I  tend to drink a bit to ease my physical discomfort and fatique from health problems in order to ensure the proper set. I hate that this is the case. I'm not the biggest fan of alcohol honestly. The reason I do this is because the first few times I really thought I was in a good mood but even so had negative aspects to the experience.  I think maybe I wasn't in as good of mood as I assumed... maybe I've just settled and used to feeling bad, assuming that I'm in a good mood.

I wouldn't have done this intentionally however. Usually I just drink a trivial amount. I hardly drank more than that honestly.  The thing is that i had been talking about microdosig for energy.  Most of the information that I find about microdosig had to do with helping people with anxiety and depression.  I noticed that I have a burst of energy after doing dmt almost every time. I wanted to test microdoing for energy.  I was talking to my husband about this prior to smoking. I assumed that i was just going to get minor effects... definately assumed no visuals. Now that I've gotten experience with the vapor genie,  I will definately be able to control my intake so that I won't do more than a bit while on more than 2 glasses of wine.  2 glasses don't do much but a slight but more and there is some tipsiness. It was really an accident smoking that much dmt.

I'm happy with my experience regardless of the unexpected experience. In addition,  I have gained the experience to get the right dosage so that I don't do more than a microcode on that much alcohol. To clarify, it wasn't that much... but to me it was that much because it was more than I needed to ease my pain and fatigue. Not only that,  but i would rather not have an infection that time. I just need to be more self aware next time is all is what I'm saying and apply what I've learned about the smoking.

It would really hekp me out if someone would share a similar experience. Had anyone came in contact with an entity that they felt like they knew? Did you feel this longing to go back and how did you integrate this? I'm working on integrating it now but feel like it just happened so im still working on it.