Whispers
Rising Star
It was a nice sunny day yesterday so I decided to take a chair out under a willow tree beside a pond and have another dabble with DMT.
So far this has been my most pleasent trip, but again I forgot to keep hitting my pipe and close my eyes.
I got comfortable in my lawn chair looking over the pond, infornt of me are reeds on either side and my house in the distance, I took a long hit from my VG and watched my cat chase a frog under a bush, I watched as the DMT flooded my brain and then looked over the pond. It was similar to my other trips but got increasingly more intense, I forgot about my pipe and just looked around. It looked like reality had been painted on thick, I was noticing the fractal nature of the plants, the open eye visuals on DMT are difficult to put in to words, its almost obnoxiously colourful and intense.
I noticed I had gotten caught in a thought loop and tried to snap myself out of it but realised I was in deep, a calm came over me and I felt rushed somehow, I felt like there was a presence to my right beckoning me, encouraging me to go deeper, there was also a presence to my left that seemed smaller and less caring.
When I peaked I wondered if I had broke through, if this was it... I also thought that this is definitely not a drug you would do for fun.
At one point i would forget about my body, and wake up like "ohh, im still tripping" I got the sense a few times that the trip had ended and then would realise It was still going,
Eventually I came down, I felt good, things seemed s little clearer for no apparent reason, I was eagre to do it again and would give it an hour but ended up putting it off till the next day, but its a bit miserable outside today so I'm waiting for the next sunny day to have an other go and hopefully I will remember to take another hit or two.
So far this has been my most pleasent trip, but again I forgot to keep hitting my pipe and close my eyes.
I got comfortable in my lawn chair looking over the pond, infornt of me are reeds on either side and my house in the distance, I took a long hit from my VG and watched my cat chase a frog under a bush, I watched as the DMT flooded my brain and then looked over the pond. It was similar to my other trips but got increasingly more intense, I forgot about my pipe and just looked around. It looked like reality had been painted on thick, I was noticing the fractal nature of the plants, the open eye visuals on DMT are difficult to put in to words, its almost obnoxiously colourful and intense.
I noticed I had gotten caught in a thought loop and tried to snap myself out of it but realised I was in deep, a calm came over me and I felt rushed somehow, I felt like there was a presence to my right beckoning me, encouraging me to go deeper, there was also a presence to my left that seemed smaller and less caring.
When I peaked I wondered if I had broke through, if this was it... I also thought that this is definitely not a drug you would do for fun.
At one point i would forget about my body, and wake up like "ohh, im still tripping" I got the sense a few times that the trip had ended and then would realise It was still going,
Eventually I came down, I felt good, things seemed s little clearer for no apparent reason, I was eagre to do it again and would give it an hour but ended up putting it off till the next day, but its a bit miserable outside today so I'm waiting for the next sunny day to have an other go and hopefully I will remember to take another hit or two.