Bigflip1991
Rising Star
Hey nexus
Been on a kick writing stuff and thinking bout past experiences so I thought I'd write a trip report on the first time I smoked dmt.
First time writing a trip report so bare with me.
This was a time in my life where I was longing for smoked dmt
Longing!!! For a long time, few years. Mind you I've had a few aya experiences. But they didn't take me to hyperspace and I was wanting an out of body full gone experience.
I had only one prior a few months earlier on accident thinking I could eye up some 4-aco-dmt...
Let's just say I Ended up in the ER... Story for another day lol
Me and my best buddy Conner were hanging out talking bout psychs dmt and other trippy topics I then realised I had a point(100mg)for each of us of some pure white dmt crystals.. I couldn't believe it today was the day..i would know what it's like to do what I've read of soo much, I read it all heard it all now I would experience.
Having no where to do it us living in our parents at the time parked in a lot (I know dumb) behind a bar he worked we knew it to be safe and secluded.
We have some weed to do the sandwich method..we decide to just go for it with the full point
It's Conner's first time as well.
Conner goes first.. Smokes..goes..on return he says OMG man There's nothing to worry about there right there waiting for you ohh man glowing.
I ready my self not knowing what to expect. I've done dmt countless times now and almost always have fear to let go and smoke..but this time I was not I didn't yet know the weight of what i was about to get...no words can prepare you... Tho Terrance did very well.. No words..
Its a beautiful sunny day with white fluffy clouds in the sky...i smoke one hit,two hits,maby a third..cant remember the carrier wave and guttural noises keep rising till it ripped me apart.
At the same time I begin to feel all sensations a human body can feel one after the other very rapidly.. I became water, ice, fire, rock, mental,air and more.. It was like my senses were short circuiting, synostecia of every kind was present.
This was all in an instant all at once. One by one my barriers start to shut down in the exact order described in the Bagavhad gita what makes me me my ego was being stripped the last was my heart stopped.. I was dying... I thought of my mom and brothers and said I'm sorry I couldn't not die.. But I am..
My spirit rose out of my body out the crown.. From here on out its a classic NDE
A river of light carried me up, it felt soo calming and inviting. I let go and died
I was now one with the light.. In that moment it was as if I woke from a dream.. All my sadness at my loss and death was now the best joke ever.. This place I thought.. I'm home.
I've always been here, I am always the one ,the light.
Life is just a dream that seems really real, till you wake up and remember your god..
I was the God head, time was no longer liner it was all flowing in on it self,all at once.
I could see ever moment that has been and all that will be.
It's all made up of love...this universe.
I've never had a trip like this again. This resembled a 5-meo trip alot more than an nndmt trip. Every other time I've done dmt it's been so visual but not this time.. Just light.
This trip changed my life and confirmed man beliefs I have regarding reincarnation and Hinduism as a whole. Soo great.
To this day I can't believe this was my first time OMG it's still the most spiritual moment I've ever had with direct conversation with the mother being a close second man ohh man..
Thanks for reading guys. Love you all
Hare Krishna
Been on a kick writing stuff and thinking bout past experiences so I thought I'd write a trip report on the first time I smoked dmt.
First time writing a trip report so bare with me.
This was a time in my life where I was longing for smoked dmt
Longing!!! For a long time, few years. Mind you I've had a few aya experiences. But they didn't take me to hyperspace and I was wanting an out of body full gone experience.
I had only one prior a few months earlier on accident thinking I could eye up some 4-aco-dmt...
Let's just say I Ended up in the ER... Story for another day lol
Me and my best buddy Conner were hanging out talking bout psychs dmt and other trippy topics I then realised I had a point(100mg)for each of us of some pure white dmt crystals.. I couldn't believe it today was the day..i would know what it's like to do what I've read of soo much, I read it all heard it all now I would experience.
Having no where to do it us living in our parents at the time parked in a lot (I know dumb) behind a bar he worked we knew it to be safe and secluded.
We have some weed to do the sandwich method..we decide to just go for it with the full point
It's Conner's first time as well.
Conner goes first.. Smokes..goes..on return he says OMG man There's nothing to worry about there right there waiting for you ohh man glowing.
I ready my self not knowing what to expect. I've done dmt countless times now and almost always have fear to let go and smoke..but this time I was not I didn't yet know the weight of what i was about to get...no words can prepare you... Tho Terrance did very well.. No words..
Its a beautiful sunny day with white fluffy clouds in the sky...i smoke one hit,two hits,maby a third..cant remember the carrier wave and guttural noises keep rising till it ripped me apart.
At the same time I begin to feel all sensations a human body can feel one after the other very rapidly.. I became water, ice, fire, rock, mental,air and more.. It was like my senses were short circuiting, synostecia of every kind was present.
This was all in an instant all at once. One by one my barriers start to shut down in the exact order described in the Bagavhad gita what makes me me my ego was being stripped the last was my heart stopped.. I was dying... I thought of my mom and brothers and said I'm sorry I couldn't not die.. But I am..
My spirit rose out of my body out the crown.. From here on out its a classic NDE
A river of light carried me up, it felt soo calming and inviting. I let go and died
I was now one with the light.. In that moment it was as if I woke from a dream.. All my sadness at my loss and death was now the best joke ever.. This place I thought.. I'm home.
I've always been here, I am always the one ,the light.
Life is just a dream that seems really real, till you wake up and remember your god..
I was the God head, time was no longer liner it was all flowing in on it self,all at once.
I could see ever moment that has been and all that will be.
It's all made up of love...this universe.
I've never had a trip like this again. This resembled a 5-meo trip alot more than an nndmt trip. Every other time I've done dmt it's been so visual but not this time.. Just light.
This trip changed my life and confirmed man beliefs I have regarding reincarnation and Hinduism as a whole. Soo great.
To this day I can't believe this was my first time OMG it's still the most spiritual moment I've ever had with direct conversation with the mother being a close second man ohh man..
Thanks for reading guys. Love you all
Hare Krishna