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Rising Star
- Merits
- 42
PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set:Calm, open
(physical condition) Set:Great
Setting (location):My bed
time of day: 24 hour - Daylight
recent drug use:LSD - few days ago
last meal: 3pm - pasta+veggies
PARTICIPANT
Gender: male
body weight: 150lbs 68.03kg
known sensitivities: none
history of use: Novice NM-DMT
BIOASSAY[/u]
Substance(s): )None
Dose(s): 60+mg
Method of administration: Vaporized
EFFECTS
Administration time: T=0:00 5:10pm Pacitic time
Duration: 2-4 minutes
First effects: 30 seconds
Peak: didn't peak
Come down:5 minutes
Baseline:
Intensity (overall): 0.5
Evaluation / notes:see report
OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: 1
Implesantness: 2
Visual Intensity: 2
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AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover: 0
Afterglow: 1 - minimal
REPORT
My last breakthrough into hyperspace was one hell of a journey, it was only about a month ago, and it was something I will never forget. It was as if my entire being was sterilized. It appeared to me I was being taken through some kind of 'hyperspace hospital', accompanied by several entities my body was washed, my soul cleansed, the entire time this extreme intensity, and this incredible feeling of worth..
..Now I consider myself to be a good person, and I try to be the best human I can be..
In this trip it was as if my intentions were recognized and I was being rewarded with a fresh start from all that I had done wrong in the past. When I came down I had this unbelievable feeling of energy coursing through my veins. It was as if was alive for the first time. It was for sure my most meaningful breakthrough, and something that I will never forget.
Since then I have moved into one of the most amazing places I have ever been, Yosemite National Park, will be here until mid-Fall 2012. I came here in hope to find meaning in my life, to find my purpose here on Earth. Having a little trouble doing so I thought I would see what hyperspace has to offer, so about 10 days ago, midway through a breathtaking hike, I gave it a shot. Felt the onset coming on strong, so I laid back, closed my eyes and let the trip begin. The only thing is, I never broke through. It was as if I was at a bus stop, there were many entities around me, all of which were getting on the busses and traveling to what I presume was hyperspace. The only thing was I wasn't able to get on. And shortly after I came to without the full experience. I assumed it was because it was a little too windy or I had burnt and not vaporized the spice. Something of that sort. So I decided to take a break and get my daily routine down a little better since I was still adjusting to the new environment.
Then just earlier, around 5:10pm pacific time, I gave it another try. Made sure everything was perfect, correct dosage, correct vaporization and I made sure I was very comfortable (lying in my bed), even had my Bismuth in my pocket. Again felt the onset coming on strong, even stronger than before. I hit my pipe until it was too difficult and then laid back, closed my eyes, and let the trip begin. I was seeing way more than I had the last try. It was as if I was being screened by a couple of entities making sure everything was in check, I thought for sure I was on my was to hyperspace, when just then, it stopped intensifying, the feeling leveled out for a minute or so and the entities vanished. I was back in my bed, without the full experience yet again.
This time I know it wasn't my methods that were wrong, I had traveled to hyperspace this same way nearly a dozen times before. It was as if I was not allowed on the journey, and I cannot figure out why. I still have about 300mg left but I have no intention of making another attempt until I feel more confident I will 'be allowed' into hyperspace.
I was wondering if anyone has had a similar experience, where they felt they were denied access to hyperspace? And if so what have you done about it?
Would really appreciate any thoughts or suggestions, kinda bummed about the whole situation.
(mind)Set:Calm, open
(physical condition) Set:Great
Setting (location):My bed
time of day: 24 hour - Daylight
recent drug use:LSD - few days ago
last meal: 3pm - pasta+veggies
PARTICIPANT
Gender: male
body weight: 150lbs 68.03kg
known sensitivities: none
history of use: Novice NM-DMT
BIOASSAY[/u]
Substance(s): )None
Dose(s): 60+mg
Method of administration: Vaporized
EFFECTS
Administration time: T=0:00 5:10pm Pacitic time
Duration: 2-4 minutes
First effects: 30 seconds
Peak: didn't peak
Come down:5 minutes
Baseline:
Intensity (overall): 0.5
Evaluation / notes:see report
OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: 1
Implesantness: 2
Visual Intensity: 2
.
.
.
AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover: 0
Afterglow: 1 - minimal
REPORT
My last breakthrough into hyperspace was one hell of a journey, it was only about a month ago, and it was something I will never forget. It was as if my entire being was sterilized. It appeared to me I was being taken through some kind of 'hyperspace hospital', accompanied by several entities my body was washed, my soul cleansed, the entire time this extreme intensity, and this incredible feeling of worth..
..Now I consider myself to be a good person, and I try to be the best human I can be..
In this trip it was as if my intentions were recognized and I was being rewarded with a fresh start from all that I had done wrong in the past. When I came down I had this unbelievable feeling of energy coursing through my veins. It was as if was alive for the first time. It was for sure my most meaningful breakthrough, and something that I will never forget.
Since then I have moved into one of the most amazing places I have ever been, Yosemite National Park, will be here until mid-Fall 2012. I came here in hope to find meaning in my life, to find my purpose here on Earth. Having a little trouble doing so I thought I would see what hyperspace has to offer, so about 10 days ago, midway through a breathtaking hike, I gave it a shot. Felt the onset coming on strong, so I laid back, closed my eyes and let the trip begin. The only thing is, I never broke through. It was as if I was at a bus stop, there were many entities around me, all of which were getting on the busses and traveling to what I presume was hyperspace. The only thing was I wasn't able to get on. And shortly after I came to without the full experience. I assumed it was because it was a little too windy or I had burnt and not vaporized the spice. Something of that sort. So I decided to take a break and get my daily routine down a little better since I was still adjusting to the new environment.
Then just earlier, around 5:10pm pacific time, I gave it another try. Made sure everything was perfect, correct dosage, correct vaporization and I made sure I was very comfortable (lying in my bed), even had my Bismuth in my pocket. Again felt the onset coming on strong, even stronger than before. I hit my pipe until it was too difficult and then laid back, closed my eyes, and let the trip begin. I was seeing way more than I had the last try. It was as if I was being screened by a couple of entities making sure everything was in check, I thought for sure I was on my was to hyperspace, when just then, it stopped intensifying, the feeling leveled out for a minute or so and the entities vanished. I was back in my bed, without the full experience yet again.
This time I know it wasn't my methods that were wrong, I had traveled to hyperspace this same way nearly a dozen times before. It was as if I was not allowed on the journey, and I cannot figure out why. I still have about 300mg left but I have no intention of making another attempt until I feel more confident I will 'be allowed' into hyperspace.
I was wondering if anyone has had a similar experience, where they felt they were denied access to hyperspace? And if so what have you done about it?
Would really appreciate any thoughts or suggestions, kinda bummed about the whole situation.