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Today, I tripped on DMT + harmala, and I vaporized both. I vaped harmala, then about 20 mg of DMT from emesh. In the end, I ended up in just emptiness. There was nothing there. No visuals either. It vaguely resembled that familiar DMT-space, but in the end, there was nothing. I can't say it was a strong trip either. I was just in some emptiness, and nothing really happened. Was I blocked in the DMT realm or what? Why did this happen? I don't have these nice, profound, deep experiences anymore. So desperate.
 
Skr9 said:
Today, I tripped on DMT + harmala, and I vaporized both. I vaped harmala, then about 20 mg of DMT from emesh. In the end, I ended up in just emptiness. There was nothing there. No visuals either. It vaguely resembled that familiar DMT-space, but in the end, there was nothing. I can't say it was a strong trip either. I was just in some emptiness, and nothing really happened. Was I blocked in the DMT realm or what? Why did this happen? I don't have these nice, profound, deep experiences anymore. So desperate.
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If “you” experienced emptiness, then it was just that — an experience. You can consult with AI and see that there are like 20 kinds of emptiness in Buddhism.
It's just an experience, and so it's fleeting. The whole point is more about WHO experienced it.

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Sounds peaceful to me.

Nothing is something worth doing

I don't think you are being blocked or locked out. Think of it as it giving you something unexpected to chew on. Maybe a fresh start or a empty cup from here.

Worth mentioning that if it feels like a lockout, further integration of prior experiences and/or a break from DMT for a bit could help.

How did you feel when you were in the void of nothingness?
 
Tripolation said:
How did you feel when you were in the void of nothingness?
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I was feeling neutral, nothing outrageous or special. I was trying to call someone in that space, but it was just empty. No one replied to me. I thought, 'crap, I am in the void again.' Then the trip ended, and I fell asleep. I slept for a while and woke up at about 3 a.m. I am feeling empty too. My whole body hurts, teeth hurt, I just suffer.
 
Skr9 said:
I was feeling neutral, nothing outrageous or special. I was trying to call someone in that space, but it was just empty. No one replied to me. I thought, 'crap, I am in the void again.' Then the trip ended, and I fell asleep. I slept for a while and woke up at about 3 a.m. I am feeling empty too. My whole body hurts, teeth hurt, I just suffer.
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That sucks you are suffering. Sounds like your body and teeth could use some attention. If you have a lot on your plate, just work on one thing at a time. Sometimes the world can feel like it's weighing down on you with countless troubles. Focus on giving yourself the attention you need right in this moment. Work it out and find a way. Seek assistance if you are struggling. Dentist suck but you can alleviate some teeth pain, discuss a dental plan that works for you.

I don't know what your situation is and blanketed advice like this may not be of any help. I really do hope your suffering will ease. I feel ya.
 
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Yesterday, I tripped on DMT again. I vaporized a really thick dab from the emesh. My whole body was floating and pulsing. I couldn't move at all, so it was pretty intense. And... I found myself in the void again. I said, 'Where is everyone?' I was told that 'it was time for silence'. I asked, "Why?" but I never got an answer.
So, I guess they need to take a break sometimes too :unsure:
 
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If we are to believe that there are infinite realities possible, I tend to imagine that DMT is a bit like rolling a dice. We could end up in any number of those infinite realities. Doesn't always need to be a reason or meaning.
 
fink said:
If we are to believe that there are infinite realities possible, I tend to imagine that DMT is a bit like rolling a dice. We could end up in any number of those infinite realities. Doesn't always need to be a reason or meaning.
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Yes, it prolly is like that! Trips can be so different that it's astonishing how they vary.
 
Skr9 said:
Today, I tripped on DMT + harmala, and I vaporized both. I vaped harmala, then about 20 mg of DMT from emesh. In the end, I ended up in just emptiness. There was nothing there. No visuals either. It vaguely resembled that familiar DMT-space, but in the end, there was nothing. I can't say it was a strong trip either. I was just in some emptiness, and nothing really happened. Was I blocked in the DMT realm or what? Why did this happen? I don't have these nice, profound, deep experiences anymore. So desperate.
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Maybe try a different method, I recommend sandwich style. Never fails. Also make sure you are in good health and in the right frame of mind. Don’t go in desperate, maybe try going in expecting nothing 🤓
 
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