If you are having mental health issues than I would recommend holding off on these psychedelics, however if this is some type of spiritual crisis, and your mental health is sound, then you may be interested in the below...
I actually prepared this whole thing before reading your entire post, and had not consider possible mental health issues which these entheogens may serve to greatly exacerbate. I then did not want to delete all that I had written, so I decided to post this any way, Please be very careful.I believe in personal responsibility, I believe that we are all able to make our own decisions, but that we must be responsible for them, so all I can say is please be safe and put a good deal of thought into these decisions.
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Hmmm...
That's an incredibly light preperation.
Generally you will need to preform a procedure similar to the one described below:
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ACRB and PHS entheogenic decoction preparation
·10g acacia confusa root bark and 4g peganum harmala are blended into a powder in a coffee grinder.
·This powder is then added to an appropriate boiling vessel, I prefer Pyrex.
·Water is added to the boiling vessel with the ACRB/PHS powder (acetic or citric acid can be added in the form of a tablespoon full of lemon juice or vinegar)
·This mixture is brought to a LOW, but rolling boil for for 2-3 hours.
·After the time has elapsed, stop the boil by removing the boiling vessel from the heat source.
·Filter, placing the filtrate into a clean vessel and setting aside, and returning the filter-cake to the original boiling vessel.
·Add fresh water to the boiling vessel containing the filter-cake, fresh acid can be added at this time as well.
·Bring this mixture to a LOW but rolling boil, and allow it to boil for 2 ton3 hours.
·After the time has elapsed, stop the boil by removing the boiling vessel from the heat source.
·Again, Filter, placing the filtrate into the vessel containing the previous filtrate and set these combined filtrates aside. Then, again, return the filter-cake to the original boiling vessel.
·Repeat the two to three hour boil just as before.
·Once finished, add the final filtrate to the vessel containing the previous two combined filtrates. Discard the filter cake.
·Take the vessel containing the 3 combined filtrates and bring these to a low boil, reducing the volume to a drinkable amount.
·Drink
(If placed in the fridge and saved a sediment will collect on the bottom of the container, this is normal, simply shake the brew before consumption. )
You can also brew your PHS separately from your ACRB, where it can be consumed 10 minutes before the ACRB brew, or it can be combined with it and consumed simultaneously.
You may also brew your ACRB by itself, and 10 minutes before drinking this ACRB brew you can swallow ground PHS.
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Miscellaneous:
If you search for "ayahuasca and it's recipes" by terence McKenna it's fairly interesting, it's fairly old, so it's not like a guide or anything, but there's some informative content. I transcribed a random selection from the lecture as a full transcription was not available. If you search on YouTube for "terence McKenna ayahuasca and it's recipes" you can hear the whole thing.
in the final evaporation you want to be careful not to boil it too rapidly or the sugars which are cooked out of the ayahuasca will tend to caramelize and make it thick, this does not affect the pharmacology of the ayahuasca but it makes it hell to swallow. If you do it right you will be able to get it to 100mls and it should still pour...it's as thin as water, it won't thicken unless you have boiled it with too hot of flame.
Q: so your not destroying any alkaloids it's just caramelized?
Terence: no, it's more like an aesthetic thing, like you hurried it, and if you are giving it to people who are knowledgeable they will comment on this, the sign of amateurish ayahuasca is ayahuasca thats thick, because it needn't be, those are just sugars, it's not doing you any good.
Terence McKenna; ayahuasca and it's recipes
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Miscellaneous report involving eating a spoon full of ground PHS then consuming Acacia phlebophylla.
At 2:15am on Saturday morning I injested (rather quickly) a heaped teaspoon of ground harmala seeds, and flushed it down with water. 10 minutes later, I drank a cup full of the acacia phlebophylla brew, also rather quickly. 15 minutes later, things got really, really _wierd
I was on the bean bag, describing a dull cramp in my stomach to Nick and Chris. I glanced over to the curtains, which are a see-thru material with a floral pattern. They started moving. The flowers on the curtains seemed as though they were at a different distance from the material itself. They looked different, almost brighter. The venetian blinds behind the curtains were breathing. My homemade speakers (made of chipboard) changed. I noticed that every single object in the room was made up of one colour only. Nick pointed out that this is 'normal', that all objects seem to have all imperfections removed, so that the chipboard seemed like Laminex. There was no shading, no shadows, no scratches, no texture. Just a single colour for every single object.
The flowers on the curtains were shimmering, the curtains started breathing, and then they flowed down, onto the floor, just like the smoke from a spilt bottle of liquid nitrogen flows down stairs. The colour changes remained until the Closed Eye Visuals (CEV) started.
I felt as though this was about as much as I could handle at that moment, and if that trip stopped there and then I would have heaps to talk about.
But no...
An Experience with Huasca Combo (Syrian Rue & A. phlebophylla). 'I Learned to Stop Reality and Love Psychedelics' by Dr. DMT
erowid.org
The report gets really good after that point, however it's quite long, so you will have to visit the link.
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You can not underestimate these ayahuasca analogue brews, I have reached points during these experiences which were indistinguishable from smoked DMT, these experiences can be very intense.
-eg