reactions were all in a normal range. I was really upset about the heavy throat pain which I now realize is maybe caused by the gagging before. I remember that I had some similar throat problems in the past also on LSD. Maybe it has to do with eating not enough or something similar. Does someone of you maybe know how this throat pain might be triggered? Do you have similar experiences? Shall I have some medicine against it at hand next time?
From the side of the trip I really think I try 4g next time. But when the body problems then get worse that really might be to much for me.
But I really liked to do it alone in the dark silence. That really helped my to get some things done and not get lost in interactions with the outer world.
The effects came quickly after about 30 minutes and then increased steadily for some time.
I had some fast changing and moving closed eye visuals which were not very strong and colorful but definitely opened up a special space where aspects of other beeings were somehow present. I also had the feeling that someone is making fast oscillating and pulsing sounds changing with the visuals.
My body and mostly the brain slightly felt like it got sweeped by some little flying and rotating beeings. Which did something on the borders of my awareness. I tried to not react to much and just observe what was happening. After some time I had to somehow shake my body and lough a bit uncontrollable. This happend again from time to time during the trip but I tried to stay in bed.
After this phase of visionary lightness and joke there came a phase of catharsis, where many of my recent negative experience bubbled up in me and visited me giving me a chance to let them go. Roughly in this time my body started to gag and I tried to puke but couldn't. This was somehow interconnected with the intensity of the bad feelings I experienced at this time.
I tried to let the things happen in me without reacting to much to them. Simply let them flow through me. This was very exhausting and it felt like I somehow passed away into a dream or sleep like state where I was not really aware of my self and time and space. Thinking about it afterwards it feels like a protective reaction somehow. But who knows.
All in all I had a quite heavy body load and felt quite sick after the middle of the trip with a sore throat, running nose, changing body temperature, dizziness and nausea.
I remember that the trips I had with mushrooms in the past where never that heavy for the body in the past. Even with the use of Syrian Rue. But I also never did it alone and in the dark, and maybe it never got so personal before.
I think my body reactions were all in a normal range. I was really upset about the heavy throat pain which I now realize is maybe caused by the gagging before. I remember that I had some similar throat problems in the past also on LSD. Maybe it has to do with eating not enough or something similar. Does someone of you maybe know how this throat pain might be triggered? Do you have similar experiences? Shall I have some medicine against it at hand next time?
From the side of the trip I really think I try 4g next time. But when the body problems then get worse that really might be to much for me.
But I really liked to do it alone in the dark silence. That really helped my to get some things done and not get lost in interactions with the outer world.
so you really get to know them).