Withoutmask
Rising Star
First and Foremost. I'm happy this site exist. The world can feel terribly lonely for someone searching for truth and growth on there own. Especially being in a culture that looks down on this type of experimentation.
I'm nervous. It's been a few years since I last took DMT. I can't really remember anything other than coming away feeling that nothing was the same.
It was at a friends house. For context we lived in project housing and had never been exposed to hallucinogenics before. I'd be lying to you if I even knew what it meant that day. We always had an open mind though, and a friend of his who of all things was a student studying to be a chemist brought it along.
(Description of Experience that I remember)
He offered it to me, saying something to the effect. "This is an opportunity" and for whatever reason. I just went with the flow. I remember like it was yesterday. He told me take inhale deeply and tell him when "I'm gone" I'm thinking this dude is crazy. What the fuck are you talking about, I go along with it. I take the first hit. And he's like are you gone. I say no. I take the second hit. And I remember hearing him ask me and I was out of there. Much of what I remember isn't visual although that was my experience I just don't have the words or maybe the vocabulary to explain what I saw. I was in a place which I could only describe as I felt " They wanted me there, or at least were happy to see me)It was strange, but I wasn't scared and that surprised me (Scared of the dark) It didn't make any sense to me that I could be in this different world with my mind intact yet feel like everything is perfectly find.
I came out of that feeling like everything I knew about life was either or hidden, and the search for truth started from there. Was genuinely happy in seeing me. I cried. Because I don't remember ever feeling so happy before. That changed me entirely, ignited this child like curiosity in me that I felt was gone
Fast forward now. I'm far more advanced in terms of what I call "Paper Knowledge" and I want to experience it again to see more of what's there to learn. I'm also scared. I'll let everyone know how it goes a few hours after the experience. Any books you'd recommend I'd appreciate
Love is Love
I'm nervous. It's been a few years since I last took DMT. I can't really remember anything other than coming away feeling that nothing was the same.
It was at a friends house. For context we lived in project housing and had never been exposed to hallucinogenics before. I'd be lying to you if I even knew what it meant that day. We always had an open mind though, and a friend of his who of all things was a student studying to be a chemist brought it along.
(Description of Experience that I remember)
He offered it to me, saying something to the effect. "This is an opportunity" and for whatever reason. I just went with the flow. I remember like it was yesterday. He told me take inhale deeply and tell him when "I'm gone" I'm thinking this dude is crazy. What the fuck are you talking about, I go along with it. I take the first hit. And he's like are you gone. I say no. I take the second hit. And I remember hearing him ask me and I was out of there. Much of what I remember isn't visual although that was my experience I just don't have the words or maybe the vocabulary to explain what I saw. I was in a place which I could only describe as I felt " They wanted me there, or at least were happy to see me)It was strange, but I wasn't scared and that surprised me (Scared of the dark) It didn't make any sense to me that I could be in this different world with my mind intact yet feel like everything is perfectly find.
I came out of that feeling like everything I knew about life was either or hidden, and the search for truth started from there. Was genuinely happy in seeing me. I cried. Because I don't remember ever feeling so happy before. That changed me entirely, ignited this child like curiosity in me that I felt was gone
Fast forward now. I'm far more advanced in terms of what I call "Paper Knowledge" and I want to experience it again to see more of what's there to learn. I'm also scared. I'll let everyone know how it goes a few hours after the experience. Any books you'd recommend I'd appreciate
Love is Love
