I'm writing this 48 hours post-trip, and hope I can articulate well enough to really convey this one right, as it was unlike any other trip I've experienced, nor was it like any trip reports that I've read (but let me know if this is akin to other trips you've read or experienced!)
Prologue:
This was my first successful pharmahuasca experience, but I've had several deep experiences with GVG, changa, and vaporhuasca (e-mesh). I've made multiple oral/pharmahuasca attempts with some dmt fumarate that I made, and each of those attempts was similar method just changing dose, by way of harmalas by capsule, a period of time, and then dmt fumarate by capsule. I was at over 250mg harmalas and 75mg DMT, and it was always around 2 hours 20 minutes after harmala capsule before I would feel anything, and it would never hit right. THIS time, I heeded advice from others here on the Nexus for a more reliable pharmahuasca technique, and added my own twist.
The dose for this one:
160mg Harmine
40mg THH
20mg Harmaline
75mg ultra crystally white DMT freebase
Mood was fine, life is OK, this was a work day, nothing too intense going on in life. At 5:30am I took 600mg Alpha GPC and 400mg oxiracetam. At 12:30 I had 12oz coffee with 200mg L-theanine and 300mg Alpha GPC
Location was at my apartment
T+00:00
I had two small tamales at 10:30am, but otherwise did not eat anything until ingesting harmalas at 5:30pm, this time by way of shotglass with Coke (classic) and small amount of fresh squeezed lemon, then eating half of a freshly peeled orange. Taste was ok, not bad considering.
T+00:35
I was already feeling something from the harmalas. Music was notably augmented, feeling some excitement in the brain...
T+00:45
DMT freebase mixed in shotglass, again with Coke and fresh squeezed lemon, 300mg Alpha GPC capsule, and then the other half of the orange and a croissant. Taste was fine to me.
T+01:00
It was already coming on quickly, CEV/OEV unavoidable, I struggled on computer to navigate to Alan Watts, I was relieved when I did. He was talking about Wu Wei, was perfect for this point in time.
T+01:20
I could not interact in chat any more, moved on to Meditation for Inner Peace 7 and bowed my head, proceeding into the most mushroom-like DMT trip, as far as thinking about all these different people in my life and different interactions and this continual epiphany / reiteration of the importance of all of the interactions with people, what they mean to me, and the gravity of my interactions with them. What was NOT like any mushroom (or DMT) trip that I've ever had before, is how the brightness knob was turned up, with the typical morphing geometric shapes being this never ending skittles rainbow, with my tastebuds still to this minute registering like i recently took a mouthful of all of the different flavors of skittles. Perhaps someone reading this could take this as something awkward or unpleasant, but what I am trying to describe is something so wonderful, I felt borderline unworthy of it, and was actually concerned how amazing it was, like it was too good, i.e. the dangerous high of the wrong sort of drug, but this notion passed, and I realized I was being bathed in love, paid forward for me to extend to others in my life.
There were no entities that I noticed, and it did not feel alien in nature (like I've experienced before). It was 60+ minutes of full-in closed-eye trip of beauty, not feminine or masculine, but, rainbows, skittles, beauty, and I know I was laughing out loud occasionally about thoughts of different interactions with other people.
T+02:20
Somewhere around this point in time, I finally opened my eyes and was compelled to move around a little bit, but soon wound up kneeling at my bed with my head down on the mattress, as an involuntary gesture of reverence. Eyes open or shut, it did not matter, it was extremely bright and vivid morphing geometry, everything radiated rainbows. I must point out, while in life I do like the rainbow after a passing storm, I did not care for overly vibrant and colorful things, but this experience left its' mark....
T+03:00
Was able to get back on chat again, afterglow lasted into the next day (at work, too), and I carried an unbreakable positive spirit. I couldn't fall asleep until T+06:30 (midnight-ish)
Overall takeaway - now at 48 hours later, I'm feeling like I need to catch up on sleep, but still with hint of afterglow, and I love it. Life has permanently elevated yet again. For the oral ROA, this recipe was ... divine .... but I think that experimenting with less THH for less brightness/vibrance and more harmaline for more dreamy, and perhaps some tea or changa with blue lotus, and an outdoor setting with higher dose of DMT, would be something I would like to try. But THIS experience, was LOVE & CANDY, something I would wish upon both my favorite and least favorite people, as I can only imagine the domino effect would help shape the world into more of what I want to surround myself with.
