The Questions I HAD to ask.

[applejohnful]

My first experience.

I got a hold of some dmt through a friend. I listened to his instructions on how to properly inhale dmt. I went home and waited for my wife and kids went to bed. I went into my garage which is not attached to my house. I had a nice comfortable chair to sit on. I mixed my dmt with some "grass". I toked about 3 times then I began to lift off. My eyes were forced shut and I began to rise. First, my mind drifted in a spirally stair case of some sort with all different shapes and multi-dimensional objects with many patterns emerged. Then faces (not their bodies)appeared. Okay, so if you can think of Zeus in all of these old movies with a big head and long white beard in the clouds watching from below; well it was that kind of face. I drifted to heaven where I saw my wife standing at the base of some golden staircase. She looked more beautiful than ever. She was wearing a wreath on her head with a white robe. Then I immediately drifted "down" where I saw bodies after bodies aligned up in an ordered fashion. Instantaneously, North Korea and their "secret Prison camps came into my mind. I saw many people (black faceless "ghosts" ) flying by me from bottom to top one after the other. I somehow told them sorry for what happened to them. ( I think these were the people who died in that hell hole of a country). I was in a deep state at this time.

However before actually doing dmt I knew I had questions in my mind that I had to ask. So I came with questions. By the way, I recorded the 30 minutes experience with my tape recorder. (not much the first 5 minutes) Anyways, I asked the identities all around me for "the secret" I asked them for "the math". "Just give me the math" "Just give me the math to solve our humanitarian needs" "To end global warming" "The math or sets of equations that can solve our global warming crisis and give us anit-gravity propulsion systems" (im a junior in an engineering program).Keep in mind, I heard these questions being asked in my tape recorder. Well, they laughed at me. i heard an echo of laughter from all around me. I heard replies telling me that we already have the solution. They didn't imply that the government had this knowledge but one can assume that that's what they meant. In addition, they told me I haven't earned this answer. Certain habits that I do such as smoke and anger issues presented in front of me as if these identities knew my flaws and put them in front of my face so I can see what I need to do.

All of a sudden the power of the trip slowly wore off and I opened my eyes. This changed my life forever. I hope I didn't offend anyone. I was just trying to tell what happened to me that's all. Thanks for letting me share

 

[Hyperspace Fool]

How could you insult anyone here with your trip report?

That is exactly what this place is for. We are all your fellows in this grand experience...

If anyone in the world understands, it is us.

Anyway, welcome to the Nexus. I am sure you will find it a place unlike any other. The quality of information, camaraderie, and level of discourse is unusually high.

BTW, It doesn't surprise me that the beings you encounter say that we already possess such knowledge.

Be well, my friend. Perhaps the entities will help you with your issues, and give you some of the secrets you so desire.

 

[smokerx]

very nice experience , thank you for sharing it with us.

 

[deadlight]

yess mate you're my kind of guy, asking them for globa solutions, resulting in golobalist conspiracy theorys hahah

as iv recomended this to people before, i recomend it to you now
alienmindbook.org/AlienMinddownload.doc
i recomend buying the hardcopy if you like the first chapter, but eithor way, ingest that knowlage

check out that book man, it explains how "they" comunicate, what telecinesis it and how it works, possible intentions, universal polotics, and how a powerful few on earth hold the answers

 

[Global]

That spiral staircase that you describe at the beginning of your report sounds extremely familiar to me. In one of my highest dose experiences, I was on a spiral staircase that I was corkscrewing upward through. There were objects and items and stuff on the staircase and the higher up I went, the more special the items became. I remember thinking of them as "trophies" of sorts. Not because I earned them or anything like that, but for example, one of them was a horse. It had all the features of a horse. It had the mane and tail, all the muscles in the right place, and it was standing on one hoof with the other three in the air, but it was frozen as such. If I had encountered it in another hyperspace experience, it would have most likely been moving, but all these trophies were frozen in time. When I got to the top of the staircase I found myself in a frosty white haze that was sort of reminiscent of heaven, though I imagine if I had more force under my trajectory, I could have blasted through the cloudy ceiling instead of getting stuck in it.

