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Rising Star
Finally 30 minutes ago i took my chance and loaded 30mg of spice. My vaping technique still needs some work.
What happened was a reminder of what i managed to suppress/forget from all my previous mushroom trips. Specially last 3 of them. It has been over 7 months from my last trip.
Inhaling it in 3 takes.
This is the same technology and its taking you to the same destination! How could i forget!!!:shock:
I didn't breakthrough but frequencies where winding up and down while CEV where fractalising and i could hear fluctuations and ĖgearsĖ of energy. Crackling noises, electric morphing sounds and gentle something/someone conveying it to me to just BE. No thinking just BE. As soon as i would use my mind/ego the gears would slow down and i would get reminded not to use it...just BE.
Multiple very subtle things where happening at the same time and if i tried to analyze i would loose connection to it...it would fade into the background. Cant remember what triggered my laugh but i bursted in to loud laughing while my CEV transformed in to pix-elated light visuals and i could feel and see how left side of my brain was being folded. This someone/something was trying to shift my perspective.
Memory's of my previous experiences are such a pale distant nothing.
What an incredible strange thing. I was reminded why i am doing this! It's for the love of the Mystery!!!
I will definitely go for a breakthrough next time around.:shock:
What happened was a reminder of what i managed to suppress/forget from all my previous mushroom trips. Specially last 3 of them. It has been over 7 months from my last trip.
Inhaling it in 3 takes.
This is the same technology and its taking you to the same destination! How could i forget!!!:shock:
I didn't breakthrough but frequencies where winding up and down while CEV where fractalising and i could hear fluctuations and ĖgearsĖ of energy. Crackling noises, electric morphing sounds and gentle something/someone conveying it to me to just BE. No thinking just BE. As soon as i would use my mind/ego the gears would slow down and i would get reminded not to use it...just BE.
Multiple very subtle things where happening at the same time and if i tried to analyze i would loose connection to it...it would fade into the background. Cant remember what triggered my laugh but i bursted in to loud laughing while my CEV transformed in to pix-elated light visuals and i could feel and see how left side of my brain was being folded. This someone/something was trying to shift my perspective.
Memory's of my previous experiences are such a pale distant nothing.
What an incredible strange thing. I was reminded why i am doing this! It's for the love of the Mystery!!!
I will definitely go for a breakthrough next time around.:shock:
