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Strapped back in…whew

Cyanescen

Rising Star
Hey all, long time lurker, infrequent poster. Idk what happened to my old account, don’t even know the email I used for it to do the “forgot my password” bit.
I did my first extraction back in 2011 (shoutout to Mr Kush) and then put the spirit molecule down to rest in 2014-2015
I did my second round of extractions in 2022 (shoutout to Cyb). Made enhanced leaf and changa following those extractions in 2022 and it’s been sitting in a jar ever since. I’ve been too scared to try it.

There’s been trouble in the family this year. I’ve been recommending they try psychedelics for 15 years and it’s fallen on deaf ears until tragedy struck. Now they’re ready to listen. But I couldn’t in good conscience give them advice when I myself have been too scared to go deep with any psychedelics for over a decade. I haven’t had time for a proper mushroom journey, but the issue is pressing so I broke out the jars of DMT.

I loaded my bong with 100mg 1:1 enhanced leaf and tried to meditate for a couple hours to get my adrenaline under control to no avail. I finally gathered the courage, despite my heart pounding, strapped in and lit the fuse. “Holy shit! Holy shit! I forgot! I forgot!” Is all I could think as I was holding in that last rip and the room started turning counterclockwise at warp speed. And then I closed my eyes. Oh my god. I knew I was in for a ride, but it’s been sooo long I’d completely forgotten just how insane that journey really is.

I was so blown away I tried my Changa a few days later. It was my first time ever making Changa (shoutout Olympus Mon) so I’d made it relatively mild 5:4:1 herb : DMT : pure harmala freebase extract. Despite the relatively low amount of MAOI, the difference was remarkable. I’m glad I really went conservative and heeded the warning to work your way up with the harmalas.

I tried my enhanced leaf again after that and tried to get it all in one bong hit because I didn’t have someone to take the bong from me and I worry about dropping it. It was so hot and harsh I couldn’t hold it in long and the burnt taste in my mouth tainted the whole experience. I’m going to be making some new enhanced leaf and changa with fresh herbs in hopes it will be less harsh than my nearly 3 year old batch.
So glad I took the plunge. Glad to be back perusing these boards, brief as this next chapter may be, and hopefully get answers to new questions that have arisen since my last visits here.
Love
 
Welcome back!

Message Dreamer042 about your old account, as perhaps he could help restore it.

Sorry to hear of your family troubles. I hope peace is around the corner for you and yours.

It is an insane journey and I am often left with the feeling of holy shit. Cool to hear you worked up the courage for the trip. Sounds like you enjoyed this revisit and it provided some positives for you.

What sort of new questions have arisen? Just curious.
 
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