Prologue:
This was my first successful pharmahuasca experience, but I've had several deep experiences with GVG, changa, and vaporhuasca (e-mesh). I've made multiple oral/pharmahuasca attempts with some dmt fumarate that I made, and each of those attempts was similar method just changing dose, by way of harmalas by capsule, a period of time, and then dmt fumarate by capsule. I was at over 250mg harmalas and 75mg DMT, and it was always around 2 hours 20 minutes after harmala capsule before I would feel anything, and it would never hit right. THIS time, I heeded advice from others here on the Nexus for a more reliable pharmahuasca technique, and added my own twist.
The dose for this one:
160mg Harmine
40mg THH
20mg Harmaline
75mg ultra crystally white DMT freebase
Mood was fine, life is OK, this was a work day, nothing too intense going on in life. At 5:30am I took 600mg Alpha GPC and 400mg oxiracetam. At 12:30 I had 12oz coffee with 200mg L-theanine and 300mg Alpha GPC
Location was at my apartment
T+00:00
I had two small tamales at 10:30am, but otherwise did not eat anything until ingesting harmalas at 5:30pm, this time by way of shotglass with Coke (classic) and small amount of fresh squeezed lemon, then eating half of a freshly peeled orange. Taste was ok, not bad considering.
T+00:35
I was already feeling something from the harmalas. Music was notably augmented, feeling some excitement in the brain...
T+00:45
DMT freebase mixed in shotglass, again with Coke and fresh squeezed lemon, 300mg Alpha GPC capsule, and then the other half of the orange and a croissant. Taste was fine to me.
T+01:00
It was already coming on quickly, CEV/OEV unavoidable, I struggled on computer to navigate to Alan Watts, I was relieved when I did. He was talking about Wu Wei, was perfect for this point in time.
T+01:20
I could not interact in chat any more, moved on to Meditation for Inner Peace 7 and bowed my head, proceeding into the most mushroom-like DMT trip, as far as thinking about all these different people in my life and different interactions and this continual epiphany / reiteration of the importance of all of the interactions with people, what they mean to me, and the gravity of my interactions with them. What was NOT like any mushroom (or DMT) trip that I've ever had before, is how the brightness knob was turned up, with the typical morphing geometric shapes being this never ending skittles rainbow, with my tastebuds still to this minute registering like i recently took a mouthful of all of the different flavors of skittles. Perhaps someone reading this could take this as something awkward or unpleasant, but what I am trying to describe is something so wonderful, I felt borderline unworthy of it, and was actually concerned how amazing it was, like it was too good, i.e. the dangerous high of the wrong sort of drug, but this notion passed, and I realized I was being bathed in love, paid forward for me to extend to others in my life.
There were no entities that I noticed, and it did not feel alien in nature (like I've experienced before). It was 60+ minutes of full-in closed-eye trip of beauty, not feminine or masculine, but, rainbows, skittles, beauty, and I know I was laughing out loud occasionally about thoughts of different interactions with other people.
T+02:20
Somewhere around this point in time, I finally opened my eyes and was compelled to move around a little bit, but soon wound up kneeling at my bed with my head down on the mattress, as an involuntary gesture of reverence. Eyes open or shut, it did not matter, it was extremely bright and vivid morphing geometry, everything radiated rainbows. I must point out, while in life I do like the rainbow after a passing storm, I did not care for overly vibrant and colorful things, but this experience left its' mark....
T+03:00
Was able to get back on chat again, afterglow lasted into the next day (at work, too), and I carried an unbreakable positive spirit. I couldn't fall asleep until T+06:30 (midnight-ish)
Overall takeaway - now at 48 hours later, I'm feeling like I need to catch up on sleep, but still with hint of afterglow, and I love it. Life has permanently elevated yet again. For the oral ROA, this recipe was ... divine .... but I think that experimenting with less THH for less brightness/vibrance and more harmaline for more dreamy, and perhaps some tea or changa with blue lotus, and an outdoor setting with higher dose of DMT, would be something I would like to try. But THIS experience, was LOVE & CANDY, something I would wish upon both my favorite and least favorite people, as I can only imagine the domino effect would help shape the world into more of what I want to surround myself with.
