Hi friends,
Long time no post. I've been thoroughly enjoying my free time during quarantine in my home town working on music and reading lots of sci-fi. I hope all of you are healthy and well in light of recent events.
There's been something on my mind, something that I've wanted to talk to others about and hear their perspective on. It started back when I was still in Peru. A concatenation of events and emotions pushed me to go back home just a few weeks before the virus outbreak and the following lockdown that would've forced me to stay in Peru and find myself in a pretty nasty financial situation. I didn't fully realize what I was feeling back then, but recently it's started becoming abundantly noticeable.
Even if I abstract myself from all recent events with the virus and BLM movements and semi-recession, I feel the energy of the world as a whole changing drastically. I guess I sensed this shift in Peru but with time my ability to notice it has been increased. And I do not believe that all the shit that's going on in the world right now is the reason behind this energetic shift, but rather the product of it.
Terence has talked at length about how the Universe is a novelty producing engine whose goal is to create higher and higher levels of complexity, upon which to keep building new layers until things get so bizarre and odd that we won't have a choice but to talk about it in a serious manner.
Back when he was talking about Timewave Zero he said he believes that humanity is already in the shadow of the eschaton, and its gravitational pull can be felt. I didn't sense it when I read about it, but in retrospect, I feel like somewhere mid-2019 we entered the shadow of said transcendental object at the end of time.
If I ignore everything that's going on and completely purge my opinions and emotions on it, I clearly feel something odd and different about the energy of the planet. There's a weird sense of urgency and imminence that is emanating from everything around. Starting with the fires in Australia and the Amazon from last year and following with the virus and the utter chaos that is reigning in the US and other countries right now, I feel like we're gaining speed by the second on a collision course with something grand in the near future.
As someone that has a worldview heavily shapen by nihilism and stoicism, and geographically positioned where nothing too bad has happened in a long time, I can't say I care about any of the stuff that is going on right now. My eyes are turned to the distant future, and all my attention is focused on what's coming on a universal scale. And I'm starting to feel like Terence was completely right when he said the following:
I gotta admit, if "the end of the world" is a thing that will happen in the future, I am thoroughly looking forward to it. Death is the least of my concerns or fears. Losing loved ones and friends is a process that is inevitable. I just want to witness the grandeur of something that completely disobeys human understanding and cognitive patterns. Something that will make you, in your last moments on this plane of existence, say "WOW"...
Long time no post. I've been thoroughly enjoying my free time during quarantine in my home town working on music and reading lots of sci-fi. I hope all of you are healthy and well in light of recent events.
There's been something on my mind, something that I've wanted to talk to others about and hear their perspective on. It started back when I was still in Peru. A concatenation of events and emotions pushed me to go back home just a few weeks before the virus outbreak and the following lockdown that would've forced me to stay in Peru and find myself in a pretty nasty financial situation. I didn't fully realize what I was feeling back then, but recently it's started becoming abundantly noticeable.
Even if I abstract myself from all recent events with the virus and BLM movements and semi-recession, I feel the energy of the world as a whole changing drastically. I guess I sensed this shift in Peru but with time my ability to notice it has been increased. And I do not believe that all the shit that's going on in the world right now is the reason behind this energetic shift, but rather the product of it.
Terence has talked at length about how the Universe is a novelty producing engine whose goal is to create higher and higher levels of complexity, upon which to keep building new layers until things get so bizarre and odd that we won't have a choice but to talk about it in a serious manner.
Back when he was talking about Timewave Zero he said he believes that humanity is already in the shadow of the eschaton, and its gravitational pull can be felt. I didn't sense it when I read about it, but in retrospect, I feel like somewhere mid-2019 we entered the shadow of said transcendental object at the end of time.
If I ignore everything that's going on and completely purge my opinions and emotions on it, I clearly feel something odd and different about the energy of the planet. There's a weird sense of urgency and imminence that is emanating from everything around. Starting with the fires in Australia and the Amazon from last year and following with the virus and the utter chaos that is reigning in the US and other countries right now, I feel like we're gaining speed by the second on a collision course with something grand in the near future.
As someone that has a worldview heavily shapen by nihilism and stoicism, and geographically positioned where nothing too bad has happened in a long time, I can't say I care about any of the stuff that is going on right now. My eyes are turned to the distant future, and all my attention is focused on what's coming on a universal scale. And I'm starting to feel like Terence was completely right when he said the following:
Do any of you feel the drag and the increasing velocity we are gaining towards something indescribably big and complex in the future? What do you make of it? When do you expect us to finally reach that state of existence where everything is unfathomably complex and interconnected to the point where separating reality from imagination is completely impossible?"The mushroom said to me once, it said, ‘This is what it’s like when a species prepares to depart for the stars. This is not unusual.’ The earth quakes, the oceans boil, the planet came into existence for this. All life for over a billion years has been pointed toward taking this step, leaving the oceans for the land was dress rehearsal for what will now be done. It’s chilling because it’s so huge. You don’t even know. It’s just enormous. Yet, apparently, when you look back through the history of the universe, this is how it precedes. Incredibly gradually over staggering scales of time but then every once in a while you come around the corner and there it is – a continent sinks, an asteroid impacts, a star explodes, two intelligent species meet somewhere out in the cosmos. These things set ripples going for eons."
I gotta admit, if "the end of the world" is a thing that will happen in the future, I am thoroughly looking forward to it. Death is the least of my concerns or fears. Losing loved ones and friends is a process that is inevitable. I just want to witness the grandeur of something that completely disobeys human understanding and cognitive patterns. Something that will make you, in your last moments on this plane of existence, say "WOW"...
- monkey Yoda
Thanks for reminding me, Princess.

