If you need so much spice in a gvg and still not break trough, you are overly insensitive for spice or doing it all wrong. I guess the second. Also, the blaming part speaks for itself.

Not looking good :thumb_dow

The good news: you can only improve from here :thumb_up:

That entity is probably ramming the gvg in your throat because of your blasphemic ritual of ruining spice, can't blame him in hindsight. You see, he does you a favor actually.

Good luck,

learn and prosper.