PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set:I was feeling average
(physical condition) Set:Good
Setting (location):Home
time of day:At night, indoors
recent drug use:Marijuana
last meal:Horrible McDonald's southern style chicken sandwich at about 9pm
PARTICIPANT
Gender:Female
body weight:53kg
known sensitivities:None
history of use:I have had Ayahuasca before this experience.
BIOASSAY
Substance(s):100mg of Harmine Fumerate in a capsule, and a small glass of Black Cappi tea, also 90mg of DMT freebase in a capsule.
EFFECTS
Administration time: T=12:30am
Duration:4 to 5 hours
First effects:T=5:00am
Peak:T=6:00am-9:00am
Come down:T=10:00am-2pm
Baseline:The next day kinda
Intensity (overall):4
Evaluation / notes:
OPTIONAL
Pleasantness:3
Implesantness:1
Visual Intensity:4
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AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover:0
Afterglow:4, about three days
REPORT
let me first start off with my intensions for ingesting Pharmahusaca with Cappi. I am at a point in my life where I understand the necessity to enlighten myself. The effects took quite a while to kick in it could have been what I ate that delayed it or I also considered that maybe my ego is in the way and blocking me from my experience. After quite some time of waiting I decided I was just going to go to sleep.
Just after 15min. of laying down the medicine kicked in very potently like the wind blowing a door open with an array of some of the most intense hallucination visuals there was trails flying like fire works. I was immersed and admiring the beauty when I started telepathically communicating with my hallucinations which looked to the best that I can describe like angelic alien entities.
In my prior Ayahuasca experiences these angelic alien entities revealed themselves to be very real and not just a hallucination. In my opinion they are real divine spiritual beings. My telepathic conversation with them was about myself.
They(referring to the angelic alien entities) started with all the things that made me the person I think I am. They stated that I should question who I am as they began to explain to me that I am what my parents and my environment has shaped me to be. They explained deeper that my parents were from wicked generations and the reasons for my suffering and struggling in this life is from the sins of my forefathers. As they said this they also explained there is a way to be free from it. Thus they explained that if I could ultimately change my whole being and break all the habits my parents taught me to do and to make better decisions so as to understand as one common rule that every action has a reaction. To will myself to be.
I understood it as if I could just be(and by be I mean to be your ultimate self at all times exonerated and to remain in the perpetual state of Nirvana). In past encounters with them they had already explained to me that the only way to achieve this is to silence my thoughts as you would in prayer.
So I attempted to do this and I was immediately being attacked by evil entities that did not want me to reach my destination. I felt spiders crawling all over me many things slithering. I was struggling to keep my cool as they were all over my face. The experience was becoming sickeningly horrible. I kept itching myself. I was panicking.
I realized what I was doing and I came to my senses and also realized I was being tested by the divine angelic alien entities. So I knew what to do in times of panic don't panic to always relax, I allowed myself to do this.
Things started to change. I felt like I was dead. Literally a dead body decaying in the ground with all you can imagine crawling all over it and spider webs over the bones. I was not itching my face this time I was not moving a muscle. The more I relaxed the brighter and more pleasant my visuals became. So to speak I had to allow myself to die to be reborn in a way.
Eventually all I could see was them again they were happy for me and cheered me on. They flashed Rasta colors to me red yellow and green. I knew it was ok for me to get up and smoke. So I took a puff and was immersed once again into hyperspace.
The visuals were even more intense than the first blow. I saw the Angelic Alien beings for a bit then they faded and the trip was back to a battle for Nirvana I knew what I needed to do and did so and things were going smooth for a bit, then I realized a dark entity sitting to the side. The instant I looked over at it I was sure I knew who it was. Sure enough I had reached some sort of crossroad and there was the devil. Then the battle rally begin he attempted to scare me with the most disgusting ungodly visuals. When I came to the point that nothing he showed me could break my concentration on my freedom from all contamination physical and spiritually. This took place for a while.
My ultimate goal was freedom/nirvana. The fact that he showed up was not a huge shock to me as he has shown up in past experiences. Just to let you know a little about my past history with he she it. So he pulls out a key and thinks he is so cleaver when then I realize I have the same key. So this key is the key to the Garden of Eden.
So I make it into the Garden of Eden and they(angelic alien beings) appear. I had passed another test which was much greater then the first they were happy as I had made a break through in my trips.
They are now finally able to teach and show me more. The first thing they start with is our planet Earth. All the things that mother earth has dealt with. A lot of plant and animal species are dying out they are not pleased with this. They are very displeased with the way many human beings treat themselves and this planet. As they were not only just telling me these things they were showing me. That there is this huge spiritual battle going on on earth right now between demons and angels. A battle over souls and this planet.
The whole experience made me very emotional and I was crying during it. They assured me that they would help me save this planet and my soul if I helped myself. Thy labeled me a bee keeper a keeper of the keys I hold as they were explaining all this to me I was hovering like a ship and felt a key ring on my side. I was a bee. They thus explained deeper why I am a bee as the reason to them that bees are very sacred beings is that they pollinate and thus keep everything in nature alive. Without the bees there would be nothing. They even went deeper to explain that bees are dying out greatly on this planet do to many different things. Some get hit by fast moving automobiles. Bees are thus going to evolve or die out.
This made me very sad, but not to the point where I wouldn't do anything. So I journeyed deeper in the garden which was actually more like the craziest wild jungle you could have ever seen. Every plant was very alive and aware with eyes all over it so to see everything. It was all very camaflougzed. I realized how the state that I was in in my physical body and the state that I was in currently my bee spiritual body were linked. I was very weak and was flying rough. I was hitting every huge gigantic leaf and tree you could imagine. I had to stop and rest at some point on one of the huge leafs of eyes.
As I was resting an angel appeared I admitted to it that I had been naive in life and really have almost killed my spiritual body I went on to exclaim how I was stupid and I am close to death in every way and I needed its help to survive.
The angel spoke and told me I was not stupid but very smart for calling upon their assistance. The angel assured me help was on the way and that all I had to do was be patient.
This experience changed my life my whole being and it is the biggest break through I have ever had tripping. I wanted to share it with all and hope it is of some help for others.
Namaste
(mind)Set:I was feeling average
(physical condition) Set:Good
Setting (location):Home
time of day:At night, indoors
recent drug use:Marijuana
last meal:Horrible McDonald's southern style chicken sandwich at about 9pm
PARTICIPANT
Gender:Female
body weight:53kg
known sensitivities:None
history of use:I have had Ayahuasca before this experience.
BIOASSAY
Substance(s):100mg of Harmine Fumerate in a capsule, and a small glass of Black Cappi tea, also 90mg of DMT freebase in a capsule.
EFFECTS
Administration time: T=12:30am
Duration:4 to 5 hours
First effects:T=5:00am
Peak:T=6:00am-9:00am
Come down:T=10:00am-2pm
Baseline:The next day kinda
Intensity (overall):4
Evaluation / notes:
OPTIONAL
Pleasantness:3
Implesantness:1
Visual Intensity:4
.
.
.
AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover:0
Afterglow:4, about three days
REPORT
let me first start off with my intensions for ingesting Pharmahusaca with Cappi. I am at a point in my life where I understand the necessity to enlighten myself. The effects took quite a while to kick in it could have been what I ate that delayed it or I also considered that maybe my ego is in the way and blocking me from my experience. After quite some time of waiting I decided I was just going to go to sleep.
Just after 15min. of laying down the medicine kicked in very potently like the wind blowing a door open with an array of some of the most intense hallucination visuals there was trails flying like fire works. I was immersed and admiring the beauty when I started telepathically communicating with my hallucinations which looked to the best that I can describe like angelic alien entities.
In my prior Ayahuasca experiences these angelic alien entities revealed themselves to be very real and not just a hallucination. In my opinion they are real divine spiritual beings. My telepathic conversation with them was about myself.
They(referring to the angelic alien entities) started with all the things that made me the person I think I am. They stated that I should question who I am as they began to explain to me that I am what my parents and my environment has shaped me to be. They explained deeper that my parents were from wicked generations and the reasons for my suffering and struggling in this life is from the sins of my forefathers. As they said this they also explained there is a way to be free from it. Thus they explained that if I could ultimately change my whole being and break all the habits my parents taught me to do and to make better decisions so as to understand as one common rule that every action has a reaction. To will myself to be.
I understood it as if I could just be(and by be I mean to be your ultimate self at all times exonerated and to remain in the perpetual state of Nirvana). In past encounters with them they had already explained to me that the only way to achieve this is to silence my thoughts as you would in prayer.
So I attempted to do this and I was immediately being attacked by evil entities that did not want me to reach my destination. I felt spiders crawling all over me many things slithering. I was struggling to keep my cool as they were all over my face. The experience was becoming sickeningly horrible. I kept itching myself. I was panicking.
I realized what I was doing and I came to my senses and also realized I was being tested by the divine angelic alien entities. So I knew what to do in times of panic don't panic to always relax, I allowed myself to do this.
Things started to change. I felt like I was dead. Literally a dead body decaying in the ground with all you can imagine crawling all over it and spider webs over the bones. I was not itching my face this time I was not moving a muscle. The more I relaxed the brighter and more pleasant my visuals became. So to speak I had to allow myself to die to be reborn in a way.
Eventually all I could see was them again they were happy for me and cheered me on. They flashed Rasta colors to me red yellow and green. I knew it was ok for me to get up and smoke. So I took a puff and was immersed once again into hyperspace.
The visuals were even more intense than the first blow. I saw the Angelic Alien beings for a bit then they faded and the trip was back to a battle for Nirvana I knew what I needed to do and did so and things were going smooth for a bit, then I realized a dark entity sitting to the side. The instant I looked over at it I was sure I knew who it was. Sure enough I had reached some sort of crossroad and there was the devil. Then the battle rally begin he attempted to scare me with the most disgusting ungodly visuals. When I came to the point that nothing he showed me could break my concentration on my freedom from all contamination physical and spiritually. This took place for a while.
My ultimate goal was freedom/nirvana. The fact that he showed up was not a huge shock to me as he has shown up in past experiences. Just to let you know a little about my past history with he she it. So he pulls out a key and thinks he is so cleaver when then I realize I have the same key. So this key is the key to the Garden of Eden.
So I make it into the Garden of Eden and they(angelic alien beings) appear. I had passed another test which was much greater then the first they were happy as I had made a break through in my trips.
They are now finally able to teach and show me more. The first thing they start with is our planet Earth. All the things that mother earth has dealt with. A lot of plant and animal species are dying out they are not pleased with this. They are very displeased with the way many human beings treat themselves and this planet. As they were not only just telling me these things they were showing me. That there is this huge spiritual battle going on on earth right now between demons and angels. A battle over souls and this planet.
The whole experience made me very emotional and I was crying during it. They assured me that they would help me save this planet and my soul if I helped myself. Thy labeled me a bee keeper a keeper of the keys I hold as they were explaining all this to me I was hovering like a ship and felt a key ring on my side. I was a bee. They thus explained deeper why I am a bee as the reason to them that bees are very sacred beings is that they pollinate and thus keep everything in nature alive. Without the bees there would be nothing. They even went deeper to explain that bees are dying out greatly on this planet do to many different things. Some get hit by fast moving automobiles. Bees are thus going to evolve or die out.
This made me very sad, but not to the point where I wouldn't do anything. So I journeyed deeper in the garden which was actually more like the craziest wild jungle you could have ever seen. Every plant was very alive and aware with eyes all over it so to see everything. It was all very camaflougzed. I realized how the state that I was in in my physical body and the state that I was in currently my bee spiritual body were linked. I was very weak and was flying rough. I was hitting every huge gigantic leaf and tree you could imagine. I had to stop and rest at some point on one of the huge leafs of eyes.
As I was resting an angel appeared I admitted to it that I had been naive in life and really have almost killed my spiritual body I went on to exclaim how I was stupid and I am close to death in every way and I needed its help to survive.
The angel spoke and told me I was not stupid but very smart for calling upon their assistance. The angel assured me help was on the way and that all I had to do was be patient.
This experience changed my life my whole being and it is the biggest break through I have ever had tripping. I wanted to share it with all and hope it is of some help for others.
Namaste
