Running Bear
Rising Star
I have always suffered from depression and it caused me to isolate myself for a really long time. Because of always being alone I was stuck in my own head constantly asking my self what is the meaning of life and what is the purpose of it all. I would read books, watch videos, study anything I could to get my hands on. Because of my depression and not finding any answers I got hooked to drugs and alcohol. The drugs seemed to help for a little while but what started out as heaven soon became a living h-l. It ended up getting so bad that I thought about taking my own life. Once I started meditating and using psychedelics I finally broke out of that h-ll. Now I eat right, work out 7 days a week, have a career and truly found peace. I discovered that when you put out love, be a positive person and surround yourself around good people that life can truly be a blessing. I'm a very deep thinker and I like to learn so one of the best decisions I have ever made was create a account on dmt-nexus. For the first time I'm talking to people that truly understand me and its unbelievable how smart and helpful you are. I'm not a very smart man and to be completely honest with you I think I have ADHD so I'm not sure how helpful I can be. All I can do is be a friend and if any of you ever need help or someone to talk to all you have to do is send me a message. Thank you for responding to my posts, I'm sure some of them were stupid questions but you still took the time to respond and I'm truly grateful. Thank you!
