That stuff!

[kerelsk]

Now, I've only been working with Psilocybe cubensis and formosahuasca, but I'm sure you xtal guys know what I'm talking about here.

Last night on mushrooms I had a vision of a woman showing me a necklace with beads. Many of the beads were multi-colored similar to stone beads of this world. Some of them were made of this stuff I'm trying to describe, it's plastic/rubbery almost, somewhat oily or greasy looking, and it makes this very specific pattern every time I see it. Sometimes the pattern is a little different, but there's one that's recurring. It's pattern is almost digital in perfection, it flows across the surface.

Almost all my mushroom visions contain this stuff in one form or another. Some visions are composed of it, sometimes it is an object in the possession of an entity.

Is this the jimjam of the hyperspace lexicon? Is it the stuff ayahuasceros are said to vomit and spread out in front of them to see any time and place?
It reminds me of True Hallucinations. Terence mentions Dennis hypothesizing that you could puncture through and have this stuff come boiling up.


My first taste of hyperspace came through a brief flash, by performing a meditation directed to me by the mushroom. I just opened a little rift in my mind and looked through to find a jester-like entity holding this stuff with many wild and unrememberable other things around him.
Just a little glimpse here and I was aghast! This is what you guys have always been talking about! :shock:
I've been slowly getting closer to immersion with each solitary ritual.

Can anybody shed some light on what this stuff becomes during a true breakthrough?
Does it change consistency with higher doses?
What do you guys think it is?

 

[Tyler_Trismegistus]

A mushroom breakthrough is really something else lol. Don't get me wrong..... DMT is the craziest thing you can do as a human being, but mushrooms are just about equal and they have their own distinct character to them that is sometimes very hard to handle. Last time I ate 5g of dried cubes..... my come up of anxiety turned into a million beetles picking me up and bringing me down to this basement.... then they hung me upside down like a butcher and slit my stomach open..... out of my stomach came a plasma colorful looking fluid made of light. It dripped down to the floor which became a white light and my awareness followed the blob through it. After that its very hard to describe. I ended up on a sci fi spacecraft with these weird looking almost freaky beings that were making noises as bubbles of fractals formed out of their mouths. The benefit I prefer in mushrooms over DMT is that you can go just as far out (though totally different types of far out) but for a few hours. They also are great for personal development and allow a lot of integration.

 

[--Shadow]

a million beetles picking me up and bringing me down to this basement.... then they hung me upside down like a butcher and slit my stomach open..... out of my stomach came a plasma colorful looking fluid made of light. It dripped down to the floor which became a white light and my awareness followed the blob through it.

That's .... SCARY