Temple in the Sky

[Voidstepper]

PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set: Zen
(physical condition) Set: Healthy, following 40minute yoga session
Setting (location): Home
time of day: 1430
recent drug use: None
last meal: 1200 Homemade Tom yum soup, Skillet Cornbread, Apple

PARTICIPANT
Gender: M
body weight: 78 kgs
known sensitivities: None
history of use: Novice

BIOASSAY
Substance(s): DMT
Dose(s): DMT 40mg
Method of administration: vaporized


EFFECTS
Administration time: T=14:30
Duration: 20 minutes
First effects: 15 seconds
Peak: T14:30-14:40
Come down:14:40-15:10
Baseline: 15:30

Intensity (overall): 3
Evaluation / notes: Wowow.

OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: (0-4) 3
Implesantness: (0-4) 1
Visual Intensity: (0-4) 2
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AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover: 1; Had my my ego checked. Humbled.
Afterglow: 2; mental clarity, purpose, and oneness


REPORT

I set the stage by cleaning my house and then smudging the space. I dressed in my pre-flight ayahuasca white clothing. I practiced yoga for about 40 minutes and meditated for 20. Everything was loaded and ready to go and when the time came so as I. I had some OM meditation music playing when I took my first and only hit.

While holding in the spice the tunnel vision crept quickly and when I exhaled I felt jolted out of my body and landing softly on a pillow of a temple in the sky. My eyes were closed for the entirety of the experience and the closed eye visuals where beautiful geometric shapes. Behind those visuals I could somewhat make out the temple scenery of red wooden floors and pillars.

Suddenly I felt a presence behind me and it moved to my side. I tried to look but I couldn't make out any form only the fuzzy clingings of dust particles forming a humanoid shape. She spoke to me in a scolding tone, she told me that she knows everything and there is nothing that I can hide from her. She told me to stop my manipulative ways and put down the masks in which I hide. I cannot progress if I continue to live my life this way.

I asked her why I can't see her.

She said that I am not ready to look upon her. I need to let go of the things that I force. If I have to force something then it is not for me. She told me to bring meditation practice, qi gong and yoga into my daily life or I would not progress. I tried to argue that I do practice. DON'T LIE TO ME! Practice here and there is not enough, it must be daily.

She finished by telling me that I need to be more grateful for the experience I have and the ones I have had. Don't be selfish. Give thanks.

Then she was gone and I was back in my living room. Watching patterns ebb and flow. Feeling good but a little bit scolded.

 

[Emptiness]

I wonder if she then proceeded to give you a definite list of how exactly she knows all of this and how it is proposed to be true, just kidding. I suppose you don't need evidence if the advice seems good enough. You can tell that by the seeing that doing yoga&meditation daily will definitely create better states of mind that just senselessly masturbating all day.

Still, I kind of had a vision of you trying to be good but still hiding behind masks and being unwilling to change yourself. Is that true? I wonder what your manipulative ways are? I find most of this is just applying to myself to.

To be honest I find advice like this utterly useless, that is when hearing it from another human. 'Easier said than done' always applies. What the person lacks here is an understanding of how to achieve that or even an ability to constantly make it a focus throughout their day, it's to easy to forget and just keep acting out of habit. You can lead a horse to water but you can't make it drink, I wonder if that female entity knows about that sort of thing or whether she will do the same thing if you go straight back in there with a stern attitude for understanding?

 

[strtman]

Interesting story. Perhaps the things she told you are not the things you want to hear. But at least you have been spoken to. When I had my first visits to hyperspace, no one said a word to me. Can not say what is the best to deal with.

 

[Voidstepper]

Perhaps this was just a manifestation of my own sub-conscious. Maybe it was an entity. The only thing I know is that the voice wasn't my own. I've had this sort of experience from ayahuasca but not from the spice and I find it to be surprising. Maybe some of my prior work has spilled over, maybe it's all in my head. Either way I feel like the advice is good, whatever the source. I've been implementing a more honest approach in my life, its not as easy as I would think, the white lie is much easier, telling you what you want to hear is easier, easier to get what I "think" I want. Interesting to see where this goes.