this journey for me has been deeply enriching on many levels. on one hand i got some AMAZING training in (and i ain't just talking about time on my bike 
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on the other hand- i got some equally AMAZING training in on the psycho-spiritual plain as well...
my last day was true bliss- 12 drops of Kratom full-spectrum tincture and away i went on a 100 mile EPIC bike ride out towards Whistler. just beyond words. between the fitness i had gained from training all week, the sheer breath-taking beauty of the Sea-to-Sky highway and my mighty Kratom acting as a second pair of legs....i was unstoppable. there isn't a flat part of that road for 100 miles and i just ate it up! understand this- i am nearly 200 lbs. and a "sprinter"...NOT a "climber"....but Kratom has a way of changing you...making you....more of you....
...i love Kratom...
when i got home i did what anyone riding the high that only a 5 hour workout and a potent euphoria-inducing plant SHOULD do: i smoked some spice
in the kayak....in the sound.....and AGAIN the sea became a rolling carpet of smiling faces. such beauty..... had to capture the moment for my nexus family so.....enjoy the pic! :d
this morning my girlfriend and i had to pack up and get ready to leave
having finished all of that with an hour to spare before the taxi picked us up....we went out on the kayaks one last time.
check this out- just as i had been "welcomed" on my arrival by circus conductors and clowns.....this time i was bid a fond "farewell" by THE SAME ENTITIES! so incredible! and once again, i chose to open my eyes whilest still deep in hyperspace and before me the giant mountain became a great bear and it's face looked down on me. i spoke to it and said that i wanted to see the world through it's eyes and it told me straight up, "you and your girlfriend are working out powerful kharma together....you are helping one another address a deep fear that each of you possess....both to do with trust....but different faces of it...."
i was floored.
just as i was meditating on this and starting to reintegrate, my girlfriend comes paddling up behind me at full steam talking about how a whale just passed beneath her in the kayak and she thought for sure it was going to eat her! :lol:
i told her i loved her.
i hope all of you, my family, have enjoyed this journey. feel free always to PM with any questions about my explorations and hopefully we will all continue to grow in our understanding of this wonderful, infinite consciousness we are all dipping our toes in to...
with LOVE AND GRATITUDE,
ANT
) on the other hand- i got some equally AMAZING training in on the psycho-spiritual plain as well...
my last day was true bliss- 12 drops of Kratom full-spectrum tincture and away i went on a 100 mile EPIC bike ride out towards Whistler. just beyond words. between the fitness i had gained from training all week, the sheer breath-taking beauty of the Sea-to-Sky highway and my mighty Kratom acting as a second pair of legs....i was unstoppable. there isn't a flat part of that road for 100 miles and i just ate it up! understand this- i am nearly 200 lbs. and a "sprinter"...NOT a "climber"....but Kratom has a way of changing you...making you....more of you....
...i love Kratom...
when i got home i did what anyone riding the high that only a 5 hour workout and a potent euphoria-inducing plant SHOULD do: i smoked some spice
in the kayak....in the sound.....and AGAIN the sea became a rolling carpet of smiling faces. such beauty..... had to capture the moment for my nexus family so.....enjoy the pic! :d
this morning my girlfriend and i had to pack up and get ready to leave
having finished all of that with an hour to spare before the taxi picked us up....we went out on the kayaks one last time.check this out- just as i had been "welcomed" on my arrival by circus conductors and clowns.....this time i was bid a fond "farewell" by THE SAME ENTITIES! so incredible! and once again, i chose to open my eyes whilest still deep in hyperspace and before me the giant mountain became a great bear and it's face looked down on me. i spoke to it and said that i wanted to see the world through it's eyes and it told me straight up, "you and your girlfriend are working out powerful kharma together....you are helping one another address a deep fear that each of you possess....both to do with trust....but different faces of it...."
i was floored.
just as i was meditating on this and starting to reintegrate, my girlfriend comes paddling up behind me at full steam talking about how a whale just passed beneath her in the kayak and she thought for sure it was going to eat her! :lol:
i told her i loved her.
i hope all of you, my family, have enjoyed this journey. feel free always to PM with any questions about my explorations and hopefully we will all continue to grow in our understanding of this wonderful, infinite consciousness we are all dipping our toes in to...
with LOVE AND GRATITUDE,
ANT