 

[Sky Motion]

First I'd like to say, congratulations on your experience! Loved reading the report.

As for the secrets, who knows if the entities will grant you them, it's great how they showed you what you need to fix in your life, maybe that's what you need to fix to go to higher hyperspace levels, but that's all up to you

AND you're definitely not offending anyone here, each experience is very personal but here at the nexus we all love to give inputs without judgement.

Welcome and safe travels~

 

[thatmentat]

That was a wonderful little report, I like it.

As far as you asking for secrets and such, I had an experience very similar, but more successful.

I had come in contact with entities on my first ayahuasca trip. They were a welcoming party to hyperspace. I interacted with respect and reverence and told them about myself, my goals, and my desires. They deemed me worthy and asked me what I wanted, I was humbled. I tried to be modest, but they made it clear that they WANTED to give me things and that to ask for less would be insulting. I asked for many things: self confidence, improved memory, decisiveness, and other aspects of myself I know needed improvement. They REALLY liked that. I think it showed them the earnestness of myself and intentions. I then asked them for something I never thought I would want, but finally understood I was ready for. Power. I told them I understood what it was, a curse, a burden, and a burning coal to be rid of when you have accomplished your goal, not to be held on to. THEY REEEEEAAAAAAAAALLY liked that, and as such I have been given what I have asked for. How did I get them to give me "the power to accomplish any goal I set for myself"? By making them understand that the goals I set are to better myself, better the world, and help others better their own lives.

I have also come to understand that the welcoming party is most likely other versions of myself already progressed beyond my current state coming back to give me a hand.

I can't speak to your experience, but I personally think that you were not given what you asked for because the YOUs and you know you aren't ready for receiving gifts or the power of the knowledge you seek. You know you have things to work on and get fixed, so you were denied your spoils until you do what you know needs to be done.

That's just my take on it. Welcome to the nexus friend

 

[isa]

Hey! Great report man, very informative and totally honest, that's kind of the way with this thing. For me now 'lift off' if we can call it that is so subtle now. Almost like learning to drive a car for the first time, you try and try and the one day, your like "Hey I've been driving for 10 years now and don't even give it a second thought, coool"

I really think this experience is a group thing, whilst we achieve much on a personal level, The Nexus is for sharing our trips and I'm so glad I found you folk. I hope this comes across in my words because the one major thing I deal with on a day to day basis is having and ego the size of mount everest. But the elves have made me witness this and am definitely on the mend....lol

Great post dude, love to everyone.

 

[InfiniteFacticity]

However before actually doing dmt I knew I had questions in my mind that I had to ask. So I came with questions. By the way, I recorded the 30 minutes experience with my tape recorder. (not much the first 5 minutes) Anyways, I asked the identities all around me for "the secret" I asked them for "the math". "Just give me the math" "Just give me the math to solve our humanitarian needs" "To end global warming" "The math or sets of equations that can solve our global warming crisis and give us anit-gravity propulsion systems" (im a junior in an engineering program).Keep in mind, I heard these questions being asked in my tape recorder. Well, they laughed at me. i heard an echo of laughter from all around me. I heard replies telling me that we already have the solution. They didn't imply that the government had this knowledge but one can assume that that's what they meant. In addition, they told me I haven't earned this answer. Certain habits that I do such as smoke and anger issues presented in front of me as if these identities knew my flaws and put them in front of my face so I can see what I need to do.

BTW, It doesn't surprise me that the beings you encounter say that we already possess such knowledge.

I think I agree with you there HF.

applejohnful, much respect for your intentions. It would be good if humans could produce such marvelous technology that it would reverse all the damage done to the earth by our other technology and the consumption that goes with it. Perhaps when they told you that we already have the solution and that you hadn't earned the answer, they were referring to something beyond evil people withholding the knowledge. One thought that crosses my mind is the idea that if people were more enlightened (well-educated, both morally and academically) then we really would live in a utopia of sorts. Of course, that is so far removed from the reality of the world that we have by definition not earned the answer. Every individual's imperfections makes then human rather than god-like, just as humanity's imperfections as a whole make society less than a utopia. Of course, they are inseparable as phenomena. lucifer, as the Christians call him, has done his work well.